“Through me is the way to the city of woe. Through me is the way to sorrow eternal. Through me is the way to the lost below."

- 
A cry for help. A fleeting fit of power.

Written/Recorded 2020-21
Artwork : https://www.instagram.com/sydneycrysell/

There Was Nothing

Rocky ＆ Adrian

Tek lintowe, i.v., couture23 - Rocky & Adrian

Backup vocals by kaelei
end synth by me prod @w3bcam

I'll play fair just this time
I don't care anymore about it
I feel scared when I hear the phone ring
I know it's you, I know it's you
Your car broke down outside our old street
I could have cared, I could have said anything

Just let it go
& take my hand
I don't wanna fight
but I don't wanna pretend
You made me strong
when I've always been so weak
You made me hope
when there wasn't anything

Put it in the box again
And hide it away
Never talk to anyone
No matter what they say

You say it like it means something
but everything was lost
I shouldn't be out tonight
but I wonder where you are
I know it hurts
That we don't watch the same sun
I know its worse
that I'm so in love

Remy Cechovic & w3bcam - I Know It's You

Crystal clear it gets deeper
Fill my pockets fuck the keeper
If its so wrong then i cud make it right
Make it easy lose control 
I dont need closure i need to get closer
Sit in my bed like i cant speak 
The way she talked it felt so bleak
Felt so bleak.............................................................
Sit here with nobody 
Abandon my body
Stomach is on the floor
Never thought it would be like this 
When you look on the inside its so different
Yea Nobody abandon my body
Find my way to your house again

Find my way to your house

New and Live drum meee playing over midi n stuff

Meltawaylikematter- Grey sky

Prod. & vox by me

https://youtu.be/P9bp7eFz7oM?si=QlbpB1JGU55kWUn8

I want to be,
I want to be alive barely,
Holding onto threads barely,
I wanna be dead really,
I can’t feel my legs when I’m off it,
Always seeking death cus I want it,
I want it, 
I want it,
I want it…
I really really want it,
Tryna ride a high whilst I got it,
Found a round pill in my pocket and I popped it,
Fell in love with Valium at 17,
In love with anything that can numb me,
Oxys are a hell of a drug that I love,
And everyone around me says it’s enough,
Oh I don’t really wanna be alive today,
Oh I just really really wanna get high today,
Oh I just popped a pill I found in my pocket,
I just gave my girlfriend something cus I know that she wants it,
Oh stop it,
Oh stop it,
Oh stop it,
Oh stop it,
Oh stop it,
Oh stop please,
I want to be alive barely,
Holding onto threads barely,
I wanna be dead really,
I can’t feel my legs when I’m off it,
Always seeking death cus I want it,
I want it, 
Oh I want it,
Tryna ride a high whilst I got it,
Found a random pill in my pocket and I popped it,
I want to be alive barely,
I want to be alive barely,
I just wanna get high tonight,
I just wanna get high I cried,
Found a random pill in my pocket and I popped it,
Stop it.

Alive barely

mixed by @remycechovic
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TRACKLIST:
Elusin - Heart Locket (Remy Cechovic Remix)
TOBAXXO - The Love Song
Duster - Untitled 2
SALEM - You Don't Have to Be Pretty Anymore
Julia Forever - MAIDEN
Julia Brown - The Body Descends
Grouper - Living Room
Weak Shit - Coda
Black Moth Super Rainbow - Leafhead
Melaina Kol - Sleevs
Lots of Hands - Bitch
Vashti Bunyan - Across the Water
jackapplepeople - 叫天天不应
7038634367 - Square Heart
Chandler Lucy - Fake the Books
Allegheny White Fish - Enough to Calm You Down

Remy Cechovic - I'm not vaguely nodding at you, I am screaming out at you for help

produced by eera and cranes
video. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3HoCroKUeV4&ab_channel=LazyTown

i know you feel some shit dont be afraid to say that
just say that how could you ever want to debate that
disassociated while im in a tesla
we 2posi we 2 pure when you with us
sleep like a plank with my face down
yea you know im flowing through each moment cause its right now
tell yourself nobody cares and work harder
gotta do shit for yourself now thats called working smarter
bouquet with the prada must ball harder
i just wanna sing like la la la la 
you got shit mana ion wanna hear na na na
im australian im a sick cunt blah blah blah blah
feel the passion its burning
from hate to love its turning 
to hot to lit furnace nd im feeling my self so ima run this
stepping outside in the morning i hear the birds chirp
gotta hit the sauna and sip bone broth to prevent hurt
im with eera if you know you know the lore
how could you hate on something so pure (adlay)
ball hard just get on my level
dont fight it just feel it beyond mental
and i'd have to be a sucker to settle
im swerving lanes my foot down on the peddle
you cant have everything at once count your blessings
be present to you get the message
im nodding out on the train in the carriage
middle path always trynna find the balance

say that.         #cottage

CHief Keef-"Girls"(leak) Bootleg remix webcam

The Plan ###𝔻ᵒภᵗ𝔩Ẹ𝐀ᵛＥ#̷̢̰̰̯̩͑͑́̃̀̔̌͑̚#̴͖̦̻̱̜̗͚̈́̈́̉̈́͋̊̔́̇͘6̷̛͓̱͚͐̐́̍͑ (god's plan)

today, today, today
back inside the grave,
the coldest embrace,

i swear that im ok,
never one to take,
just one day onto,
forever

- 
A cry for help. A fleeting fit of power.

Written/Recorded 2020-21
Artwork : https://www.instagram.com/sydneycrysell/

Today

@bodywaltz the master of manipulating minimalism in so many different ways - thank you for blessing our song

flailing wings dont drown,
follow me down, rotting verses

disperse the feeling,
the illness, the reason
im bleeding through prettier pictures,

rope upon my ankle, beautifully still,
a spirit amongst the ocean i still feel ill

leave me there
leave me scared

down, down, im beautifully still
down, down, im beautifully ill
down, down, where the light wont reach
down, down, to the coldest heat

wont you risk it, come down with me
forever more, where the light wont reach

- 
A cry for help. A fleeting fit of power.

Written/Recorded 2020-21
Artwork : https://www.instagram.com/sydneycrysell/

Beautifully Still (+ BodyWaltz)

a tall tall tale to live thru me
this fiendish drive, to feel complete
unrelenting want, for things i cannot be

self actualize
spittin in dead eyes
self actualize
spittin in dead eyes

dont end this dream  - falling
hold me from the capture
now im under sheets under cover 



- 
A cry for help. A roar of power.

Written/Recorded 2020-21
Artwork : https://www.instagram.com/sydneycrysell/

Falling

it came again
freeing hands,
theres
more to break i
know

stale carcass, from skin to
blossom, its only a dream,

ill go back to sleep
lifeless nothing, i
writhe within bedsheets

theres
more to break i
know

lock the boy into the dark

no hurt, no feeling
lifeless, cold

talk me out of that place,

grey field, the flowers grow,
inside my fraile bones
leave you, a shadow
trying to, hold onto a ghost

i know, i know
its so so cold
maybe the water will clean out my eyes

lifeless eyes,
lifeless smile,
paradise

lifeless eyes,
theres more to break i
know

lifeless smile,
theres more to break i
know

- 
A cry for help. A fleeting fit of power.

Written/Recorded 2020-21
Artwork : https://www.instagram.com/sydneycrysell/

"the fool " @thefo0l
i crawl out of the hole,
i was fucked unto.

Beautifully Still (+ BodyWaltz)

crimson chaos (aka. Wounder)

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