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Track 7. complicated

Honestly fuck this feeling.. x3

Can't give a fuck if you were late.
Can't give a fuck if you relate.
I'm eating steak on my dinner plate. 
Smoking dank.
Always in pain.
I might pass away.
I'm all alone chilling in my grave.
I'm fuckin stoned.
I'm in a tomb in my brain.
nickydeeLBC.
All he feels is pain.
GRIMSIDE.
Sick and fuckin tired so I hide away.
Got a lighter? 
Just get higher, shout out Juicy Jays.
When I get caught up in the fire, I really make it rain.
When I get caught up in the fire, I really make it rain.
Try to live my life wiser and learn from my old ways. 
Try to live my life wiser and learn from my old ways. 
I'm a lover, I'm a fighter, I'm a writer when I rage. 
I hold the mic and fuckin scream.
I'm a demon in the sheets.
Keep on bleeding cuz I'm me.
nickydeeLBC 
GRIMSIDE 
Lost my Meli, only kiss her in my dreams.
Loss is heavy.
Glock stay ready if you really fuck with me.
Aim stay steady.
You ain't ready for the beam.
So just leave me in peace or I'll really set you free.
Yeah.
Loss is heavy.
Glock stay ready if you really fuck with me.
Aim stay steady.
You ain't ready for the beam.
So just leave me in peace or I'll really set you free.
Show you suffering.
Show you the meaning of ugly.
Yeah 
Loss is heavy 
Show you suffering.
Loss is heavy.
Glock stay ready if you really fuck with me.
Aim stay steady.
You ain't ready for the beam.
So just leave me in peace or I'll really set you free.
Show you suffering.
Show you the meaning of ugly.
yeah.
Loss is heavy.
Glock stay ready if you really fuck with me.
Aim stay steady.
You ain't ready for the beam.
So just leave me in peace or I'll really set you free.







FUCK THIS FEELING (PROD. PRXD_AJ)(PROD. GRIMSIDELBC)

Head to the chrome, fuck a crowd, 
I'll leave the room alone and pray that I just make it out.
Knife to my wrist, I know that they won't miss me now.
Feels fucked up when I say that all out loud, out loud.
Just my honest thoughts no it ain't for clout.
Don't wanna keep on crying baby I don't wanna drown.
Never felt this crazy and lonely, I hope that I can make it out.
Hope that I make it out.
Hope that they stay down.
I don't wanna feel the rain come down.
Never felt this crazy and lonely, I hope that I can make it out.
Hope that I make it out.
Hope that they stay down.
I don't wanna feel the rain come down.
If I give up, see me laid out.
Shot rings out, blood and brains pour out.
Don't wanna fucking halo now.
Unstable, the savior of the bleeding sound.
An angel that has fallen down yet still is proud.
A love like you never known is around.
If I let go just know I that found no other way to see beyond the clouds.
Fighting myself.
If I just let go, I can't just let go, I can't keep fighting myself.
Yeah.
If I just let go, I can't just let go, I can't keep fighting myself.
Yeah.
If I just let go, I can't just let go, I can't keep fighting myself.
Yeah.
If I just let go, I can't just let go, I can't keep fighting myself.
Yeah.
Yeah.
I can't keep fighting myself.
Yeah.
Yeah.
I'm in hell I can't keep fighting myself.
Yeah.
I'm in hell I can't keep fighting myself.
Yeah.
I'm in hell I can't keep fighting myself.








FIGHTING MYSELF (PROD. YUNG LEXAR)(PROD. GRIMSIDELBC)

gutter summer

How the fuck do you say you're my friend?
Stuck, you left me in the deep end and I didn't see a hand.
Never act like you really had my back.
When you hit my phone I'm always last.
I don't want no fake friends.
Stay the fuck away never talk to me again. 
Stay the fuck away never talk to me again.
And when I turn the page there's no fuckin regret. 
I'm him.
A man full of pain just trying to win.
A man full of rage that's just so sick.
Grief made me insane but I keep living.
Keep loving.
Pray to God above me there's someone out there for me.
Pray to God above me there's someone out there for me.
Give fuck if you judge me.
The whole world is ugly.
Give fuck if you judge me.
It's always fucking something.
It's always fucking something.
It's always fucking something.
Spin In my head, spin In my head, spin in my head,
Fuck fake friends.
Spin In my head, spin In my head, spin in my head,
yeah.
Spin In my head, spin In my head, spin in my head
Fuck fake friends.
Spin In my head, spin In my head, spin in my head bitch.
Spin In my head, spin In my head, spin in my head,
Fuck fake friends.
Spin In my head, spin In my head, spin in my head,
yeah.
Spin In my head, spin In my head, spin in my head
Fuck fake friends.
Spin In my head, spin In my head, spin in my head bitch.
How the fuck do you say you're my friend?
Stuck, you left me in the deep end and I didn't see a hand.
Yeah.
Never act like you really had my back.
When you hit my phone I'm always last.
I don't want no fake friends.
Stay the fuck away never talk to me again. 
Stay the fuck away never talk to me again.
I don't want no fake friends.
Stay the fuck away never talk to me again. 
And when I turn the page there's no fucking regret.
Yeah.
And when I turn the page there's no fucking regret.




