Best of sendflowrs

prod: aspect

(so cold, so cold,
so cold so cold so cold, 
yeah so cold, so cold)

the weddings ruined 
she's all alone
pin me down
wipe ur nose
raise a glass
make a toast
hate myself
how'd u know?
come back to my place
I promise its warm
but I cant let her parents see me
red marks on my face
my jacket is worn
bloody hands and she won't stop screaming

and I promise
everything will be okay. 
if you promise
you'll hold on til Saturday 
cus the weekend fixes everything 
and I know theres not much love to bring
to you
but ill still bring it every morning with my hands up,
get off my page u fuckin bitch go get ur bands up 
I heard she bleached all of her hair got a new man, fuck
ima lose my shit and break his legs so he cant stand up

guess I've been here before,
I've hit rock bottom, hate the taste of the floor
guess I've been here before, 
hit rock bottom im the one you ignore 
x2

stormcloak (aspect)

produced by @jolst
mixed and mastered by me 

i’m not trying to offend you,
baby i never intend to 
kiss your hands backstage at the venue 
yea
cus i just don’t care where we are 
i i get butterflies every time you walk into the bedroom 

pretty eyes, you’re a 10 too, 
put cyanide on every flower that i send you,
i’ve never felt this way before,
now i’m sleeping on the floor 
rock bottom i’ll descend to 

so i’ll spend a couple racks on some clothes
it makes me feel better so i’ll stay here alone 
stare up at the ceiling, wonder what you’re doing now girl 
stare out of the window cus it’s still the same moon 

& i shoulda crashed that car, not made it home
cus i’m walking on glass, i i can feel it getting cold 
stare up at the ceiling wonder what you’re doing now girl... 
then stare out of the window cus it’s still the same moon 

where you off babe?
where u running to?
think u need to wake up it’s right in front of you yea
it’s disgusting
it’s uncomfortable 
i just need to smoke a blunt stop me running loose yea x2

head/shot!
WOO
zealot. 

[halo 1 speech]

head/shot (jolst)

I was @ ya front door knocking like shiiit
@sendflowrs
@bi0wrld
@xmichealwarren

u can forget me now ft. sendflowrs

produced by @jolst

featuring @sendflowrs

stuffed ft. sendflowrs (jolst)

it looks like they gave the underdog the upper hand
i know i talk kinda fast so i hope u understand 
i been pourin out my heart as i write with this pencil
start another page wipe my eyes and try again 

and i know that we’re just talking but it feels like more than friends 
we could walk through the woods while i’m holding on your hand 
i been callin every night but you still don’t seem to answer lose my fuckin mind, smoke a blunt and call again 

call again but you don’t reply
i been pacing round my room i’m bout to lose my mind 
i just wanna hear your voice even if it’s goodbye 
i just wanna talk babe i don’t wanna fight

oh why,guess it’s my time 
pass out on the floor i’ll stay there the whole night 
oh my pretty in white
only in my dreams do i get to call you mine

only in my dreams do i get to call you mine
so i wake up in the morning pretend everything is fine
red flags everywhere but i’m been feeling colorblind
you can break my heart later but for now let’s unwind
i get my soul intertwined, heartbreak when we part ways
pray i get well soon just like the text on the card say
you’re the only one i wanna call on a hard day
love you but i know that this can only end in heartache

it looks like they gave the underdog the upper hand
i know i talk kinda fast so i hope u understand 
i been pourin out my heart as i write with this pencil
start another page wipe my eyes and try again 

and i know that we’re just talking but it feels like more than friends 
we could walk through the woods while i’m holding on your hand 
i been callin every night but you still don’t seem to answer lose my fuckin mind, smoke a blunt and call again

underdog (w sendflowrs) [back2thapast x sean96]

produced by: @prodneverforever

lyrics, mixing and mastering done by me 

and my eyes 
they burn white
where u been
all this time, i
i’m lonely
on white wine 
u won’t win
this time, i 
i won’t leave
and that’s fine 
and codeine leaks 
from my eyes, i
won’t breathe 
not this time, 
so get up
and don’t cry, boy
x2

burnwhite.

track 3 
n i’ve never felt as low as this
when u told me that u hate me
i died a bit 
now the sun feels so cold on my skin 
and nothing tastes the same, again, you win

 
yea and i cry every night when i go to sleep
i don’t wanna fight anymore please just bury me 
you’re the one i like
despite what u said to me 
i’m high as a kite 
off this mud
keep on tellin me 
that i should get help 
but u never been a friend 
so please don’t sit and cry
fake tears on my bed 
u the one that tried to help me til the end
why the fuck i need a therapist when i got u instead?

