what u thinking (p. aria + dynox + serenity)

for life (p. laser gun)

Bracelet on my wrist that you gave me
You know that your love is the type that I gatekeep
No i’m not dumb i knew that you couldn’t save me
But i like to sit back and watch while you play me
And they bumping to my music in the club
But it doesn’t really mean a thing if i don’t have your love
And i’m posted with this bad bitch and we be doing drugs
And i’m hiding all my feelings you can find them in my cup

(verse)
I dont rlly want u but i miss u bad 
I just wanna talk but it just turns out sad
You tune me out again and i’ll just leave
It’s clear to me you never did believe in me
We take some lines and we stay up
And just talk about life until the day comes
Yeah tell me how you feel you can say sum
And you know i’ll be with you until we gone

bracelet (p. dead spyro)

hideurhand (p. vinogradov + ayocarie)

My ribs are breaking
My wrist is shaking
No i cant take it
The way you fake it
The way you mold yourself just to look better than you are
Everybody can see it they don’t even need to be close
And i know that you regret the path you chose
But you know that its too late
there’s Nowhere2go

there’s Nowhere2go
you already know
there’s Nowhere2go
you sold your soul



The first night that i was with you was magic
The last time that i saw you it was panic
Cus something turns out wrong everytime
Yeah yk it turns out wrong every time

Just fall for me
Just fall for me
Why do u think it’s wrong ?

nowhere2go (fall4m3) (p. ilybeam)

dope smoke
baby i cant cope
i just need someone to hold 
and keep me safe in the night
doesnt matter what i try
you gon be the one that i see
like 3 years ago i gave up on finding piece
try finding me but i dont think u will
yeah i dont have a lot of time to kill
too much spent wondering if its real
it’s a lot to take in i dont know how to feel
i know that you never gave me the truth
yeah that’s too much to even ask from you
and the last two months i lost my faith in u
now you wonder why i dont even talk to u

cus u got me too fucked up
yeah im sick off ur fucking love
and this other bitch im with i dont even wanna cuff
bitch im focused on myself
i put that boy on a shelf
i dont give a shit bout what u say about me
i was too geeked baby
i took xanax and E
tryna look in her eyes they were full of deceit
and i always push thru bitch
I dont accept defeat
i can’t even feel my lungs but spit pain on these beats

find me. (p. jsu.)

I’m rotting alone in my room
I never really knew what to do
I remember back then i was the clown in school
Now who’s the fool? yeah who is the fool
Tell me what ur doing with your time now
Tell me if it was worth it
All the hurting
Feel uncertain 
Waking up without a purpose

But i gotta keep going
Gotta keep going
Gotta keep going

In your eyes i see the depth of the ocean
In my eyes i know you see death and pain and fear and worry
But baby you aint gotta worry
I’m not in any hurry
please dont run yeah please dont run
yeah please dont run away
please dont try to hurt me
cus u know im worthy
but you make me feel worthless
Damn why u gotta do me like that hoe
Fuck

fool (p. toyema)

Idgaf bout what they doin yeah
I remember skipping class like a late truant yea
Getting money i aint late 2 it ohh
bitch i fuck the money like a date ohh ohhh
And my friends dont like me they wont hang woah oh
Guess i’ll hit up lil shawty n do some K
Drop a pill in my drink i feel great
I’m on half a xan bitch i feel just like im drake

And the plug tried cut me off cus im doin 2 many drugs
Man i thought u wanted money why don’t u wanna run it up
You care about that job 2 much bitch go n hit a lick
I get faded in the crib and watch all these drug flicks
I can’t even speak proper too much smoke inside my lungs 
Yeah we gon leave shit burnt like we took tums
And her nose 2 plugged so she put it in her bum
I know that she ain’t used 2 me her last man waz a bum
yeah we gon split that molly and put it under our tongues
I know lil momma wont come back even though i made her these songs

Truant (hydro4k)

They be freaking out everytime i try to do right
Do i do the wrong thing? It’s hard to decide
It’s hard just to lie and say that I don’t miss you
But i acknowledge that my heart was misused