FAKE FRIENDS (PROD. M.EXO46) (PROD. GRIMSIDE)

JMB013
Sample flip challenge, I committed to the bit when I said I would rap on the next one.

to save my life

checc

nickydeeLBC 
Grimside
This is disparity.
Fuck.
This disparity 
My house is paper thin. 
The spirits walk around and scream from the abyss. 
I am him. 
The one who knows loneliness. 
Took a look around and all I saw was death.
Thoughts keep screaming loud, lost up in my head.
Will I make it out or die from my own hands?
My flame is burning out, I don't really understand. 
Don't understand.
There's people that walk around really giving all they can. 
Done all they can.
I'm not like any other man. 
The way I gave my all and now I'm sad.
Wish I had someone to call my own but I'm alone and that's what makes me mad. 
If you could only know but you don't so just relax.
Just relax.
I smoke to not lose control of my own life fast.
This is disparity.
I know more than I wanna know and that's what scares me.
This is disparity.
I feel more than I wanna feel.
I say more than I wanna say.
They still don't hear me.
Back to the dispensary. 
This is disparity.
I smoke when I wanna smoke.
My thoughts scream loudly.
Yeah.
This is disparity.
Get high, I just wanna float that sounds relaxing.
This is disparity.
Can't stop dabbing.
Grimside on the mic bitch I die everyday it's a tragedy.
Yeah.
This is disparity.
I know more than I wanna know and that's what scares me.
This is disparity.
I feel more than I wanna feel.
I say more than I wanna say.
They still don't hear me.
This is disparity.
This is disparity.
They still don't hear me.
This is disparity.
This is disparity.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
This is disparity.
I'm not like any other man. 
The way I gave my all and now I'm fucking sad. 
The way I gave my all and now I'm fucking sad. 
The way I gave my all and now I'm fucking sad.
The way I gave my all and now I'm fucking sad.
The way I gave my all and now I'm fucking sad.
The way I gave my all and now I'm fucking sad.
The way I gave my all and now I'm fucking sad.




DISPARITY (PROD. YUNGO17) (PROD. GRIMSIDELBC)

nickydeeLBC 
GRIMSIDE MOTHAFUCKA 
I'm not complaining.
This pain is neverending.
Never. 
Ending.
This pain is neverending.
Never. 
Ending.
A dab to you is a bowl to me.
So I take 3.
The pain I feel's controlling me.
When I smoke too much I just go to sleep.
When I feel alone my thoughts creep.
I go into zone when I'm really lonely.
Dead alive, living ghost, I get so high, I'm so sad, it's overflowing. 
If you sit in the shadows you might know me. 
If you live to see tomorrow, you are lucky.
I hold so much sorrow, it gets ugly.
I lead, I do not follow the untrustworthy.
My heart keeps feeling hollow, life is burning me.
Wallow, bleed and bleed until I'm worthy.
I cannot believe I lost my one and only.
Yeah.
2023 has taken apart of me, to start again is so concerning.
The pain is neverending.
Never.
Ending.
I am so incomplete.
I'm learning to breathe.
This codependency is embarrassing.
Without her I really feel like I am nothing.
I'ma doubter, I'ma downer, fuck you if you think this shit is funny. 
Yeah.
Let me create a painting.
The colors say I'm insane and crazy.
I have too much love, somewhere along the way when I gave it away, I swear it fucking killed me.
I have too much love, somewhere along the way when I gave it away, I swear it fucking killed me.
I'm not complaining.
This pain is neverending.
Never.
This pain is neverending.
Ending.
Yeah.
Never.
Ending.
Never. 
Ending.
Never.
Ending.
Yeah.
Never.
Ending.
This pain is neverending 
This pain is neverending.






NEVERENDING (PROD. L3v3lRov3r) (PROD. GRIMSIDELBC)

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