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jams fr

ft @yungtraz
@saylessleshi mixed the song
@cant_th1nk did the art

nervexx

the waking day (ft. semtexxx) [prod.daitana]

PROD. CRCL @crclxx

something different from me. let me know if you want more like it. i can defiantly improve on this style  :)

LYRICS:

Since those days aint been the same, woah
She push me closer to my grave

Cant deal with these hoes they come and go
Always looking for a place to call her own
Till she fucked up and i kicked her to the curb
So i close my eyes and i go to sleep
Praying she dont wake up next to me
She walks around town like the devil in a skirt

I'll offer my life, for the ones that are stuck in time
For the ones that lay awake cant sleep at night
I'll offer my life for the ones that are stuck in time
Before those thoughts run through your head once again

She's the one that broke my heart
She's the one that fell apart
She's the one that keeps my mind off it
Feel the pain its in my heart
Devil calling i cant go
Wish that i could change the life i know
Stay up late with the crashing waves
Know if i sleep wont wake up the same
Always in my head im the one to blame
All these thoughts are a fucking shame
I take a pill and the world is gone
Crack a seal at the break of dawn
Im so tired of these games man i fucking hate this place

I'll offer my life, for the ones that are stuck in time
For the ones that lay awake cant sleep at night
I'll offer my life for the ones that feel deprived
Before those thoughts run through your head once again

She's the one that broke my heart
She's the one that fell apart
She's the one that keeps my mind off it

Spotify & Apple Music

Devil In A Skirt

RiverKinn
"Face Value"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

This the life I'm meant to live
I knew off the rip
Look inside and I admit
Something's gotta give
Focus up and get a grip
Can't afford to slip
Graduated from the sticks
To mortar and brick

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

Yeah, I was losing my head
I guess I've done it again
I got addicted to venom
I was caught in a web
Yeah, I've been through it before
Don't mean to make it a trend
I can't pretend
That I don't already know how it ends

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
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@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXII

Face Value

ty all for the incredible amount of support this year.
cover art conceptualized by me
prod. @genshibeats

~~lyrics~~
(can’t breathe, can’t speak)
(when i’m full of regret)
(you stomped on me)
(with your foot on my neck)
(i cant believe that you didn’t accept)
(that you didn’t accept)
(that you didn’t accept)

can’t breathe, can’t speak
when i’m full of regret
you stomped on me
with your foot on my neck
i cant believe that you didn’t accept
nor see the huge gauge
inside of my chest

oh god i tried to do what i can
i’m sorry your world was in my hands
but the thing was
you couldn’t seem to comprehend
just how detached i really am

four to the dome
somebody just take me home
it’s been a long fucking night
of people coming at my throat
could never do anything right
it’s your hand i wouldn’t hold
i wouldn’t do it outta spite
i just had to let you go

so i peel it;
the skin that holds me back
never knew what i lacked- *throat gets slit bc stfu lol*
this isn’t as easy as it gets
couldn’t you see that i’m a wreck

falling outta place
like an angel out of grace
i just wanna get a taste
for the love of what is fake
i didn’t seem to make
any use of any snakes
all it took was a mistake
NOW I’M BARING HEAVY FANGS!!! >:(

can’t breathe, can’t speak
when i’m full of regret
you stomped on me
with your foot on my neck
i cant believe that you didn’t accept
nor see the huge gauge
inside- side of my-

ha, ha, ha
break, break, break
fa, la, la
don’t be late
knot, knot, knots
causing pain!!
who i’m not is who you hate >:’(

heavy fangs [prod. genshi]

𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖄𝖔𝖚 

prod. @prodvanlawson ;)

IG: @lovefromlawson


LYRICS:
Bottled confidence 
Liquid courage
Gimme all of those profits 
I'm drinking the burdens
Sorrow bottomless 
Pain encourage 
Pull my eyes out the sockets
To blind me from hurting and 
She want me closer
I wanted closure
Phone out of service
Got me feeling nervous 
I should be over her
Memories hit a nerve
Float to the surface
To look for my purpose

See too many faces
See too many faces
care bout the status
I know that they're prolly the fakest
When we nameless they hate 
get famous they claim us 
I'm figuring out what the aim is
They're music all weightless
Mine making painless
The notes and the words how I paint it
No need to fake it

Pieces of me be
Surfacing that I thought that I'd never see
Keep giving me reasons to be me
Murdering my will to keep breathing

And life goes on and on and on
Is it worth it?
(What's the point of it?)
And I felt wrong so wrong for long
Is it worth it? (Is it?)
Too much hurting

This paranoia is killing me
Got me thinking im trippin and seeing things
Fucking pinching my cheeks till I bleed
Feel the floor fall away from heels
Pray to a god that I don't believe in 
Please have mercy on me keep me breathing
Shout-out my mum she keep my heart beating
When I'm too scared she battle my demons

But life goes on
No will and no direction
But life goes on
Glowing its own perfection
(X2)

Bottled confidence 
Liquid courage
Gimme all of those profits 
I'm drinking the burdens
Sorrow bottomless 
Pain encourage 
Pull my eyes out the sockets
To blind me from hurting and
She want me closer
I wanted closure
Phone out of service
Got me feeling nervous 
I should be over her
Memories hit a nerve
Float to the surface
To look for my purpose

And life goes on and on and on
(What's the point of it)
And I've felt wrong so wrong for long
Is it worth it?

