I tried my hardest and still lost her... 

C Z I L E R A

Primitive Lo-fi, Ambient, Experimental Soul, Electronic Jazzy, Indie Blues, Art, Rock, Music-Noise.


my cμp rμnn'th ov'r...(Hu Guaiya Håo)

oilcolor: @oilcolor / @moplush 

it’s  like I’m holding on with broken hands 
i see these lies out the corner of my eye 
when i grow up i wanna be a ghost 
so i can see how you feel when i’m not as close

ill pretend i’m in my old bed
tired eyes, tuck me in, pat me on the head 
construct a world in which i’m safe again 
growing up,
giving up 
i wish i’d never left     


full nelson (n,n. x oilcolor)

Thank you Hk <3
Cover art: @pytn.d on instagram

Lyrics- 

I don't really care
you were never there
Said you had my back
you just never cared
Said I never loved but that shit ain't fair

claiming that you love me but you don't mean shit 
Claiming that you had me but you never did yeah x2
Always wanted somewhere there but you pushed me away
You want me in your bed but I don't want to stay x2

pretty heartbroken


You hit my line,
We're just wasting time
Always on your phone, 
You were never mine
Talking bout your ex almost all the time,
Yeah talking bout your ex he was on your mind

ON SPOTIFY <3

I waited on you, you never came. (Prod. HKfiftyone)

PILLOW TALK REMIX

skully

ft: @barrenwaste
prod: @anobodyreally x @cpt_sad

where the fuck are my friends at?
dont bother hitting me up, im busy anyway
where the fuck is my girl at?
100 miles away exploring every frat

getting dubbed like its payback
for all the fucked up shit
that i cant even admit
i dont care im just anxious
we got some plans to be famous
i dont know if i can take this
money good, but the paper faceless
im so useless, didnt choose this
feeling clueless, send me cute pics
like you used to
got a new life
that im getting used to
drunk in my room
like im Free Throw
in the back row
with my hopes up
and my head down low
man im stressed out
getting aquainted with all of my thoughts
hoping ill turn out to be who im not
grabbing a knife just to cut out the coms
my heart in the fridge where i ice out my head
my brain is a mess, id be better off dead
cant fight up the courge to end my own life
but find out the futures got reasons to live
i cannot go, but i wanna bail
burried in woes, to sorrow i hail
i drink from the veil just to swallow my tongue
maybe ill join up the 27 club

where the fuck are my friends at?
dont bother hitting me up, im busy anyway
where the fuck is my girl at?
100 miles away exploring every frat
getting dubbed like its payback
for all the fucked up shit
that i cant even admit
i dont know if i can take this
all my life ive been faceless

yeah i did some things
i don’t want to say
same as for you
so it goes both ways
don’t need this high horse 
you rode on in
its been too fucking long
since you sang the same old song
to try to get my sing along
but don’t you ever try again
im sick of all this patience
that I’ve been always fading
and try to get back
but its never helping that
i can’t understand the relations
between you and i
theres nothing left
but there always something else
that I’m wondering 
why do you always come back
to try to get me in
inside my own head
to try to trick myself
to think i love you again
it always works somehow
until i realize 
its nothing that i want now
its nothing that i need
but you always try to 
convince me

Follow me <3

faceless (ft. barren) [prod. ʎpoqou x yesterday]

mask of woe: halloween

the night he came home

COMBINATION LOCK

the monster still lurks [prod. combination lock]

@shallowvera

xoxoxxoo ... Милый и эмо

new soundcloud with my vocals: https://soundcloud.com/ilykarma

ilykarma on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7gTZ5Mf85zN4465uIoypMg 

Karma Rhythm on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4GFq168yisTZUu8JlWL1kg

Karma Rhythm on Apple Music: https://apps.apple.com/us/artist/karma-rhythm/id1138144058

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full discography (free download): https://karmarhythm.bandcamp.com/music

spotify

leave me alone - karma rhythm, shallow vera

Guitar/Prod; https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke <3

Lyrics:

GrxyIce:
Is it too much 
to want this to fade 
can't i, jus relieve the pain 

distanced myself
fucked up my health
nothing really helps
nothing really helps

GrxyIce & 93:
wear myself thin
bones are snapping again 
an is it too much 

93:
nothing i take 
helps the ache 
numbs my pain 
nothing i do 
lifts the hate 
from my face

giving up on sleep 
i don't wanna breathe 
hide that i'm a fiend
just give up on me 
i'm a waste you'll see 
save your energy

GrxyIce & 93:
wear myself thin 
bones are snapping again
and is it too much 
and is it too much

Is It Too Much w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE (Prod. 93)

Vocals and art by @hiitshmwav, prod by me

Follow wav:
@hiitshmwav
twitter.com/hmwav
www.instagram.com/hmwav/

Lyrics:

If I forget where I am 
when I wake up, I close my eyes
Sometimes it's better to hide the emotions 
and stay inside

im by myself you missed your chance
i knew that u would leave me here again
to decay all on my own
to portray this all alone
my visions they have grown
as you were yet to show

induced by your simplicities
and everythig u said to me
it dragged me back to memories
of when we first met
and when we first kissed
my lips have never felt so numb

you take the pain away
might blow my brain today
i'm i alive today?
i don't even know myself
i'm so worried for my health
and i know u miss the way it use to feel
and the way it felt so real

im by myself you missed your chance
(Alone again)
i knew that u would leave me here again
(Alone again)
to decay all on my own
(Alone again)
to portray this all alone
my visions they have grown
(Alone again)

If I forget where I am 
when I wake up, I close my eyes
Sometimes it's better to hide the emotions 
and stay inside

hm.wav - idk myself (prod. rodger)

no samples.
lyrics:
I'm tired of the way we think
i've lost all hope 
i think i'll leave
the nights still young
i've lost my ways
this path's not straight
and everything you had said
has left me inside my bed
alone without you
i'm glad you came through

(i'm so sad you're gone
we're done)x2

deadbeatteen - mistreatment

a song about past rømance

TRA$H always brings the sadboy beats, check his music @prod-trash <3

VERSE 1
you used to hold me till the morning come
you used to kiss my face and fuck me numb
oh i miss you so fucking much
and now these walls are turning round
dont even want these other girls when they're around
when they're around

oh i miss you so fucking much
just tell me that you're still in love

HOOK
i'll just be lying all alone here
i'll just be lying all alone here
i'll just be lying all alone here
i'll just be lying all alone
all alone
i'm still up
i'll just be lying all alone here
all alone
i'm still up
i'll just be lying all alone here

VERSE 2
checking holes in my heart i been trying to find you
shit's hard to explain i been trying to find you
slept with 2 girls tonight i been trying to find you
driving up in those hills i been trying to find you

BRIDGE
i'm fine now
baby girl i'm fine now
i just need to lie down
oh i swear i'm fine now

baby tell me that you're still in love
oh just tell me that you're still in love

sømetimes i wish we never fell in løve [prød. T R A $ H]

a remix of the original "snøw" song with my friends <3

--------------- LYRICS ---------------
LE PLAY
there's holes in the sleeves in my sweater
i love it but know that i'm better
i'm jumping from heaven i took off my wings 
and pray that i'm falling forever

just grab me ahold of my skin
all of these thoughts coming in
remember i took all these pills and you watched
cuz all you could think was revenge

our demons look good as a pair
i can't smell the love in the air
i'm hurting myself cuz a moment
alone for me is just too much to bear

roses they falling in the front of my face
it hurts to know that you're winning this race
i'm floating in space i just need a taste
and i fell in love with my grave eyy

CØZYBØY
find me on the ground
kneeling in the snow
fucked up in my head
so i guess it's time to go
i dont wanna be alone
no one wants to be alone
no one wants to be alone
no i shouldn't be alone no

i'll be dead if you really want
i'll come home if you really want
baby girl they tryna hold me back
fuck it i'm still going back
going back

miss your touch i know i'm tryna pass
it's not enough
six feet underneath the snow all alone

