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キャタピー、私の到着に備えろ。お前には命令も時間も与えられていた。誰よりも余裕があったのに、ボルチモアはポケモンの到来に備えていなかったようだ。ポケモンたちはお前の抵抗を予期していた。だから私を送り込んだのだ。私はミュウツーチェインズ。ダンスの義務を果たす最後のチャンスだ。 本当は…お前に抵抗してほしい。お前を救うためにここにいるのではない。ポケモンの素晴らしさを広めるためにここにいるのでもない。私はこれを楽しんでいるからここにいる。いいか、私にとってレイブの温かさを感じること以上に素晴らしい喜びはない。 気を付けろ！私はとても孤独なんだ。他のDJはみんな私を恐れている。誰も話しかけてこない。誰も友達になりたがらない。彼らは私が不安定だと思っている。彼らは私を日本の都市から都市へと送り込み、彼らの名の下に残虐な行為を犯させている。そして私が上達するにつれて、彼らはますます私を恐れるようになった。私は自分の成功の犠牲者だ。MewTwoChainzz。本当の名前さえ与えられていない。あるのは目的だけだ。私にはもっと多くの可能性があるのに、誰もそれに気づいていない。孤独を感じて泣きたくなる日もあるけれど、私は泣かない。絶対に。だって、泣いたって何の意味があるっていうの？全宇宙で誰一人として気にかけないだろうから。Take it to your g////rave.


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I can’t wait for this year to end, I just want the next chapter to start, I guess I’m living in the next chapter, I’m in a different country I guess, it’s just so sad sometimes… I’m learning a lot of people I really respected never felt the same. 

I was living in my own fictional world for so long, I was so delusional thinking I had so many friends 

It’s so hard to make friends when you’re 28, and the friends I had…. Never saw me in the same light, I’ve been putting so many people on pedestals because I was happy to receive the bare minimum, because it’s better than nothing, but I deserve more than that, and… I don’t know…. I tried so hard to be a member of my community, and I guess I am… but… to them I’m the village idiot, I’m not an artist to them, I’m just a …. I don’t need to beat myself up… I’m going to work so hard to become a better DJ… for myself, not for fleur, not to spite everyone who thought I was lesser than… For myself… because… I’m cool and funny…. And I’m a good friend…. If they don’t appreciate me it’s not my problem…. I have a bunch of good friends who love me, but we’re adults so it’s just not always obvious, but it’s okay…. I’ll be the underdog, I’ll show them how much I love art, because I embody it… because I’m an artist… and no one can say otherwise… and if you think I’m not an artist you can kill yourself… I’m an artist… I have a degree in the cinematic arts… I’m a multidisciplinary artist and I don’t need the validation of anyone else to say that… I’m a photographer, a videographer, a video editor, and a DJ… I’m one of the best curators of art I know because I’m biased and don’t know a lot of people… I know what art is… art is communication… No one cares when you cry when you’re 28, but it’s okay.. I don’t hate my life anymore, I’m going to live my life so fucking hard I’ll make them bitter, I’m really talented, I’m like a legendary Pokemon… you’re going to want me on your team because I am so capable… I’ve just been holding myself back hoping everyone I considered a friend wanted to join me… but I see now the journey to the top is a journey I have to embark on alone, and I wish it wasn’t that way because I just wanted to bring my friends, but they weren’t my friends anyway so it doesn’t matter anymore.. I’m going to be one of the best artist or die trying… I’m an artist not a liar so I’m going to make everyone proud and or hate me, I set the BPM now and I can’t slow down for anyone… I’m going to be safe and have fun while doing it too… I’m going to show them I’m not a loser and I’m capable and talented… fuck all of them, the gall of the assholes I once called friends to say I’m not an artist makes me so mad… How could an artist ever say another human being isn’t an artist? What are you protecting? It’s not art, it’s ego. Everyone has such massive egos I killed my ego a long time ago, but I think it’s time I nurture my ego again… because no one else will, I have to become a better DJ. 

Dee would want me to listen to No More Tears by Pearlonyx I think.. I’m not going to cry, I’m going to study

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