A decline of conciousness, memory, and structural intergrity.
A spiral towards nothing, towards a thick grey (blue) nothing.

-

Composed with the assistance of Laurie Spiegel's music mouse.

The Bluest Shade Of Memory

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drums: https://www.instagram.com/hogarthhannam

there is a silence, that i cant cut out of my arms. 
this scathing nothing, 
pulls me in, claws in my eyes.
i wish to sleep so terribly

you will walk until ur toenails meet bone
then you will crawl, until those frail hands rot away.
here you lie the remanents of a failed man
and then you may smile
and then you may smile

the fool clambers on
the fool clambers on

never never never again, there is a silence i cant cut it out my arms. 
every time that you smile i feel pressure up on my cartilidge
never never never again
i burn, i writhe, at ur every resting twitch,
get the fuck out of me

Frail

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production vocals and engineering - @crimsonchvos
guest vocals @fatshaudi

under the sun we all burn down
i see a life of fire in the sky
alone like you, i wander on,
i wander on, just a grain of life

just like you
just like you
just like you
just like you

wading, slowly,
holding out for something else,
to take its toll
to take its toll

i wonder how you sense ur excitement
i wonder what you see in me
i wish you well, i crave your excitement
i wonder what you see in me

can we swim forever
belly full of the ocean
grey motion
in this veil of blue, comfort i found

just like you
just like you
just like you
just like you

Just Like You w/ Fatshaudi

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with great pain, i return from the abstraction,
the turn of my head robs me of my pretty cavern.
inbetween those sacred waves of nothing
her fucking warmth holds me captive

i am a prisoner held by interjecting colour
i am the curse of open eyes

i sink alone in my comfort abyss all i ask of you
my sodden lover
relieve me of the grey thats chained to my feet

that lingering touch, the touch of 10 daggers, 
a feeble attempt to carve feelings out of my skin

this bed is an inescapable hell scape
chained by the shackles of pleasure im prisoner again
the unrelenting filth it swarms me it captures me 
in embrace in embrace 

i awake, to this unbearable light
so thick it covers the stench of 
flacid conversation
my body is merely a vessel to discharge grey memories
i am pain incarnate

i sink alone in my comfort abyss all i ask of you
my sodden lover
relieve me of the pain thats chained to my feet

Pain Incarnate

short piece for @samjcapewell and @rudi._
== https://www.instagram.com/tv/CShokvynRxu/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link
2 minute exercise in textural story telling
enjoy x

Bow Legged *score*

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lights low, a glance thats colder than death,
the candle light bubbles stress, on ur beautiful smile, 
oh i wonder if the dinner knife can carve through bone
carve through flesh, the coldest of stares,
im sinking into a depth fathoms deeper than your eyeline
meet mine, do it worse, justify 
such as this such a cold shade of red
 
it burns
it burns
it carves my smile
i ache, i spill everywhere
tripping over my inards, i never felt more alive

i laze, inanimate, im golden

irredescent, the brightest light,
i love you all, i wave from the night sky   


loved , cleansed, asleep, at home

Forever Gold Now I Can Paint The Night Sky

zheng hao:
https://zhenghao.bandcamp.com/
https://www.instagram.com/room2n0g/

sample : AMM - Newfoundland

A Clipping Isle Pt.4

A Clipping Isle Pt.3

A Clipping Isle Pt.2

A Clipping Isle Pt.1

art: (thank u Alessio)
https://www.alexfordartist.com/
https://www.instagram.com/big.blackbox/

Today Was Such A Horrible Day And I Never Want To Live It Again

(REUPLOADED AUG 6 2018)
OFFICIAL VID:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ifkj8fZNQCI

Download

crimson//chaos. _Bleeding *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

Cold Stranger

@222ily
prod. illegal

" I / / L Y."

https://genius.com/Crimson-chaos-cherry-red-eyes-222ily-lyrics

Cherry Red Eyes (feat. 222ily)

@darcybaylis has the most elegant voice on this website

Night Stalker feat. Darcy Baylis

ground control, im no longer the pilot
undecided, stay silent
ground control, im no longer the pilot
reaction instant i react violent

ground control, im no longer the pilot
undecided, stay silent
measurement  unbalanced, i cant fight it
i see silence, i hear sirens

all i hear is laughin
i think in irration
should i hit the magic
to rid this sad happening

lack emotion
i been move frozen
did i have u hopin
that imma sip ur potions

i might, i might, go
tonight, time been, moving, slo 
all my life, running low
i cant scream, i cant pose

so my love, i might dissapear
to the night, say it now, say goodbye 
am i right, am i wrong do i matter
hold me dear in ur arms till i finally shatter

