Amaziiingggg yaahh, can u do a slow version please😝😝

creepybug collection

bug vs. bugself

track 1 . help myself
production. @s3r3n3gr4c3

track 2 . save me
production. @inssekt

track 3 . i try to lie to myself
production. @inssekt

track 4 . sink into the sheets
production. unknown
features. @gl0wrm

track 5 . baby
production. @inssekt
features. @7senss @870

track 6 . stitch me up
production. @stellathepixie @flooddubs
features. @stellathepixie

track 7 . breathe
production. @inssekt @kojowav
features. @blackwinterwells

track 8 . i hurt myself
production. @deathmetalsif @1dgtl

bonus track 8 . i try to lie to myself
reproduction. @47birdyy

i hurt myself

[fall 2024]

prod @yumenikki

i could never do wrong
didnt think id really fuck up
i would never get lost
lay awake till the suns up
i was falling out of love
didnt really mean to hurt you
but you took so much
watched my wings slowly turn black

i will never get my soul back
now im walking down the wrong path
i lost friends i wont get back
i lost friends i wont get back
i wish i could just forget you
i wish i could take it all back
now im ruined cuz i let you
all my fault, yea i know that

i just get left on read
make me feel lesser than
fake life i play pretend
fake thoughts inside my head
i like to cut myself
try to get lost again
i dont need any help
rock bottom is in my bed

rock bottom is nodding off
so hard i lose my breath
unconscious almost dead
wake up and see your face
youll look so terrified
ill feel so dead inside
pinpoint dots in my eyes
but ill still want to be high

pinpoint eyes prod. dollmaker

off my chest (prod. 8t33n)

prod @with3rx

leave me here to cry bb i know why
i know why u push me to the side bb i know why
i could give u all i hav but its not enough
the only thing i give baby is giving up
i give it up
i give u love
i give u time
its not enough

i jus cant sleep when im not with u
n if u leave baby u see the issue
its scary baby i dont wanna diss u but i think i could fix u
yea i rly wanna kiss u

i jus cant sleep when im not with u
n if u stay baby u'll see the issues
time goes on u see me at my worst, then dont think itll work
leave me in the dirt
leave me in the dirt
it wont be the first
it wont be the first
leave me in the dirt
leave me in the dirt

fix you prod with3r

prod @jolst @taylor

@stellathepixie
when ur alone 
put ur hands up for me 
tell me what you know
say it with ur body
it’s all about u
it’s all about us
i don’t blame u 
ur just crying in the club

love me a little 
love me a lot 
i’d never take away something you love
so many miles
that’s between us 
but you get prettier with every one
hate other people
don’t give a fuck 
testing my limits on feeling your touch 
i’d smile but it’s so bad
you can have fun i like that 

@creepybuggirl
ur long sleeves
wrapped around me
i can’t help it but to get this feeling
softly
hold me
i can’t take it anymore
don’t know what to say now
i look at the floor
avoid ur face and think how i want more
but what’s the reason
does there always have to be one

crying in the club ft. creepybuggirl & emorave (jolst taylor)

prod me, written in spring 2025.

LYRICS:
i dont work alone  
wont it just fall apart like it always did
always six deep everywhere i fuckin go
know i said im sorry im not sorry when i split

gotta try so fkin hard to exist  
i was poppin pharma shit i couldnt resist
i cant really swim without you in the fkin mix
tired of opiates tired of waking up sick

really tired of that really sick of this
i cannot go back, i just really miss 
want it so bad, want it like a fix
feel like this forever, i need always bliss

want it to be over i want it to end
i dont wanna write i just wanna go to bed
really really try but i cant make us connect
laying in the dark reminiscing in my head

six deep

@emorave :) <3
prod taylor morgan + shinju

Say you didn’t notice
Take it back 
then i left with your heart broken
My bad :(
I couldn’t explain my emotions
It’s sad
I’ll get better and i know this,
Cause i have

