ohh-oh
ohh
find me
im so lost
wasted, broken

no one feels me
save me
from falling
into the abyss

u_u think-u think
that I’m selfish

ohh-oh
oh dammit

u_u-uu-u don kno me
take these drugs  to feel numb (feel numb)

ohh-ohh
ohh oh

im so broken
i kno i
wasnt ready
for this
take these drugs
to feel numb
no one hears me (no one hears me)
screaming (screaming)
no one hears me (no one hears me)
screaming (screaming)
got my back against the wall (the wall
)
n im staring at u (staring at u)

noone [northeast lights + syrxp]

lyrics:

now that ur gone forevever 
nia i'm waiting i wanna get better 
gilr i'm waiting i dont deserve you :L
i dont deserve you and its just killing me 
i meant it 
i wanted you 
i meant it 
and i dont know if im right for you 
just kill me forget it 
last memory is just killing me 
i wont forget her 
i swear i'm better than him 
these scars that bleed 
i'm on the edge of ending it 
these scars that bleed 
i wanted you i wont pretend 
in the end

relapsedthinkingaboutyou

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Released: 2022-09-10
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Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/killpariah7

Plz come overx4
Off the shit 
yea I’m never sober
Look at me!!!
Fuck ur cold shoulder 
I’m so scared 
But I never told her 
Thoughts in my head 
Bby plz come over 

Do u hear me crying 
I’m so done yea I feel like shit 
Fuck my life I hate it 
Imma roll a blunt right now 
Then I’ll face it 

Take me home (me home) 
I’m so lost 
Take me home (me home)
I’ll pay I’ll pay the cost 

Oh shi shi shit 
Baby tell me 
what’s going on right now
I jump in (jump)
Then I fucking drown

Only suicide up in my head 
Cause I think that
 I’m better off dead 
And it’s so fucking true hoe

I hate myself 
so I get fucked up 
Then I hit the club 
If u really care about me 
like u said then let’s go get fucked up

Off the shit 
yea I’m never sober
Look at me!!!
Fuck ur cold shoulder 
I’m so scared 
But I never told her 
Thoughts in my head 
Bby plz come over 
Plz come overx4

Singles

killpariah - PLZ COME OVER!!! [p. Astaroth & fumiko!]

w/ 
@wileysavage
@jaysu3
@smokingstogies
@lilxmateo

produced by shvde 

cover art by me

north park w/ lilinsomnia + jsu. + smoking stogies + mateo

KILLPARIAH - SHOOK THE TOWN [P. JAYYSOUL + REVIVAL]

[ ang3l ] 
@wiltedangel

You don't gotta see me
I'm still in your bedroom
Masked up by the tv
bout a quarter till noon

love it when your heart stops...
beating

you're so pretty when you're bleeding
and i know i'm deceiving
your body i'm eating

oh, the consequences of my fantasies are nothing
bout to do something, know you're recovering
oh, i wish that bitch knew how to sense a bad feeling
my wrists aren't healed but it's alright x2

You don't gotta see me
I'm still in your bedroom
Masked up by the tv
bout a quarter till noon

love it when your heart stops...
beating

you're so pretty when you're bleeding
and i know i'm deceiving
your body i'm eating

[ shiyoko ]
@loveushiyoko

dont walk away 

ik you can see me

iv been really off it

lurking in the shadows 

hiding in my closet 

blood dripping down from the ceiling to the carpet 

am i really worth it

this is nonsence 


theres flowers on my grave

they still think im insane 

i never wanted the fame

bleeding to my tomb stone 

to my grave

no no i wanna see you one last time!

you told me you were all mine

I want you back girl you were so fine

I been smoking cigarettes

reminiscing about the old times

Heart Stops - Angel X Shiyoko (prod. Pavlos)

(chorus)
don't wanna be myself around you
can you feel me on you right now
i got a feeling for you right now
i can't see myself around you
i'm off the drugs you know i feel
i don't wanna see you heal
and now i fucking flip my hair
and now im seeing all the red
you know your body's right here
i don't give fuck yeah
you know that i don't i feel right

i cut off my head
i'm popping pills and i'm drinking wine
nobody's fucking on me right now
i put a knife into your sights now
i'll turn this bitch into a fight now
i'm really seeking for the light now
you know i'm crying on you right now
you know i'm sorry-

(chorus)

you know i take another pill now
i know you take another pill now 
i never see you in the light now
i'm going up into the light now
you know i'm fucking up a seal
never give a fuck about me
but you're fucking over me
what the fuck i cannot see
you know what's up yeah
yeah i don't give a fuck i don't give a fuck
you know what's up yeah

dont wanna be myself

Lyrics:

girl why'd you leave me
i've been takin oxys
gettin fucked up at the parties
and i keep that nina on me
i'm takin drugs til my heart stops
you can't stop me
what was i supposed to do?
i thought i loved you
if you won't take me back
i'll kill myself that's what i'll do
doin cocaine in the back of my coupe
but i can't get high without you without you :(

i'll just keep poruin up lean til i die 
i can't stand that you're with another guy
i've been takin ecstacy i feel just fine
can't seem to kill myself
but i'll try tonight

i'll just keep poruin up lean til i die 
i can't stand that you're with another guy
i've been takin ecstacy i feel just fine
can't seem to kill myself
but i'll try tonight

scars on my arm won't fade away
i don't think i'll see another birthday
i don't care if you don't feel the same
i just need you back girl
why can't it be like old times
fuckin you like all the time

girl why'd you leave me
i've been takin oxys
gettin fucked up at the parties
and i keep that nina on me
i'm takin drugs til my heart stops
you can't stop me
what was I supposed to do?
I thought I loved you
if you won't take me back
i'll kill myself that's what i'll do
doin cocaine in the back of my coupe
but i can't get high without you without you :(

bvrden.CR take me back :(

can i take it all back, yea i fucked that girl up way 2 much 💔

@nokia2rackz on instagram <3

down bad (quel)

just tell me to die

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