OFFICIAL VIDEO

Ground Control **mv out now**

Zero Reason feat. 222ily

verse 1:
intoxication, memories escaping,
hide my face, plz find me a replacement
this sensation forever changin
wrapped inside the fragrance destroys me i am shaking

shut my eyes i find comfort in the darkness
held within ur arms i was stuck inside the harness
the river bled scarlett
drown with me im harmless

take me home
inisde ur arms
helpless and froze
dont know where to start

Chorus:
sink tonight inside the river scarlett
im inside my happy ever after
dont look back
on what we never had

a thousand eyes on me tommorow night
no replies, mumbled goodbyes
im staggering, heart shattering
im back inside the old house

verse 2:
cctv
mistakes into a movie
ur basic symmetry baby im 3d
the way that i see
i see clearly
worlds so cold
the suns turned empty

vocalise the feeling in pretty oscilations
never spoke my heart, now im begging new placement
shapeshifter take a picture
flash cam obscures the light now its dimmer

ill be the agressor if ur feeling shy
prayers meant nothing i was staring at the sky
tick of the clock hands me pieces of the sunshine
yet im left a slave to the spotlight

Scarlet

verse:
no air in my lungs now my visions black
ragdoll on the floor wake up in attack
dont lie 2 me it frightens me
my love for u shines brightly

its all black mass rotting in my head
i played my part with the things i said
but its up to me, collect privately
ur message recieved me enticingly 

still fall in my line of sight
day dream about u wrapped inside a perfect light
u were right, matter of time
lose the sensation fall into the night

(fall into the night
eyes entertwined
ur hands fall perfectly in mine) x2

chorus:
i live i lose,
a feeling i never knew
burn bright, my love
i shine on u above

i live i lose
a feeling i never knew
sensations will fear me
the failure i refuse

the death of my only light
take it back im not fine
false promise of quiet life
ill take it if its mine

i live i lose,
a feeling i never knew
burn bright, my love
i shine on u above

No Light Above

mother i hear them laugh at me
feeling sensations i will not reach
behind the tinted window, i appear asleep
im throwing myself against it, please hear me weep

but the glass, it never breaks
i feel it, itll never change
i crave, ur embrace
hold me dear, call my name

pretend a moment, ill call urs back
we can forget everything i ever lacked
but the dream awakens, fades to black
i return within the glass, still intact

speak, speak to me
feel my hollow presence
speak, speak to me
my call lies iridescent

speak, speak to me
feel my hollow presence
so call by my name, not the look on my face
im feeling the weight im here in this space 

hold me remorseless, force me to watch
them callin out to me, watching me rot
caged, entrapped, under attack
the mind forged shackles leave me seeing black

i try to hide my face, i cower, cos that feelings back
imma watching shadows dancin got me feelin rash
hardly cope, wounds to sew, back in the bloody bath
spare me the backhand, feedin off ration, how many times the name be impactin

past tense, staggerin, im back widda red in my eyes
demons greet with a smile, i got nowhere to hide
smile, wide, all the pleasure was mine
slow, dive, i accept this life

Hollow Presence

britney spears - everytime *crimson//chaos. gaff remix*

Goodnight Kisses

MUSIC VIDEO

Gold

@222ily
ill intentions get my heart compressed
is the spite expired i cant tell from what they said no
so i guess so
i gotta let go 
ill take on the complex and the feelings i gotta wrestle
is this what real life feels like cant tell
i need mother to pull me from this hell
hands round my throat every backroad that i go
stretch my head above water show you how memories can float
i know you know im hopeless
cant help it
i was hoping 
youd hold my hand
and tell me u was jokin

tell me live live live i cant live without skin
how can you deny me of the light that is within
cos hes sick sick sick shed the boy of his skin, shed the boy of his skin

u fiend darkness i fiend light
u play bad and ill play nice
although i can swallow pride
u dont seem so whole inside
is it cos u dont believe that life will find its way
is it cos u gave up love cos u dont think its real anyway
pls stop acting like drugs will fill that hole
dont accept the darkness u wont find ur home
open up ur heart again u wont go alone
all we need is friendship to fix and fill that hole
we can go together might release some pressure if we go together

tell me live live live i cant live without skin
how can you deny me of the light that is within
cos hes sick sick sick shed the boy of his skin, shed the boy of his skin

