prod. by me

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guess i fucked up that too

WHEN SUMMER ENDS

NIKKO - DAMAGE

SCREAMING OUT TO A GOD

Mobbs Radical x Nitetime — Lake Of Fire

KNEECAP

Lord Gasp - KNEECAP

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https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/belak/13-reasons-why

vocals, mixing, & mastering by me
produced by yungspoiler

Lyrics:

if you opened my chest up, would it be an empty cave?
or a fire burning with passion?
if you opened my head up, would it be the greenest grass?
or the flowers dying?

quit overthinking, i got 13 reasons
why i cant tell you whats eating me from the inside out
i went out drinking, threw up on the bedsheets at the Four Seasons
everythings falling around me
i feel like im fucking drowning

when you open my chest up
can you find a reason to live
or am i just another mistake?
when you open my head up
am i standing on the edge of the bridge
looking down below?

quit overthinking, i got 13 reasons
why i cant tell you whats eating me from the inside out
i went out drinking, threw up on the bedsheets at the Four Seasons
everythings falling around me
i feel like im fucking drowning
x3

13 Reasons Why

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"Got me romanticizing all the times we were arguing just cause you're talking to me"
w/ @guardinmusic
Prod by. @hkfiftyone2
Cover art by. @walkerdunnvisuals on Instagram

Lyrics:

yung van/
How you gonna block my phone
When I’m not home
How you gonna do me like that?
How you gonna say you care
When you’re not there
How you gonna do me like that?

My life is a disaster
You taught me nothing matters
My heart has been shattered
There’s peace when nothing matters
My life’s a disaster
You taught me nothing matters
My heart has been shattered
There’s peace when nothing matters

guardin/
But I said a lot of shit I wish I didn’t
Feelin stuck inside my head like it’s a yankee fitted
Homerun is what I call it when I disappear
And if I’m being honest witchu goddess I ain’t even here
Checked out of my mind
I ain’t doing fine
Wished upon a star that I would see past twenty five
Blisters on my body from the way I’m passing time
I’m alright

yung van/
my life is a disaster
You taught me nothing matters
My heart has been shattered
There’s peace when nothing matters
My life’s a disaster
You taught me nothing matters
My heart has been shattered
There’s peace when nothing matters

What happened to when you were all over me?
Didn’t have to pay cause your loving was free
Got me romanticizing all the times we were arguing just cause you're talking to me
Now you’re always ignoring me
All these other girls are boring me
No matter what they do, they just ain’t you and that thought has been getting to me
I adore you, but I couldn’t afford you
Your love’s amazing, always entertaining
You had me locked out, I was in the dog house
You only called my name when it’s dark out

How you gonna block my phone
When I’m not home
How you gonna do me like that?
How you gonna say you care
When you’re not there
How you gonna do me like that?

My life is a disaster
You taught me nothing matters
My heart has been shattered
There’s peace when nothing matters
My life’s a disaster
You taught me nothing matters
My heart has been shattered
There’s peace when nothing matters

there's nothing left to say

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there's nothing left to say w/ guardin (Prod. HKFiftyOne)

A haunting anthem of survival and rebirth.
Soft piano meets spitfire resilience as BIGMANRICH rises from silence, scars, and shame.
This is vulnerability turned into thunder—melodic, cinematic, and unbreakable.
We bleed. We scream. We fight.
“I’m alive — fightin’ through the pain.”

Warrior Of Broken Silence

prod @notmorgn

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd_Xqqx_St8

whats wrong or whats right
im bouta take a flight like should i say goodbye 
fuck that imma hold onto my pride
momma raised a soldier so i can't afford to cry
lookin back i see the knife in my back now
lookin at life wishing i was in the background 
lookin back i see my future in the past now
90 in the whip like should i crash now

im so sick of this im so sick of shit nobody listening 
demons all around diamonds wet just like a christening 
wait why you always high when you call me
why'd u ask what's wrong when you saw me (X2)

chemicals running through my veins i just wanna sleep 
feelings bleeding out my brain but right now i can't feel a thing 
woke up late time to waste away
my favorite days are the rainy days
let it soak in then i throw it all away
i try my best but this feeling always stays
you know i try but you gotta gimme space
and i dont wanna hurt you if you get in my way

