Reoccurring Thoughts

skeet

good stuff

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BCOS U WILL NEVER B FREE
a bedroom album by Rex

all songs written by Alex O'Connor
(not including 'cape fear' written & performed by Cosmo Pyke)

recording and production by Gianluca Bottoni
mixed and mastered by Oscar Boyd-Palmer
cover image by Clint Frift


Belly (The Grass Stains)

Apple Music :)

sailor moon

white tee w/ yung bruh (prod. nedarb)

YUNG BRATZ

A cover of one of my absolute favorite songs by one of my favorite artists. all instrumentals and vocals done my me! (:

Melting (Cover)

FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER

everything is boring (prod. frander)

Lava Lamp

Dontmakemefallinlove

Take a step back with added tracks and reverb

Drown in Designer

TAKE A STEP BACK (lit version) ft. XXXTENTACION - Ski Mask the slump god

crisaunt - sadboy

cigarettes

"you wanna know what's sad? you can give everything you have to a person. you can be perfect for that person. you can be everything they've ever wanted and you can do everything perfectly and it still wouldn't be enough. because nothing's ever enough and everyone sucks."

i'm sad

lilbootycall - She Devil

I get bored of music sometimes because everybody else sucks!

A GHETTO CHRISTMAS CAROL Prod. RONNY J

UP LIKE AN INSOMNIAC (Freestyle)Prod. xxxtentacion & RONNY J!

Red Light! Prod. RONNY J!

STREAM

COMETHAZINE x UGLY GOD - LET IT EAT (PROD. RONNY J)

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO

Walk

Sick Shit

"the way we used to love." coming this winter. . . my next album is on its way.

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LYRICS

i'm always so alone
even when surrounded 
by people that i know

i'm always so astounded
by my ability to ruin everything
losing friends and starting fires
everyone thinks i'm a liar

i always stay at home
cause i'm not good in public
i sit here on my phone

i'm always disappointed 
i watch them live their lives
i wish that i were happy
victim of my generation
time machines can not erase it

who am i supposed to be?
when will i be complete?
when will they be proud of me?
it's getting harder to see

slit my wrists, bloody fists
questioning why i exist

pain persists, evil gifts
fucking up my life to shit

i'm worthless, i'm worthless
i'm worthless, slit my wrists until i bleed out

i try to stay strong
no matter what i do,
i'm always in the wrong

it never gets easier,
but maybe that's the point
it's part of growing up
messing up and learning from it
that's just life, it's necessary

clinging to hope
what else is there to live for?
got nowhere to go
what else is pain good for?

i am confident that your life has purpose
it's okay, you will get through it
don't give up cause someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that i need you

worthless

lyrics:
arizona tea, wit' my weed
smokin heavy wit' my girl cause that's all i really need
she proceed, suckin me, get my nut and then i leave
said she love me, i dont listen cause that shit i cant believe

sorry baby, thats just how it go
tryna count up all this money, hit the road and go to shows 
you just like the rest, yeah you just a pretty face
smokin' makin music gimme time and gimme fuckin space

i aint bein rude, i just do shit on my own
im climbin up the ladders, and im stayin in my zone
im tryna get known, like my name is al capone
and dont you get an attitude when you hit up my phone

i dont fuck with love man, that shits to stressful
i would rather count up all this money be successful
juice said it best man these bitches be the devil 
i dont like to cuff i got too much potential

❀ arizona tea ❀