CROSSROADS

my arms are always so sore
im tired of getting up
i just wanna give up
and im tryna be more like myself
but i cant help being someone else
i dont know what to do
my heart is beating out my chest
and its getting faster by the second 
im secluded now
not making rational decisions
finding work arounds to try and fix it now
cant fix it now 

(i dont wanna be, i dont wanna be alone)

i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna be alone

now tell me what you'd say
it's not over yet <3

it's not over yet

@55depths

video:
https://youtu.be/uVgZnDtL1X4

track 1, an introduction to:
"si tu veux"

a deep dive into 3 pivotal relationships of the past.

lyrics:
you're running back and forth inside my head
like the thought of death
the beginning to an end
if you want
we can forget it all
you left me to fall
all alone
again

calling me out
you're pulling me down
a night all alone
to bring you home
seems real easy
real easy
calling me out
you're pulling me down
a night all alone
to bring you home
seems real easy
real easy

will you pick up
(as i'm thrown into the fire)
i've been calling on the phone
(the ashes of the past)
will you pick up
(serve forever as a reminder)
i'm tired of being alone
(that i'm always pushing higher)
will you pick up
(that i want to get better)
i've been calling on the phone
(that i need to get better)
will you pick up
(that i have to forget her)
i'm tired of being alone
(but this pain never gets better)

calling

art by @ine_mao on twt

the most personal song i've written, surprisingly all in 30 minutes wow!!!
https://open.spotify.com/album/6iYZytUxcpM4ouTNvkwPhR?si=_Lb42YCqTgWAcPKlwwow6w

ok so,

my friends move the country from coastline to coast 
my mother keeps flowers hung up on the post
it’s one of those days, the hummingbird prays 
if god does exist, well, does he love me the same?

the medicine does only what it’s been told 
i wash up the plates and i fold all the clothes 
i breathe for your praise, you just find it strange (it's just kind of weird)
the human rejections a sign of the change

lately i don't know why i can't make up the time
spoil your atrophy, the happy ending's casualty
i sit and stare for summer's end
my wrist will throb, my heart will bend
but all for you, i'd do it all again

so brother, how you been? 

(do it again, i can't pretend you're not fading away from me now)x2
dadadadada

the happy ending's casualty

JUST OPEN YOUR EYES FOR A FUCKING SECOND 

https://genius.com/Craig-scissorhands-itty-bitty-pieces-lyrics
https://www.instagram.com/craigscissorhandss/

ITTY BITTY PIECES [PROD. JULIAN CEASAR/ME]

prod. me

4:43 met the sun while its rising
alone in the street feel it breathing but its silent
when i got to the rock i met the man who spoke of violence
he talked in a tongue revoke revenge and keep on smiling

story is the silver ring is worth more than the world
i gotta find a little love so i can know how bad it hurts
and ive been talking to myself we think that shit is getting worse
maybe ill dig a little deeper till i hit a fucking nerve

theres a fine line
between heart and hand
and i dont mind
if you stick around
it just feels right
but im wrong again
now a new life
im not scared to start over again all on my own

if you could see me now, youd think that i wasnt real like a fairytale
where we die in the end, i know you very well
whats deep inside of your mind i can take you there
i can take you there
if you could see me know, youd see how hard that ive tried since i hit the ground
when your eyes kissed the sky I let it tear me down
like i did all those times, you can tear me down
you still tear me down

story is the silver ring is worth more than the world
i gotta find a little love so i can know how bad it hurts
and ive been talking to myself we think that shit is getting worse
maybe ill dig a little deeper till i hit a fucking nerve

story is the silver ring is worth more than the world
i gotta find a little love so i can know how bad it hurts
and ive been talking to myself we think that shit is getting worse
maybe ill dig a little deeper till i hit a fucking nerve

theres a fine line
between heart and hand
and i dont mind
if you stick around
it just feels right
but im wrong again
now a new life

ITTY BITTY PIECES [PROD. JULIAN CEASAR/ME]

CRAIG SCISSORHANDS