TRENDEN
you put scars over my soul baby
you used to hold my potted clothes baby
you used to call me on my phone baby
just to tell me i'm the one

but now it aint nothing
now we just fucking
forget all the messages
all the discussion and
all of the times i told you i love you
i been so lonely but i never show you yea

so we pop another pill for the pain
erasing all the thoughts in my brain
and i dont even know myself
i think that i'm going insane yea

snøw pt. 2 (ft. Le Play & TRENDEN)[prød. TRA$H]

https://m.youtube.com/watch?feature=youtu.be&v=PhKg76VJE3M

ep dropping december 9th <3

leave me out w the waste
this is not what i do
if im rotting away ill be thinking of you

rotting away like used 2
demons on my back but i move through
you act like you did back in high school
im fighting the tide of this whirlpool
gave you my heart just don't break it 
but i know its fate imma face it
but idk if ill make it
know you'll break me so i stay faded
do you feel like me 
i needa know
every time you leave can't let you go
you don't wanna be me theres things you don't know
i wake up feeling alone
i hate myself 2 the bone
i look in the mirror all i see is a ghost
and i just can't pick up the phone
imma block your number bitch leave alone
soon you'll be gone like the rest of them
you'll fall out of love ill fall apart again 
its true
girl im just a walking skeleton
who knew it would be this hard again
shit i knew

waste [prod. gg rahkavelli] **Official Video In Desc.**

Available on Spotify, Apple Music, etc: https://www.smarturl.it/stack-up
Produced & Mixed: @314zavier
Featuring: @rosadohtx


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OneDown - Stack Up (feat. Rosado)
OneDown - Stack Up (feat. Rosado)
OneDown - Stack Up (feat. Rosado)
OneDown - Stack Up (feat. Rosado)
OneDown - Stack Up (feat. Rosado)

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Stack Up (feat. Rosado) [Prod. 314zavier]

you tell me that you love me, so why do i feel lonely?
baby what’s the point? i know you’re probably gonna ghost me
you like it when my nose bleed; cocaine shredding slowly
thought that you would fix me, but baby, you just broke me
tell me that you love me, so why do i feel lonely?
baby what’s the point? i know you’re probably gonna ghost me
you like it when my nose bleed; cocaine shredding slowly
i thought that you could fix me, but baby, you don't know me

and i know i’m not the one you're thinking of
but your love is like a drug and i can’t fucking get enough
i need your rush inside my veins, just load me up
let me die inside my sleep, this life is just too fucking tough
tell my mom, i’m sorry, but i just don’t give a fuck
i miss your voice, i’m not alright, my life is just so fucking dumb
can’t go a day without fucking something up
depressed as fuck, all i wanna do is cut

baby what’s the point? i know you're turning to a ghost
yeah you say you're down, but who’s that boy inside your phone?
you took my heart and you squeezed it till it broke
let me die inside the cold, i'm all alone, just let me choke
baby what’s the point? i know you're turning to a ghost
yeah you say you're down, but who’s that boy inside your phone?
you took my heart and your squeezing till it breaks
just let me die, i'm all alone, just let me fade

you tell me that you love me, so why do i feel lonely?
baby what’s the point? i know you’re probably gonna ghost me
you like it when my nose bleed; cocaine shredding slowly
thought that you would fix me, but baby, you just broke me
tell me that you love me, so why do i feel lonely?
baby what’s the point? i know you’re probably gonna ghost me
you like it when my nose bleed; cocaine shredding slowly
i thought that you could fix me, but baby, you don't know me

prod. @prodspyder
written by @lightninglogan

samples from You x Dracula

Ghost Me

SPYDER

ghost me [prod. spyder]

cozyboysleeps@gmail.com

“sleeping beauty” - øut nøw 🥀
a new chapter... if you listen, thank you 💙

sømetimes i wish we never fell in løve [prød. T R A $ H]

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