*inhale*
*exhale*
it’s as easy as that
*inhale*
*exhale*

just breathe it’s as easy at that 
as easy as that 
so i just breathe when this bitch get me mad
grayfox the king i be here til i’m dead 
had a slow year think my shit about to fall off
but i’m still here with this blood on my hands
shoutout to tropic, as easy as that
shoutout to loveless, as easy as that 
run thru the street when i’m off of my meds
but i’ll still be right here while these boys follow trends
3 playlists 1 week i’m scheming again 
people can hate but ain’t bled what i bled 
i’ve seen the fall when ur stood on the edge cus i’ve seen my own mum in a hospital bed
i’m way too high so go argue with them
got my whole life in the palm of my hands
make a no hook and then go right to bed
and u can sendflowrs when im laid to rest

just breathe, it’s as easy as that (mackk)

track 1 
produced by: @remghost & @riphomesick

and i’m lost in the fog
i think i need a way out
popped another 30 think i need a lie down
she’s a 
princess got my blood on her crown 
many men she changed
but it’s my turn now 
so i
text her 
say “baby come round, 
we can drive all night,
we can see the sundown” 
and ur 
a ghost girl
u jus need a white gown
and i’m a cliche, u so perfect, how? 

n ur talking to me
but what are u saying? 
it’s nothing to me 
and she jus be prayin 
i die in my sleep
she so she can likes and just be done with me 
no sympathy 
and she laughs when she weeps
shawty so crazy 
but pretty to me 
romance? oh god that’s so silly to me
i hope u choke on those souls that u keep
under lock and key

i don’t wanna be free
she pulls the strings 
she controls when i breathe 
she holds the knife 
she controls when i bleed 
lost in the fog 
and i’m never gon leave
never gon leave 

and i’m lost in the fog
i think i need a way out
popped another 30 think i need a lie down
she’s a 
princess got my blood on her crown 
many men she changed
but it’s my turn now 
so i
text her 
say “baby come round, 
we can drive all night,
we can see the sundown” 
and ur 
a ghost girl
u jus need a white gown
and i’m a cliche, u so perfect, how?

lost in the fog (homesick x remghost)

produced by: jolst + homesick 
vocals, mixing & mastering by me 

lyrics: 


felt the whole room change when she stepped in
she got fire in her blood she electric
he would kill for her if she would let him 
but she holds his hand tight to prevent it “whered u stay? whered u go? whered u check in?”
it’s a little bit too much
but he expects it 
and it’s more than his face shes obsessed with
she wants his blood
oh i bet tastes expensive 

and in the moonlight of his death
she’ll lay her hands upon her chest and rest
for a while
until this city summons her again,
look down at this place and she can’t help
but crack a smile 
she collects and carries souls from these men
those pretty words she says fu-fu- fuck with my head 
a soft spoken queen til he lays in her bed 
in the morning 
and when it’s time my love will you please heed me with a warning 

and these doors are locked shut, so just bleed
she can’t see anything 
through her mask full of greed
just breathe
bury me 
in the leaves 
by the trees
curse the lips that got me here 
and she ice, so i freeze 
shes a spirit; baby turn my skin white promise i wont leave 
everybody want her but don’t want those punctures from her teeth
i thought vampires were stories
eyes turned black, i couldn’t believe 
on this night this wooden floor is the only thing under me 

my eyes open finally to 6 feet 
of mud
throat is dry, and my hands feel numb 
last thing i remember was the slow slow cut 
i can smell the copper on my clothes
i’m covered in blood
so i push, i pray, i cry, i hope that i get out this rut
she laughs, and i can hear her, though it’s muffled and i’m stuck 
she told me “boy you shoulda turned around when i asked u what’s up”
and then she smile, put a dress on, to the next party she struts 

felt the whole room change when she stepped in
she got fire in her blood she electric
he would kill for her if she would let him 
but she holds his hand tight to prevent it “whered u stay? whered u go? whered u check in?”
it’s a little bit too much
but he expects it 
and it’s more than his face shes obsessed with
she wants his blood
oh i bet tastes expensive

souleater (jolst + homesick)

produced by taurs

and it’s cold here
so grab your coat 
don’t say i love you
i know you don’t 
and it’s awkward
cus you’re too nice
and im obsessed 
with those blue eyes 

and i’m besotted 
with your new guy 
it made my heart crack
just like new ice 
how could you do this
i was a fool, i 
just never knew that
you were the cruel type.. 