(hook)

reach out just to waste my time
its the young waste of space 
with his headphones on
call me when you need me baby
but i know im the last resort
you said that you love me
how the fuck could you just love a ghost
you said that you love me baby
i said we are not that close

(hook)

reach out just to waste my time
its the young waste of space 
with his headphones on
call me when you need me baby
but i know im the last resort
you said that you love me
how the fuck could you just love a ghost
you said that you love me baby
i said we are not that close

im so sick of this

mask of woe: halloween

the night he came home

COMBINATION LOCK

the monster still lurks [prod. combination lock]

Produced and performed by king theta
Vocal mix and master by IOF https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by Love, Max https://twitter.com/lovemaxofficial

Lyrics:
I
I just wanna feel like I could fly
Give me anything that gets me high
I need you in my life cause
Shit's gonna cave in soon
Why?
Why you gotta say that I'm lyin
I swear to fuckin God I'm doin fine
The power's all mine but
Shit's gonna cave in soon

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

I got everything that I thought I wanted
But it didn't work

She said "lose
The fake personality you use"
Spent too many nights pourin Goose
So easy justifying getting loose
Attention is distraction from the noose
Sorry, not sorry for my ego
The king threw the old me out the window
I know there's no way home

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Keep fillin me up
With your love and affection
And I'll spill it right out
Call it self-protection

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Wish I Could Start Over

"I gave you everything you ever wanted but you ended up closing the door" - van

SuiSai: @sushisai
Mix/Master: @demxntia
Prod by: @tothegood
Artwork: @suicideoutside (on twitter)

I am performing in LA, July 24th. You can get tickets here: https://www.songkick.com/concerts/38254179-pink-cig-at-1720?utm_source=8123&utm_medium=partner&utm_content=fb4a0d1b9180ab41a80f71c5bea1fa9b&utm_campaign=entity

"When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same ft. SuiSai”

Lyrics-

When you say me you love me, it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I’m crying on the concrete. I don’t have strength to get up off the floor 

How you gon tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I gave you everything you ever wanted but you end up closing the door
I’m trying to carry you over my back but your legs keep on dragging the floor
I’m trying my best but I just don’t think we can ever travel back to before
Let me
Fall in love again
Let me
Fall in love again
How you gon’ tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore 
Let me
Fall in love again 

Crashing down on my parade
You let me love till you were bored of the game 
Open hearts and shoddy flames
You let me burn in the love that we made 

SuiSai- 
That touch of yours left cinders
Trails of your heart set a flame
Lit like embers
Of our past
Screeching stop sounds like thunder
You were my lightning
Filled my clouds with your patterns
Made the world disappear 
liked it better
Then you left me here
To the forces of the weather
Cause the cold fronts near
But I swear id never let it
Change the way that I feel

How you gon tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I gave you everything you ever wanted but you end up closing the door
I’m trying to carry you over my back but your legs keep on dragging the floor
I’m trying my best but I just don’t think we can ever travel back to before
Let me
Fall in love again
Let me
Fall in love again
How you gon’ tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore 
Let me
Fall in love again

When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same

When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same ft. SuiSai (Prod. Tothegood)

Ya already know what it is check out L.I.T. new hit babyyyyyy!!!!!

Money On My Wrist

I want to get better but I don't know what the fuck to do...

Written by: @itsyungvan
Mix/Master: @sinxi
Production: @youngburial
art by: @digitalyams

Lyrics-
I’m standing on this road alone
it’s impossible to feel anything when you don’t know how to cope
No, I don’t want to let you in
If I let you peek inside I’m afraid I’ve let them win 
I’ll never let them win
I’ll never let them win
Oh now I’m wasting my time, wasting my time with you
I don’t know how to tell you but I, don’t wanna be friends with you 
I’m living a lie, I’m living my life in blue 
I want to get better but I, don’t know what the fuck to do
So I write down all my wrongs and I burn them
I’ve done people wrong, yeah I’ve hurt them
That’s why I can’t let you be my friend
I’m afraid that I’ll hurt you again
So I write down all my wrongs and I burn them
I’ve done people wrong, yeah I’ve hurt them
That’s why I can’t let you be my friend
I’m so scared that I’ll hurt you again
I’m embarrassed 
I’m ashamed
I’ll never heal if I never admit that I have this pain x4

SCREAMING OUT TO A GOD

CRIM

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