creepybug collection

prod & mix userthirty (@offlineuser30)
mv: https://youtu.be/AbyKSwmyhwQ?si=b1Bydiuk7qDgogbh ~

I don’t really like when you do it like that
Push me forward then pull me right back
say my name three times if you want my brain 

I saw you in the center of the frame
Blurry image constructed in grey
anyway it’s all the same
It was only for a second then you went away
Reduce your pace
Don’t tell me when you look my way 
Disregard my emotions, i don’t want to talk today 

I wasn’t looking for a warning 
Without you i thought things would be boring 
Half the time you’re resorting 
To half an ounce or like 5 car keys 
Passed out in the backseat
Reaching in your pocket for a chemical feeling 
And somehow it was appealing 
I should’ve known you’re where my end meets

prod. shinju & silver

@lilxyu
@uesbi
@creepybuggirl

where'd u go (prod. shinju & silver)

prod darius 
@arc-esther <3

I don’t think it’ll ever go away
Getting to a point where i feel okay
Sugar coat your words
punch me with your sour lips 
Kiss me with your fingertips 
Letting your emotions slip
Then ill just be one of them 


yeah show me how hard you love her
fuck me like you need her
fuck me like you never want to leave her
yeah show me how hard 
show me how hard you love her

w-want me to fight when you don’t give much
w-want me to fight when you just touch
so i’ll bleed easily for you 
tryna get past every man I knew 
Ill do my makeup perty
I know you like making it dirty


Besides, i only tend to feel empty after ive been full
You tend to show me both 
Sugar coat your words
punch me with your sour lips 
Kiss me with your fingertips 
Letting your emotions slip
Then ill just be one of them

sour lips ft arc esther

prod grayskies
~
Id write you another song
But my brains getting full and im starting to feel numb
I never figured out what to say now i feel dumb
Spent all my time absorbing where you come from
In a tree off the street with the sun at an angle where we’ll meet
Don’t forget to breathe 

After last night, I don’t think I’ll ever call you 
I found myself walking around under the moon
Confused as to what to do
With my journal in my left hand
And leaves crunching under my feet
A lizard on the balcony
And the washer cycle on repeat
You make me so dirty
You make me so dirty
I don’t want you to hurt me

I didn’t say I had any answers 
The truth was wiped across your face 
it made me cry i couldn’t sleep i don’t know why 
Think ill leave soon
Felt you on my tongue in your two piece suit 
Coughing up my lungs on your combat boots
With a lace around my neck pressing uuuundo
Undo .. ill erase u u

Id write you another song
But my brains getting full and im starting to feel numb
I never figured out what to say now i feel dumb
Spent all my time absorbing where you come from
In a tree off the street with the sun at an angle where we’ll meet
Don’t forget to breathe
Don’t forget to breathe
Will you even remember me?
It’s alright if you don’t
I’ll exist anyway and im learning how to cope

Uundo

night stalker ft. Creepybuggirl

prod mxtty

I don’t know how you do it
Think about you till there’s nothing left
For a moment i was stupid
Giving all of me till there was nothing left 

Now i know better 
Healing my wounds
Creating my weather
It’s perfect from the picture
pretty  what i see but im so numb
Absorbing emotions that i dont even know
Talking to you makes me choke, the swelling of my throat
at the end of the day, you know me the most
you know me the most 

I don’t know how you do it
Think about you till there’s nothing left
For a moment i was stupid
Giving all of me till there was nothing left 

And besides blindly following the light
Look into your eyes feel it in my heart then ill start to hide

I don’t know how you do it
Think about you till there’s nothing left
For a moment i was stupid
Gave you all of me now there’s nothing left

For a moment

prod mxtty

Tell me outright
Then turn me all around
I’ll go wherever
Just to have you close
I’ll be your garden 
You be my heartbeat
I’ll be tripping on the cracks of the sidewalk just thinking about you
With your song in my head idk what to do