and my head spins
when we are together 
you never show me love, 
despite that, you’re so special to me 
got ugly eyes, im not the guy you fell for
but i could try my best 
if you give me a chance and don’t leave 

callin, callin callin again
why the fuck are you still stalling?
those texts you left unread 
i can’t avoid the hole, i fall in
fall in to the abyss 
my chest caves in when you call me 
the one that you regret 
i’m so tired of ur shit

and it’s cold here
so bring your coat 
don’t say i love you
i know you don’t 
and it’s awkward
cus you’re too nice
and im obsessed 
with those blue eyes 

and i’m besotted 
with your new guy 
it made my heart crack
just like new ice 
how could you do this
i was a fool, i 
just never knew that
you were the cruel type.. 

you were the cruel type
i know you hate me you didn’t have to say it two times ): 
i can’t stay here anymore
my veins are blue, i
guess i’ll just lay here in the snow and watch the moon rise

ugly eyes (taurs)

prod by caves 


click click 
light up the cannon 
smoke till this pain stop
or i kick the can and 
this blunt heal my wounds
my new shoes from japan 
and, don’t think of her
anymore, i can’t stand it 

i know where you’ve been 
know where you set off 
i know where you get on the bus
and you get off 
she say that i’m crazy 
she don’t know the half of it 
my vision blurry
i don’t know what’s happening

she took my hands
into hers
told me “everything will be okay 
just stay right there”
i got two cuts 
on my face 
she looks scared 
but i promise i would never hurt you
baby i swear … 

you thought you got away,
i’m afraid it’s bad luck 
you just wanna drink alone 
and chill inside the bathtub 
already know she keep a key under the mat, tucked 
hope that you didn’t think that you would get away with that, love .. 
6 months have passed 
since we were matched up 
thought that you could play me, 
block my number and get gassed up 
now i’m climbing up your stairs and i’ve got bad blood
wonder if you’ll recognise my face under this mask, love 

she saw me in the mirror, frozen. 
“don’t try to run baby it’s over
i wrote you everyday for months” 
i was crying as i told her
“now i gotta do something i hate, girl yeah you know i cant control it” 
she tried to scream and shut the door,
but back in pinewood, soul was stolen

“i’ll call the cops” i said “what for” 
i just want a conversation, open up the door 
i see your heart drop on the floor 
if i can’t have you no one can, i couldn’t ask for more 

click click 
light up the cannon 
smoke till this pain stop
or i kick the can and 
this blunt heal my wounds
my new shoes from japan 
and, don’t think of her
anymore, i can’t stand it

bad luck (caves)

hate u ft. sendflowrs (sorrow bringer)

please don’t step on my heart 
i’ve been over and over this
many times before 
please don’t get out my car 
the door opens and you leave 
and then we fall apart 

call my bluff, we play cards 
but she always has the ace 
hiding up her sleeve 
i can’t ever recall
not one moment that she ever 
simply smiled at me 

and those cold eyes make me panic
what do you want 
i can’t manage 
and those bright red lips 
make me vanish
what do you want with me 

stop the crying and the shouting, im sorry 
but maybe you’re better off
i’ll stop the crying if u tell me u want me
i’ll do anything no matter the cost

cus the rain my love hasn’t stopped coming
ever since you were the one i lost
i can’t be here without you, im dying
one kiss will finish me off 

please don’t step on my heart (stop the crying and the shouting i’m sorry)
i’ve been over and over this
many times before (but maybe you’re better off)
please don’t get out my car (i’ll stop the crying if u tell me u want me) 
the door opens and you leave 
and then we fall apart (i’ll do anything no matter the cost)

call my bluff, we play cards (cus the rain my love hasn’t stopped coming) 
but she always has the ace 
hiding up her sleeve (ever since you were the one i lost) 
i can’t ever recall (i can’t be here without you, im dying)
not one moment that she ever 
simply smiled at me (one kiss will finish me off)

