https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y77ClwjQIn4 (beat link)
this year has been quite a roller coaster
here are some songs from it
enjoy
may this bring you closure and get you cozy

i try my best not to relapse
but everytime i do i watch it collapse
i think im addicted to whats killing me
i have to deal with this endlessly

its a cycle
never fucking ending
im just trouble 
dont you fucking get it
i will just bring you down
i will just let you down

iiiin
theeee
end does it mean anything at all
and ive pondering swiming in a pond of alchohol

drowning all my fears and my demons
but at the same all my dreams and my feelings

i can barely get up
how do i expect myself to get another song up
like i wish i had the will
dedication and no chill
but my brain just fucks it all up

thats nothing new to me
and its sad how i just get used to it
cant get over shit
but thats just me i guess
i guess
i would change
dont dont how to
i would get my sweet revenge
but that would mean killing me too
well it kinda seema right

i try my best not to relapse
but everytime i do i watch it collapse
i think im addicted to whats killing me
its something i have to deal with endlessly

endlessly running through my mind
looking for a safe place knowing damn well
that its impossible to find to find to find

haunted by the faces on my ceiling 
telling me that there is no meaning

Relapse (prod. hero)

my Instagram: @cozyk.music
i also make free beats on youtube

Relapse (prod. hero)

Cozy K