You were honest,
I went to the pond and thought about it
Reflecting to my core, present harnessed
To have you by my side is the best
I wanna touch your skin and kiss your neck
Everything i say, i meant


emo:

oh yuh
dont go, yuh
i cant be alone, yuh
west, thats where i wan go

dont act like you know shit
all them pills had me broke, shit
fell in love with opiates
now im up cuz kicked that shit

i dont wanna be here, shitt
it can all go downhill so quick
i wanna be more than this
dont ask bout it cuz im over it

downhill (taylor morgan + shinju)

timeless
love but i waste it
just get fucking wasted
i know you wont say shit
in my life replace it
in my mind replay it 
i just barely made it
do it for a payment
roll a gram and face it

memory so faded
i became so jaded
all this time i waited
still on pills i fake it
scene shawty she naked
you became complacent
these other hoes they basic
told my girl to shake it

aye i dont know whats wrong 
it always feel wrong 
i think be dreaming
knew it all along 
i dont wanna talk
 im just always bleeding
i love nodding off
opiates appealing

i still be on subs
i dont fw breathing
i dont go to clubs
at the function leaving
rave until the sun
gas it fill my lungs up
i love you so much
i stay real

girl tell me how u feel
mcat made me wanna kill
molly rock its not a pill
tell myself im tryna heal

timeless prod. blxty & vvsmalibu

@misalivee yayaya
prod idly blare
mastered by @luvhexx :)

Of course i got all the red lights after dropping you off
Environmental capture, make me think about the moment
What it could’ve meant
Or what it really did
Or maybe that i don’t know what this is
Could you even tell me what this is
I can’t talk to you about what I’m feeling
Try to tell you with my eyes and you keep missing 
Maybe that’s intentional,
Cus it’s easier if you don’t get me
You can do what you want and it’ll be on me for not expressing

i said youre gone
you said i do it to myself
and please dont talk to me 
forget like how i fell
and youre like all i got
cuz you got what i need
its like everytime we talk 
i lose a part of me 
like would you catch me if i fall
and i feel sick as fuck 
like i dont care at all

it’s easier if you don’t get me

produced by Dawid, Artysta @goatlaurent
featuring Nosgov @820

this song is a dream come true for me :)

still fucked up, i can’t get enough of it
i misjudged and i can hardly stomach it
i leak blood
i wonder where the life will drip
i cough blood, searching for the relevance
don’t ask me why
because i barely understand my own name
you’re searching wide
damn i wonder how you tuned out the stains
i get by, getting too close to the flame
you feel alive?
wish that i feel the same
and the bow represents it
it’s a living-room
screaming, cant stop, wont stop
it’s the living truth
if you were me
and you were you
you would kill me too
if i wasn’t me, this shit is just living proof

still here (feat. Nosgov) +Dawid, Artysta

prod youlose

You got me right at the wrong time 
There’s no replacement
I’ve lost my mind 

Ill keep me safe
Ill keep me fine
Walking 4000 feet up on a tight line

I know we’re distant know it’s different
But i still wanna hold you
It’s a fault of mine
Fell a hundred times
I don’t love the way i used to
Digging holes im on the edge 
Bury it and call it dead
I don’t think the way i used to 

Feeling stuck, go for a night drive
Down the back roads
Under the moonlight

Think about where you’re at,
and what it’d feel like
It’s hard to get there at this point

prod me:)
ft @creepybuggirl

inssekt:
let me sleep here for a while
let me chase my dreams
promise that i'll smile
whenever you see me
cus i would give it all up
just for your love
needing your light
crying alone
testing my love
do you want me or not??
crying alone
crying out for your love

creepybuggirl:
my vision went black
i was hiding in the back
cus i thought i heard your voice and i couldn’t face it
but that’s never been the point
what it really is, the avoidance of goodbye
i don’t wna know what the last time is
so don’t tell me, don’t take a breath
i’ll be holding out, all the words unsaid
all the messages i’ll end up leaving unread
cus i get scaredd like i wanna forget
you don’t understand the way you fill me up with dreadd
i pour it out cus i try to be my best
then you wna crawl back like why do you do that

i won’t be going out ill be staying in
take the other street so I don’t pass where you live
i’ll never check the time ill let everything go by
until i wake up
revived by the new sun
feel it for the moment
savor it and hold it
cus when the night comes it’ll all be gone


crying alone +creepybuggirl

inssekt

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