prod pandrs 
mixed by angelsrent + me .. ♡ 

Feeling the emotions by your side
Finally it feels right
I don’t have to talk you know what’s on my mind
Somehow you end up in everything i write
Popping up in my dreams
As silhouettes on the street
As someone i have yet to meet
All i can do is try to decode the meaning
Internally screaming
Forever fleeting
Pretty baby I’ll hold you close to my heart , do you feel it beating
Do you feel my heart beating

Nevermind all that i went thru to get here
You understand me in every way, that’s not something id replace
Being with you would be my perfect day

on my mind

prod. dead spyro & 2001
5/14/22
https://soundcloud.com/monocryy
lyrics:
it’s all i 
it’s all i 
its all i want
it’s all i need
wish you the best, anxiety 
it’s all my fault
my misery 
i feel it cave in, ahead of me
oh my hands shake
i can’t reclaim
what was once mine
oh i’m ashamed 
i feel the dread
by the dawn 
it’s my fault, just because
it’s all i want
it’s all i need
it’s all i want

oh i can’t breathe when im shaking
oh i’m so numb to the patience
i need a money bag to buy kicks to make me feel better
i feel numb is it the winter
reality is killing me
my bones are motherfucking shaking 

reality will take the pain away 
when it’s overcoming you, you feel ashamed 
when you stood in front of me you lose a leg 
i can’t stand right next to you
i can’t breathe
my knees, anxiety 
oh i can’t stand, my misery 
i can’t be myself when im shaking
oh i’m so numb to the patience

mckel - reality will take the pain away

prod @mikeal0ne and evan 
bitch we need all of it 
bitch we run it 
bitch we count it up

we need it all

big racks w rewind

lies prod matascoo

WRIST LEAK FT KXLY PROD ME

Prod by etai s0 x vstar

(etai)

hitting blinkers now i'm dreaming of the bigger things
fast car nice watch and them shiny things
then i got some money, learned about the pain it brings
yeah i only want the fame if it pays me
none of the bullshit you haters say ever phase me
i just roll another j in a papey
thats how u know im finna sleep like a baby
non stop geekin yeah i know i need a breaky
nah it's never enough
i been up all night doing editing stuff
and i don't feel alright don't know if anyone does
but it feels like i'm made of celestial dust yeah yeah

(vstar)

I'm swagged out in a fast car with no passenger
smoking cigarettes by myself without the filters
busch light on my nightstand
i feel empty inside like these empty cans
i got dead stars all in my nose
and i got expensive piss stains on my clothes
and i got a bad bitch on my phone
but id rather be in bed all alone

(etai)

hitting blinkers now i'm dreaming of the bigger things
fast car nice watch and them shiny things
then i got some money, learned about the pain it brings
yeah i only want the fame if it pays me
none of the bullshit you haters say ever phase me
i just roll another j in a papey
thats how u know im finna sleep like a baby
non stop geekin yeah i know i need a breaky
nah it's never enough
i been up all night doing editing stuff
and i don't feel alright don't know if anyone does
but it feels like i'm made of celestial dust yeah yeah

etai s0 x vstar - celestial dust

painkiller (Pawl4k)

@whitetraaaaaash
@berylww

and whate the meaning of all of it, i cant even deal with it , tell me whats the breakdown, do you want my heart out in the compound in the car now turn it around , all these racks i spent all this time i spent alone u were my only friend now im back to being alone life falls over again ur jus playing pretend thought u were heaven sent now i just spend my time alone
spend my time alone
dont wanna pick up the phone
im turning cold
forget everything you know
ill turn & walk away
I tried and tried and you sold
I wouldn't fold on you
im tryna let that shit go
im waiting for a que
I checked out so long ago
im looking forward to
showing you it meant the world
you left me black and blue
it wasn't like this before

on my mind

creepybuggirl

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