You influenced me in the worst ways
But you know i’d still go back to you on my worst days

All these cameras flashing in my face baby get out
Yeah we gotta get out
Grab my hand and lets go

Had to say “adios”
Tu sabes que yo ya no te quiero
Por favor no me llamas
Por favor no me llamas
Yeah my phone is broken i can’t pick it up right now
I took way too many drugs and now i’m face down lying on the ground
Por favor no me llamas
Por favor no me llamas
Yeah my phone is broken i can’t pick it up right now
I took way too many drugs and now i’m face down lying on the ground

Can somebody take me home
Somebody let me go away
But not too far cus i don’t know where ima stay
And i don’t know where we stand
But i love holding your hand
And listening to you yap
But i guess that’s just my bad
Yeah i dont know where we stand
I don’t know how to ask
I dont know where we stand
Yeah i don’t know where we stand

where we stand (p. jsu.)

BEFORE I LOSE IT +9aradox [p. ilybeam]

prod me

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h8meIDC + lyrics

'reach me' by mateo
produced by ichigo
written, recorded, mixed & mastered by mateo

I hope you love me as much as i love you
I aint mean to break your heart but baby thats what i do
Always thinking of u
Put no one above u
But u know this shit wont work right now

And it hurts me
But im doing
Everything i need to do
i need to get away from u
But i hope u love me like i love u

Yeah i’ll keep the door open just a bit
Cus u know its so hard to come to terms w shit
That I don’t want to
Yeah you know I don’t want u to go
So i’ll just change the number to my phone 
And make it so u cant reach me
Hurt me deeply, Hurt me deeply
Cus im pretty sure u already did the fucking worst

Yeah ur words hurt but ur actions cut deeper
Cant close my eyes cus i might see her
And im doing way more fucking drugs than i ever have
Even my mom can tell that im a geeker
Everything’s the same day by day
But when i look back every fucking thing changed
I been tryna reconnect to u
But it never works 
Yeah i’ll never forget u even though it’s gonna hurt

reach me (ichigo)

AUDREYISAHOE (lil biscuit)

go harder + mateo (whysee)

i <3 paper i <3 cool pants
shawty 💁🏻‍♀️ said that my music 🎵 got her in a trance 😵‍💫
i be getting to that paper 💰 
idontgotnotimetodance 💃 
shawty wanna hold my hand n im down yea
pls dont make urself look worse u a clown 🤡 yeah 🚬 
i be traveling 🧭 around different towns yea
with a couple of my brothas keep some sticks up in da whip lil bitch
i pull up w diamonds 💎 on my wrist u cannot take this shit 🔫 

white t shirt from the gas station ⛽️ 
i dont need no designer 👩‍🎨 bitch
i orchestrate the play u know i rlly be designing shit
i had to stop drinking 🍺 during the day ☀️ i wasnt locking in 🔒 
i feel just like im lain 🐻 im in the wired 🛜 and im logging in 🌐
i keep it casual 👨‍💼 stand on business 🧳 in some moccasins 👞 
i try to pray 🙏🏼 everyday cus Lord knows i been doing a lot of sin 🩸 
all i been doing is being modest 🙈 n im rlly tired of it😐

i<3coolpants (tenshixgod x sire)

i guess thats my bad
i aint ever want u to feel that bad
i aint ever want u to feel left out
but u alwayz making me feel left out
talk to me yea talk to me once
why cant we communicate unless we on the drugs ?
how much will it take for u to take my love
im pourin up qua in my red double cup

im too indecisive 
always ask u why u stay trying 
try to start a fight, pack ur shit n then leave
but by the nighttime u back calling me
idk what to believe 
usedto think its u and me
mickey 2 my mallory (shoutout 9aradox)
now im feeling so deceived 
first class fight but im feeling all the turbulence 
another fight lastnite is it rlly worth this shit ?

thatsmybad (shinju + taylor morgan)

canustaywithme? (mvvi)

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