"Soldier In My Own Mind P2" ProdBySonder 
mixed by @thatkidzei
Lyrics:
What they call self reflection I call self inflicted depression cause all I see pain in every direction

and I can’t run I can’t hide I’m trap inside my own damn mind traumatized 

sometimes I really wonder why I can’t find a little bit of peace of mind in my own mind and all my happiest times are always timed

and then I slip into what feels like a bottomless pit all this time I sit in silence swear it’s making me sick

but when I try to put it into words it don’t make any since and the thought of even talking to someone is making me Tense

and I don’t even gotta ask why 

I know the answer to that question it’s a mix between depression and obsession with the thought of someone using me, 

ya trust issues are nothing new to me  

Sometimes I feel like I’m having a meltdown trapped in a ghost town with nobody around to help when I fall down 

in theory you would think that would make me stronger

but really it just makes my heart way colder and all this stress feels like a bolder on my shoulders I want closer.....or maybe I don’t idk 

i just wanna be somewhere on a boat no destination down just chilling on the coast alone, 

all alone cause when im around people i fell the most alone

Creo Loo - Soldier In My Own Mind Part 2 ProdBySonder

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Things are fucked ,we will remain 
With a split perception ,
of a brain
Can’t seem to coexist,with the same 
Thoughts as a,Kill my self perspective,
Seems we all there!
Like tell me baby,can we be insane 
Or just connect me with a tall chair 
How you here this idc,

Creo Loo - Soldier In My Own Mind Part 2 ProdBySonder

Creo loo