Would you say the words you meant to
Would you put me in your pocket
Bring me around, you know what the cost is
All i overlooked to try to read your mind
Laying out in the sun with your shirt over my eyes
I remember we were dancing
I felt you completely

You write the words, I’ll turn the page

backwards

prodLMG

Nevermind
Even if I always do
Even if it’s never true
Even if it isn’t you

Your eyes covered like a picture
My mind hiding round the corner
It’s like we haven’t got a clue of what to do
I don’t mind just sitting here but do you
I don’t mind, but do you

The computer screen
The hidden meanings
The dust in my lungs you’re the polluter
You’re sweet, you’re sour, i’m neutral

I remember feeling bitter
Learned your lesson not to litter
I won’t let you in my brain again

Even if

prod neverforever
@valentinesdayblue <33

I stared at the picture
of you this morning
It’s not that i want to
don’t mean to be boring
It’s just that ive curdled
all my thoughts from imploring
It hurts when its hollow
It hurts when you ignore me

I’ve learned to stop saying sorry 
I learned to let go of all the rotting parts of me
Then ill find you
Writing in your book in the park
I’ll think about the way you touched my arm
And completely fall apart

pixie:
tell me you love me so i dont forget 
tell me its beautiful just to exist 
ive known the aching of waking up again 
if i said i dont wanna die id be lying

is it such a crime to want you to get better 
i never
still me and emily sending our love inside letters 
i hate to show my teeth and she kick them in 
i let her
oh jesus, i want peace but i cant keep it like promises

this morning

prod pandrs 
mixed by angelsrent + me

Feeling the emotions by your side
Finally it feels right
I don’t have to talk you know what’s on my mind
Somehow you end up in everything i write
Popping up in my dreams
As silhouettes on the street
As someone i have yet to meet
All i can do is try to decode the meaning
Internally screaming
Forever fleeting
Pretty baby I’ll hold you close to my heart , do you feel it beating
Do you feel my heart beating

Nevermind all that i went thru to get here
You understand me in every way, that’s not something id replace
Being with you would be my perfect day

on my mind

prod morecalcium x killsxrrow
collab mix w angelsrent ~

Saw you in a dream it feels like a memory but i won’t tell you that
Read your emotions cus i know you like that
Hold onto me forever ya ill always write back
And no matter what you say, where you go i know you’ll be stuck inside my head
Think of you again

I wrote a letter last night, it had your name on it
It isn’t the first time if I’m being honest
Walk around the park,
My feet are in the grass, the sun is in my skin
I let go of the past purge detox n take all that’s new in

No matter what you do, how you live
Just know I admire you now I’ll admire you then

Now then again

https://soundcloud.com/lilxyu
https://soundcloud.com/uesbi
https://soundcloud.com/creepybuggirl

lil yu x lain x creepybuggirl - nervous (prod. silver)

prod silver & filip 

Caught my eye on the train it was the last one of the night
Chasing spring, collecting things
that i think you’d like
Take my brain out the skull, hold it tight 
So I can’t think , cycling
through the patterns echolike 

You would’ve thought it was forever
Til the fleeting
Nature
Of life
Comes to bite you
Over 
And over
And over
And over

Caught your eye at the stop, felt like you went blind
Skipping cracks kicking rocks start the rebind
Give me your heart string baby ill tie it tight
Disregard the tarnishing, im learning how to breathe, im learning to rethink
Please just give me time
please
        Just give me time

Overrr

prod silver + filip 
mv: https://youtu.be/9bwKTaYs7QQ?si=ycjZwjNemaHsWLK0

You feel like a salt wound
Baby im infected with what your brain is tuned to
Inciting introspection makes me wanna breeze through any precautions cus i know that i want you

You feel like a new day
I wake up unguarded and don’t think about what I’ll say
Nevermind the moments that I’d have on replay
I’d share it with you but i feel that’s bad taste , sorry