banshee (wisssery)

presave: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/sendflowrs/ugly

wanna tear u down 
wanna say ur ugly 
but baby you’re just so above me
i dropped the ball 
pick it up
don’t trust me 
hold my hand tell me that u love me
i get a call 
from my friends 
don’t bug me 
stay inside all day, baby girl don’t call me 
i dropped the ball 
pick it up 
don’t trust me 
when i fall pick me up
don’t drop me 

hop on the train when i see you most 
but i get stopped at the gates, they close
i’d run 30 miles just to see u pose 
hopped off the train fuck it jump on the coach 
the tears that u shed are catastrophic
if put me on a pedestal i’ll jump off it 
any style any colour baby girl u rock it 
curly ur hair and ur red lip gloss 
jusfucks up my head 
go to speak i choke,
thought she loved me what a fuckin joke !
if you ever call me now
i’ll just block it
put down your guns 
and go home with nothin 

wanna tear u down 
wanna say ur ugly 
but baby you’re just so above me
i dropped the ball 
pick it up
don’t trust me 
hold my hand tell me that u love me
i get a call 
from my friends 
don’t bug me 
stay inside all day, baby girl don’t call me 
i dropped the ball 
pick it up 
don’t trust me 
when i fall pick me up
don’t drop me

#ugly (xtasane)

featuring my dawg @homesick

[@sendflowrs:]
whats on ur mind?
whenever u talk
whenever u talk to me
cant help but lie
ur just a jester
laugh and smile at me
jus while i die
n my brain so fucked up
prozac helps me sleep
but i still cry 
whenever a memory comes to me i weep

i think my time is nigh
just let me out to dry
think ill pour another cup
or maybe roll n jus get high
n i been feelin hella fuzzy
u dont love me
need to lie
n i been screamin till my throat is sore
cant even say goodbye

[@homesick:]
say goodbye, goodbye
send me off n shut the lights off
i can't expect you to live with this
no i won't spell it out for you
it's all wrong
i can't try to replace this
but i can keep my distance
let the memories keep me jaded
take what you want, i'm reapin the product
i'm serving sets of the shit i got wrong
n shit i cant talk, what i never wanted            
back to that spot it's so cold there
im a shadow with a blank stare
old coat with that old tear
i got a new spot with some old fears

[@sendflowrs:]
whats on ur mind?
whenever u talk
whenever u talk to me
cant help but lie
ur just a jester
laugh and smile at me
jus while i die
n my brain so fucked up
prozac helps me sleep
but i still cry 
whenever a memory comes to me i weep

i think my time is nigh
just let me out to dry
think ill pour another cup
or maybe roll n jus get high
n i been feelin hella fuzzy
u dont love me
need to lie
n i been screamin till my throat is sore
cant even say goodbye

liar w/ homesick (addyexo)

where did you go
cus you’ve been runnin 
you’ve been runnin from me 
and you’ve been runnin 
you’ve been running from me 

i’m from the city of the foxes
i been tryna set trends 
but i won’t ever sell a soul 
not mine or any of my friends 
n i been stickin to the pavement 
don’t forget what you said
“everybody has their price” 
but mine just never made sense 

but now i’m finally paid
so i guess i’ll make do
with all the finer things 
but my hands are too cold
n i cant feel a thing, nah 
i didn’t hear a thing  
when the fire came but
we all got our payment 

so i guess i’m cooked 
n i’ve been down for too long
finally gettin up 
startin to feel like player 1
i grab my gun and look 
upon this battlefield i lost 
so baby wish me luck
my baby wish me

when this war is finally done 
yea ill come make u blush and baby wtf 
i’ve never been good with words
is gratitude enough? 
is gratitude enough?
but it never is 

so i’ll just sit here on my own and pour this medicine
i drop blue pills in sugar free i’m smokin kerosene 
i should’ve never been so dumb to fuckin let you in
sorry for my temperament 

i’m from the city of the foxes
i been tryna set trends 
but i won’t ever sell a soul 
not mine or any of my friends 
n i been stickin to the pavement 
don’t forget what you said
“everybody has their price” 
but mine just never made sense 

but now i’m finally paid
so i guess i’ll make do
with all the finer things 
but my hands are too cold
n i cant feel a thing, nah 
i didn’t hear a thing  
when the fire came but
we all got our payment

kerosene (sustain)

rest in peace to everybody i love you all 

i’ve finally had enough 
baby won’t you grab your coat
and go home 

if you’re not happy, stop
baby just take the jump
or you’ll never know 

“and oh he’s such a cunt”
well if that’s the case
then why’d you stay for? 