Hopeless Feat. 222ily

the greatest part of me, for a fragment which of u

i fiend the flight path of a ghost
not the ones that succeed but stay a float 
i never wanna sink into a real answer
calling on the dancers unrelenting transfer

no hope in a sucha cold space
back to the old house back to the old pain

old ways old ways
give me spirit give me ignorance 
one to suffer, the notion of deliverance

disintergrate, pure life
disntergrate, pure life
one with the soil im fine
one with the soil no heart no flight

loyal archer, at my wings pls fire 
ball n chain my trust in you, to keep it light
if i can lie here, can i cry
what doing is permitted, is it fine

pure love no fear
all doing, no trial
keep my palace down here
i cant fathom ur smile

the greatest part of me, for a fragment which of u
loyal archer fire away

Loyal Archer

featuring - @820
production - @crimsonchvos
mix and master - @820 & @crimsonchvos

i wonder 
i slumber 
another nail in my palms
i fiend that darkness

wittled down to depths decieved
crave more darkness its the only relief
no sleep, no heat they provide all i need

grey pictures its fine i hate saturation
smite me apart, please i am complacent
an agenda? no child its in ur mind

thought you could save me
i wish you could
blacken it
sail away

a spider wanders
through my mind
let me sleep
jealousy

low life im callin upon u again 
feed sleep right to my scepter
i need ur everything i need ur every picture

i fiend that friction between our touches
that longing for something oh no im spiralling again

oh lord oh lordd dont make examples out of me
i seek i feel i reap the little that i can see

wittled down to depths decieved
crave more darkness its the only relief
no sleep, no heat they provide all i need

and all i cried for
was lost
so let me die
let me fly

Slumber Feat. Nosgov

so, so, cold
so, so, cold
carve u in

and all is lost, the curse of open eyes
this unrelenting frost, i call disguise
watch such grand structures writhe
the privilege to do such pure harm, divine

thoughtless warrior 
nervous, deface that love
chasing deeper shades of red 
its easier experienced at the end


so, so, cold
so, so, cold
in this cage of skin
suffocating carve u in

Perfect Catharsis

aghast my woeful heart
a cry in the dark I'm scraping off my guard

within membrane remains a suit of torture
within past memories wilts the frail orchard

Aghast

desperation oh oh
searching for the flesh to sport over my face
obscure that dreadful sight of nothing in my way

no love no love, garnment to the soil
i keep it discrete, play the lonely child
callin, callin, callin on zadkiel
all in, all in, atahazagoraphile

you are, my forgotten prayer, 
yet you no, longer, bear my wilting hairs
we connect in stares, across the line of care,
i could play it numb, but i wish u was there

report to paradise,
where i can stare at the ceiling till the flower dies
flowers bloom no more in this dark space
is it beautiful at a second glance i displaced

oh, oh im guessing,
oh, oh second guessing,
were my prayers misunderstood,
when they fed me an occupied heart thatll never look

Garment To The Soil

today, today, today
back inside the grave,
the coldest embrace,

i swear that im ok,
never one to take,
just one day onto,
forever

- 
A cry for help. A fleeting fit of power.

Written/Recorded 2020-21
Artwork : https://www.instagram.com/sydneycrysell/

Today

a tall tall tale to live thru me
this fiendish drive, to feel complete
unrelenting want, for things i cannot be

self actualize
spittin in dead eyes
self actualize
spittin in dead eyes

dont end this dream  - falling
hold me from the capture
now im under sheets under cover 



- 
A cry for help. A roar of power.

Written/Recorded 2020-21
Artwork : https://www.instagram.com/sydneycrysell/

Falling

it came again
freeing hands,
theres
more to break i
know

stale carcass, from skin to
blossom, its only a dream,

ill go back to sleep
lifeless nothing, i
writhe within bedsheets

theres
more to break i
know

lock the boy into the dark

no hurt, no feeling
lifeless, cold

talk me out of that place,

grey field, the flowers grow,
inside my fraile bones
leave you, a shadow
trying to, hold onto a ghost

i know, i know
its so so cold
maybe the water will clean out my eyes

lifeless eyes,
lifeless smile,
paradise

lifeless eyes,
theres more to break i
know

lifeless smile,
theres more to break i
know

- 
A cry for help. A fleeting fit of power.

Written/Recorded 2020-21
Artwork : https://www.instagram.com/sydneycrysell/

There Was Nothing

"the fool " @thefo0l
i crawl out of the hole,
i was fucked unto.

crimson chaos

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