I’ve felt like a cocoon, hiding from the feelings that always seem to come too soon
Learned to not express it so i don’t rush through
Need a restart so i turn to the new moon
Writing what i hope to see true

feel like, nevermind

prod @jolst @taylor

@stellathepixie
when ur alone 
put ur hands up for me 
tell me what you know
say it with ur body
it’s all about u
it’s all about us
i don’t blame u 
ur just crying in the club

love me a little 
love me a lot 
i’d never take away something you love
so many miles
that’s between us 
but you get prettier with every one
hate other people
don’t give a fuck 
testing my limits on feeling your touch 
i’d smile but it’s so bad
you can have fun i like that 

@creepybuggirl
ur long sleeves
wrapped around me
i can’t help it but to get this feeling
softly
hold me
i can’t take it anymore
don’t know what to say now
i look at the floor
avoid ur face and think how i want more
but what’s the reason
does there always have to be one

crying in the club ft. creepybuggirl & emorave (jolst taylor)

@emorave :) <3
prod taylor morgan + shinju

Say you didn’t notice
Take it back 
then i left with your heart broken
My bad :(
I couldn’t explain my emotions
It’s sad
I’ll get better and i know this,
Cause i have

You were honest,
I went to the pond and thought about it
Reflecting to my core, present harnessed
To have you by my side is the best
I wanna touch your skin and kiss your neck
Everything i say, i meant


emo:

oh yuh
dont go, yuh
i cant be alone, yuh
west, thats where i wan go

dont act like you know shit
all them pills had me broke, shit
fell in love with opiates
now im up cuz kicked that shit

i dont wanna be here, shitt
it can all go downhill so quick
i wanna be more than this
dont ask bout it cuz im over it

downhill (taylor morgan + shinju)

excluded w/ creepybuggirl (shinju + taylor morgan)

@misalivee yayaya
prod idly blare
mastered by @luvhexx :)

Of course i got all the red lights after dropping you off
Environmental capture, make me think about the moment
What it could’ve meant
Or what it really did
Or maybe that i don’t know what this is
Could you even tell me what this is
I can’t talk to you about what I’m feeling
Try to tell you with my eyes and you keep missing 
Maybe that’s intentional,
Cus it’s easier if you don’t get me
You can do what you want and it’ll be on me for not expressing

i said youre gone
you said i do it to myself
and please dont talk to me 
forget like how i fell
and youre like all i got
cuz you got what i need
its like everytime we talk 
i lose a part of me 
like would you catch me if i fall
and i feel sick as fuck 
like i dont care at all

it’s easier if you don’t get me

prod youlose

You got me right at the wrong time 
There’s no replacement
I’ve lost my mind 

Ill keep me safe
Ill keep me fine
Walking 4000 feet up on a tight line

I know we’re distant know it’s different
But i still wanna hold you
It’s a fault of mine
Fell a hundred times
I don’t love the way i used to
Digging holes im on the edge 
Bury it and call it dead
I don’t think the way i used to 

Feeling stuck, go for a night drive
Down the back roads
Under the moonlight

Think about where you’re at,
and what it’d feel like
It’s hard to get there at this point

prod me:)
ft @creepybuggirl

inssekt:
let me sleep here for a while
let me chase my dreams
promise that i'll smile
whenever you see me
cus i would give it all up
just for your love
needing your light
crying alone
testing my love
do you want me or not??
crying alone
crying out for your love

creepybuggirl:
my vision went black
i was hiding in the back
cus i thought i heard your voice and i couldn’t face it
but that’s never been the point
what it really is, the avoidance of goodbye
i don’t wna know what the last time is
so don’t tell me, don’t take a breath
i’ll be holding out, all the words unsaid
all the messages i’ll end up leaving unread
cus i get scaredd like i wanna forget
you don’t understand the way you fill me up with dreadd
i pour it out cus i try to be my best
then you wna crawl back like why do you do that

i won’t be going out ill be staying in
take the other street so I don’t pass where you live
i’ll never check the time ill let everything go by
until i wake up
revived by the new sun
feel it for the moment
savor it and hold it
cus when the night comes it’ll all be gone
