YBN Namir x Tay K Type Beat "Choppa Glitchin "

My Slime My Slither @Only1Gunna x @Lilbaby1

Ultimatum

Ultimatum (feat. Fatoumata Diawara)

dark eyes

A more depressing song talking about the struggles in my past from a 3rd and 1st person view

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Mike im sorry for everything i have ever done
i know you were just trying to have a life full of fun
but i went and screwed it up
dont know what i've done
but i know i did too much
and sorry aint enough
to make everything go away
i just want you to be okay
but i guess you'll never change
broken is how mike must stay
just sick of seeing you this way
there aint a single day
where i dont say
"Mike please dont go away"
Cause your noose is tied
and i can't say goodbye
not today
please dont lay to rest
just continue to try your best
Im so worried im sick
you stupid fucking prick
you know you have to live
because you still have so much to give
back and forth is how it is
Mike teeter totters between life and suicide
its so sad to see him try 
to cling on to life
he tries not to cry
but he doesnt wanna die
yet he slits his wrist
and hopes his soul will lie
and tell him it'll be alright
Mike you have so much left
hold your head up high
i know your fed up but open your eyes
and look past the light and see your lads
by your side 
Yuku, Aidan, Ian, Kieran, Jay, Jordan, G, Vitor and Caroline
They love you so please don't hide
open up and survive
They love you Mike...
Thank you, guys
I'll be alright
I promise to survive
Depression had its grip
but i loosended it
And from today to the end
I'll be sure to stay Alive

[Chorus]
Mike please don't go we love you
We could never leave 
You mean so much to us
Your one of us
we are here till the end
x2

[Verse 2]
Imagine growing up
And your parents separting
Got your daddy doing drugs
And your mami losing her shit
Over any little bit of frusteration
Because family was being bitches
Sick of always hearing same shit everyday
"Daddy's gone away"
"Daddy can't play"
"Sorry sweetie you can't always get your way"
Fuck it, whatever you say mom
Lost so much time from my pops
Missed a lot while growing up
Struggled from the bullies
Pushing me around
Shoved to the ground
Beat up on the block
Getting socked and beaten down
What goes around comes around
Pushed came to shove and i boped a kid
And shit starting going south
Jumped by 5 kids, no one had my back
Friend gets slapped and attacked
Now hangs like if he was on a coat rack
Felt the same urge
But as you know 
As much as I yearned
I never turned south
Never hung around
And im here now
Depression will never get back
And if it does I hope y'all got my back
Cause I know for a fact
that if it snatched you
I wouldnt like that
So sit back and relax
And Relapse on what you have
Because what you get is all you got
Better work with it
And stick with the crap
And if the shit clouges you up
Just flush it out
Mike is free so let this rap
Show you all that
No matter how bad you have it
Know that thinks can turn around

Alive over Suicide

Alive over Suicide by Boogie on that Beat (Beat from Mockingbird- Eminem)

Mozart feat. Blimes, Gifted Gab

airplane mode. - cover

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
I gotta be honest with y'all
Ive been losin my modesty recently 
And it seems shits been extremely annoying with me
Ive been runnin, duckin and fuckin ditchin y'all
Like im hidin from the law
Its awful the way ive been actin
Im a colossal mess
It can not be stressed
How shit my life has fallen off
Ive been off and on with my friends
But Im pushin my luck off the fuckin edge
I have to act and speak up
Before you pack up your keys and accesories 
Grab your passport and escort yourself off the scene
Im rambling but its time to achieve the point of the song
As your well aware, Summer flatlined on May five
And I felt like I died on the inside
My mind shattered and my feelings splattered
I was scattered and in a matter of time
I was bound to go down a dark path in my mind
But as life kept passing by
I was left thinking why
Did she have to be taken?
God was maybe mistaken
He was taking a long while to replace
His wrong pick but shit, it just hit
It isnt a mistake she's gone, thats just great
It left me insane but in due time
I would get used to my new life
And be fine, and I did
New gf, same old friends but instead
Of being fine a new problem arised
It was like back in January
My sanctuary, i was tied on a string
To Summer, we were linked and it caused me to be
Selfish like you see
Left my friends just to keep
Speaking to her endlessly
And now me and AJ
Are the same way
Except im the who's doing the controlling
Im being the very thing I promised to never be
And Im sorry to my friends and Aubrery

[Verse 2]
Im responsible for my actions
Its unaccpetable to be that much
Of a cunt, I shouldve not
Done what Ive done
Its not like I rushed
I was ready enough
To move on and make another attempt
At a Long distance relationship
I love my girlfriend
She's great has been a helping hand
In helping me with my stress and shit
Even if she doesnt realize it
But at the same time I feel like a burden
Not only am I hurtin GS
But Im certain that Ive been annoying
Im clingy and constantly messaging and
Always questioning and concerning over alot of things
Im just terrified that
She'll go and find someone she sees in front of her eyes
Or that she doesnt think im fit to take the role as the guy in her life
I already lost a girl i can trust
If it happens twice then I'll just give up on love
If it isnt meant to be then theres no controlling anything
Its just how it seems
I apologize in these lines cause i cant ever speak my mind in vc
My rhymes help me open up this bottle of broken feelings
Rap is my safe haven from my inner thinkings
Rather consume more of this poetry then actually go and eat
And Im sorry to my friends, I know ive been a pain
I lied and really screwed up my name
Im just bad at these things but in time i'll fix my life
Hopefully the girl i met is willing to stick by my side
And we meet in person
I know she must be concerned by these words
But I wanted to be honest, but if after this you think im not fit for it
Then I understand, I could never be mad
To all my friends I promise to come back and fix my plans
And always make as much time for you ass hats
I love you guys you've fixed my life and help me achieve this
If it wasnt for you I'd still be grievin 
And wouldve never escaped this pain
And one more thing Aubrery, I appreciate the time you take to be
apart of my day, And I know your not like me when it comes to the love game
So you dont have to change, just stay the same
I get that we show affection our own ways
So sorry if im cringe when I show my passion but what can I say?
We're both cringe but we still have fun, anyways

airplane mode. - cover

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