mix/master: me

scent on my pillow hurt so bad
there’s nothing to do but stack
did it myself I got a bag
there’s nothing left to do but stack
there’s nothing left to do but pack
there’s nothing left to do but…

718 into the corners
dinner dates up in las Flores
wall of text I tried to warn ya
honest shot at California
I really thought that you were back
what am I supposed to do with that?
scent on my pillow hurt so bad
there’s nothing left to do but stack
there’s nothing left to do but pack
there’s nothing left to do but…

saw the future, yeah I saw it all in 4K
what the fuck yeah you was right there in my doorway
fantasies of family got washed away in pouring rain
I don’t want be pessimist but I don’t know what else to say
half an inch the ********* be missing a **** we’d be getting lit
instead that motherfucker got his fist in the air he’s gonna win
feels like the wrong timeline and I don’t know how to fix it
sell the crib double the funds and buy a one way ticket

in the soho streets they all look like models
and I took her home but didn’t buy her bottles
I was doing great til I checked your page
when you crashed that sedan, did you see my face?
(please don’t scare me like that)

718 into the corners
dinner dates up in las Flores
wall of text I tried to warn ya
honest shot at California
I really thought that you were back
what am I supposed to do with that?
scent on my pillow hurt so bad
there’s nothing left to do but stack
there’s nothing left to do but pack
there’s nothing left to do but…

scent_on_my_pillow (prod. sheepy)

KUKU

I hadn't had much time to create up until one night after a long day, I restlessly wrote, recorded, and rough-mixed this track all in that one night. The final mix & master the following night. Enjoy, much love.

amiok

18 (silver + shinju)

MATT OX X F1LTHY - SICK!

MATT OX X F1LTHY - PARIS

Head to the chrome, fuck a crowd, 
I'll leave the room alone and pray that I just make it out.
Knife to my wrist, I know that they won't miss me now.
Feels fucked up when I say that all out loud, out loud.
Just my honest thoughts no it ain't for clout.
Don't wanna keep on crying baby I don't wanna drown.
Never felt this crazy and lonely, I hope that I can make it out.
Hope that I make it out.
Hope that they stay down.
I don't wanna feel the rain come down.
Never felt this crazy and lonely, I hope that I can make it out.
Hope that I make it out.
Hope that they stay down.
I don't wanna feel the rain come down.
If I give up, see me laid out.
Shot rings out, blood and brains pour out.
Don't wanna fucking halo now.
Unstable, the savior of the bleeding sound.
An angel that has fallen down yet still is proud.
A love like you never known is around.
If I let go just know I that found no other way to see beyond the clouds.
Fighting myself.
If I just let go, I can't just let go, I can't keep fighting myself.
Yeah.
If I just let go, I can't just let go, I can't keep fighting myself.
Yeah.
If I just let go, I can't just let go, I can't keep fighting myself.
Yeah.
If I just let go, I can't just let go, I can't keep fighting myself.
Yeah.
Yeah.
I can't keep fighting myself.
Yeah.
Yeah.
I'm in hell I can't keep fighting myself.
Yeah.
I'm in hell I can't keep fighting myself.
Yeah.
I'm in hell I can't keep fighting myself.








FIGHTING MYSELF (PROD. YUNG LEXAR)(PROD. GRIMSIDELBC)

Tuesday (Remix) Prod. kdubb

nickydeeLBC 
GRIMSIDE MOTHAFUCKA 
I'm not complaining.
This pain is neverending.
Never. 
Ending.
This pain is neverending.
Never. 
Ending.
A dab to you is a bowl to me.
So I take 3.
The pain I feel's controlling me.
When I smoke too much I just go to sleep.
When I feel alone my thoughts creep.
I go into zone when I'm really lonely.
Dead alive, living ghost, I get so high, I'm so sad, it's overflowing. 
If you sit in the shadows you might know me. 
If you live to see tomorrow, you are lucky.
I hold so much sorrow, it gets ugly.
I lead, I do not follow the untrustworthy.
My heart keeps feeling hollow, life is burning me.
Wallow, bleed and bleed until I'm worthy.
I cannot believe I lost my one and only.
Yeah.
2023 has taken apart of me, to start again is so concerning.
The pain is neverending.
Never.
Ending.
I am so incomplete.
I'm learning to breathe.
This codependency is embarrassing.
Without her I really feel like I am nothing.
I'ma doubter, I'ma downer, fuck you if you think this shit is funny. 
Yeah.
Let me create a painting.
The colors say I'm insane and crazy.
I have too much love, somewhere along the way when I gave it away, I swear it fucking killed me.
I have too much love, somewhere along the way when I gave it away, I swear it fucking killed me.
I'm not complaining.
This pain is neverending.
Never.
This pain is neverending.
Ending.
Yeah.
Never.
Ending.
Never. 
Ending.
Never.
Ending.
Yeah.
Never.
Ending.
This pain is neverending 
This pain is neverending.






NEVERENDING (PROD. L3v3lRov3r) (PROD. GRIMSIDELBC)

Samples from the ‪@kaelinellis‬​ Sample Flip Challenges on Discord.
ShoutOut to the MKRS Club  ‪@mkrsfm‬​ 

MKRS.FM Radio Drop by ‪@KenDonMusicYT‬​ 

0:00​ - 0:35​ Intro
0:35​ - 2:18​ Poetry Jam / Yeah! What?!
2:18​ - 3:33​ Orange Juice
3:33​ - 4:40​ MKRS Jump & Run
4:40​ - 6:23​ Lonely
6:23​ - 8:01​ Rarest Rose Part 1 
8:01​ - 10:00​ Part 2 (ft. SilverRose)
10:00​ - 10:47​ The Silver Speciez Part 1
10:47​ - 12:47​ Part 2 (ft. SilverRose)
12:47​ - 13:18​ Outro

MKRS.FM Mix Part 2 w @kaelinellis

SHOCKED


RIP MY WIFE 💍🕊️❤️‍🔥
MELISSA MAROBIA DU ROSS
🙏🏾✝️🦋🕊️🥀💔


Insta @grimsidelbc
34, names Nicky. Born in Hollywood. Raised in Long Beach on the Northside til I was 11 and headed out to the Eastside.
Met a dope girl with 3 kids in 2022 and I fell in love. She was tragically killed before we were supposed to get married July 1st 2024 on our two-year anniversary.
Life is now very different..💔
All vocals and lyrics by me.
Looking for dope beat artists all the time.
I have very good energy and material in my head.
What I have to say in my music is real and hands on to how I think and how I feel. 
I will be coming out with material as much as possible. Stay tuned. All love 

FIGHTING MYSELF (PROD. YUNG LEXAR)(PROD. GRIMSIDELBC)

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