dude i liked this song but i just realized how much it FUCKS

happy new year, the panning is so fucked, and i can't make this shit sound right.

hard drugs spilled on the bathroom floor
won't call me back bc i called her a whore
i punched a hole thru her bedroom door
saw her fucking a dude born in 1984

she's such a feminist
she's such a callous bitch
she's got her club drug fix
four to the floor mix preset playlist
ur liberation is so fucking mainstream
i wanna scream
maybe i'll kill the prom queen

goin thru the motions
can't feel my own emotions

my life's a parody of a tragedy
a classic comedy w/o the part that's funny
my life's embarrassing
it's fucking harrowing
it's not a name or meme
i'm dead ass this cringey

she's not into u!

going thru the motions

my life fucking sucks
im never good enough
i don't know what to do
i always fucking lose
don't wanna play these games
it's motherfucking lame
i don't know what to do
i don't know what to

waste all my life away cause i don't even care at all
waste all my fucking time cause i don't have hair on by balls

im gonna kill myself
this is a cry for help
i wanna fucking die
i couldn't tell you why
i spend all my time
hating my fucking life
i couldn't tell you why
i don't know why

i have aids and im gonna die



so infiltrate my astral plane
help me make my mind erase
all the memories of what we had
i wish it didn’t turn out so bad 

you told me to text you when it snows
but deep down im sure of where i will go
you know that there’s no love 
theres no care and theres no trust
just know im doing this for passion 
not for lust

when you call me i wont reply 
i wont stick around to say goodbyes 
throw my phone into the creek
its not my fault she is haunting me

isekai x ?
 wanna change my life
isekai x ?
wanna run away and hide 

isekai

shotgun in my hands

incelcore over beethoven(collab with wast0idd)

Computer247 (Adew Cover)

Old demo I had but never published because I thought it was bad. 

Woke up at 4, didn’t leave my bed
Saw that you left me left on read
Tried to text back, I changed my mind
Guess I’ll just rot here, guess I'll die

Yeah, I'm trying to move past her
But it's so hard to forget her
Yeah, I swore I’d get it together
But I’m still stuck in last November

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I'm watching the paint peel from the wall
Crying as I wait for your call
Told myself I would start again
But here I am, waiting again

It’s fine, I’m used to it
Always feeling like shit
I'm burnt out in my mind
But I swear that I'm fine

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

Cut Me Instead

shes always at the coffe shop that i like to go to
i wish i could i could sit right down next to her
but i dont know how to
i really wish that i was better
i wish i knew how to talk to girls
cause if i could talk to you then i think we would rule the world

i dont want you to go back home
i wanna sleep next to you
always talk on the phone
i wanna be your man
i wanna be your guy
you could dress in my clothes
i think youd look real fly 

but nothing ever happens for guys like me
so ill run out to my truck
and make you sorry you didnt leave

bow bow
i shoot at the cashier and
bow bow
i shoot at some children
bow bow
i look in to your eyes and fall in love

how to talk to girls

im falling apart
because i dont know know anyone
so dont say my name
just leave me to equilibrium

i feel like a castaway
and im so ashamed
im out of place
im out of place

im a freak far gone
theres no where that i belong
so ill run away
i cant feel without feeling wrong

im a fucking castaway
and im so ashamed
im out of place
im out of place

Out of Place

hazy

1-Many weary years I vainly sought a spring,
One that never would run dry;
Unavailing all that earth to me could bring,
Nothing seemed to satisfy.

	Drinking at the Fountain that
	never runs dry,
	Drinking at the Fountain of life am I;
	Finding joy and pleasure
	In abounding measure,
	I am drinking at the Fountain of life.

2-Through the desert land of sin
I roam no more,
For I find a living Spring,
And my cup of gladness now
is running o'er,
Jesus is my Lord and King.

3-Here is sweet contentment as
the days go by,
Here is holy peace and rest;
Here is consolation as the moments fly,
Here my heart is always blest.

4-Here I find a never ending, sure supply,
While the endless ages roll;
To this healing Fountain I would ever fly,
There to bathe my weary soul.


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Himno 155

1-Una fuente vanamente yo busqué,
Que no se͜ agotara más;
Lo que me͜ ofreció la tierra͜ inútil fue,
Nada me pudo saciar.
 
Bebo de la fuente͜ inagotable͜ hoy,
Bebo de la fuente de la vida yo.
Hallo en gran medida
Gozo y͜ alegría,
De la fuente de la vida bebo yo.

2-Por desierto de pecado ya no voy,
Manantial vivo͜ encontré;
Y mi copa de͜ alegría llena͜ está,
Cristo͜ es mi Señor y Rey.

3-Siempre͜ encuentro͜ aquí descanso y solaz,
Con grande satisfacción;
Al volar los días, hay consuelo͜ y paz,
Bendito͜ es mi corazón.

4-Tengo͜ aquí seguro un suplir sin fin,
Por toda la͜ eternidad;
A͜ esta fuente sanadora͜ acudiré,
Mi͜ alma cansada͜ a lavar.


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