and she loves him so much
she gets on with his mom
yea they still talk 

and i promise i’m tryin my love can u see it
“i swear to god that ima make it this year”
but this music it comes and it goes like the feelin
of missing somebody you want but can’t see em
when i’m in the zone think i’m one of the meanest
4 years in this game, im still new, ima realist 
i been sippin for years 25 i’m still geekin
think it’s time to grow up, i wrap up the bleeding
i’m skating to work fuck your friends ima kill em
still feelin 18, pick these pills up n spin em 
i miss my friend collins he couldn’t stay here
so he took his own life, hug your friends when you see em 
shoutout to nickisgonenow, rest in peace 
shoutout to jd, pvscale, joe and sleep
we still here please try remember the key
i got family and friends yea what more do i need 

so stop right there
lay your head here 
on my chest 

and i’d jump 
i swear 
if you want it 
giveth you my best 

and i’m fucked
i pray
that god looks down with pity
on my head 

so just go
i’ll be okay :( 
just give me a year
before we talk again

i’ve finally had enough 
baby won’t you grab your coat
and go home 

if you’re not happy, stop
baby just take the jump
or you’ll never know 

“and oh he’s such a cunt”
well if that’s the case
then why’d you stay for? 

and she loves him so much
she gets on with his mom
yea they still talk

a song for the angels (branwen + nevrfall)

switch it up 
you always say same the shit
and it’s boring 

and i 
think it’s love 
or is it simply just this feelin i’m ignoring

pick me up
i’ve been down
on this floor
i’m probably better off here

and it’s enough 
a simple text from somebody 
i feel better off 

i see red, i see red 
i see cops here 
kicked out the party
i’m the only one that’s lost here
calling u again and again 
ur just toxic 
leave me on read
once again, sleep on concrete

and i’ve been down before
but this is just a whole another level and

i feel rough 
i’ll miss your dog
i guess i’ll see u on the stairway to heaven 

and i guess that’s how it goes (it goes)
when you’re 25 years old (years old) 
and i don’t mind sharing 
i feel dead it’s the weed n these drugs that i’m dependent on 
x2

switch it up 
you always say same the shit
and it’s boring 

and i 
think it’s love 
or is it simply just this feelin i’m ignoring

pick me up
i’ve been down
on this floor
i’m probably better off here

and it’s enough 
a simple text from somebody 
i feel better off

watching sam sulek wbu (branwen + nevrfall)

i needa go to work my girl if u hear me now 
i’ll be back at 6
make u food if u want it 
woke up in a good mood 
but shortly after lost it 
this table and this screen 
keep me in like a coffin 
at my 9-5 way too high to be conscious 
broke another streak
i feel bad for my sponsors
need to put this bottle down
head spinnin like a comet
2 litre sprite
pinewood then cherry drop it 

like run your diagnostics 
on my friends 
anythin u want girl
i’ll buy it 
can’t afford a prada bag
so i rolled this 10 
will u hold me down when i get indicted
pass the gas to my homie only smoke fire
hold the knife in my hand and i get excited 
pass the gas to my baby yea she light it
she put flowers on the grave that i’m inside inside in

and it’s like lately
idk, i can’t explain 
i been - 
ugh

i mean, like lately,
i been low once again 
i feel like things are starting to fall into place
then they slip and i drop them 
they smash like a vase
always just a fuck up 
yea i cannot explain
why do i always think people want me this way
then they cut and they stitch n they try change my shape
i pop pills n im lazy 
the fuck can i say
either take me 
or leave me 
stop playing this game 
i’m a person i deserve to be loved and- 

tf am i sayin 
just pass me a 30 n get out my way 
i’ve gone cold through these years that you’ve shredded my brain 
what’s a life without fighting 
feel fuckin insane
did you see how he fell when i hit him again 
i got blood on my hands wash it off in the rain
i can’t make a fist or hold my phone a few days 
but i promise that pussy won’t try it again
all i need in this life is some weed and a pen

i’ll be back at six (nevrfall)

<3 eyes
beat by: @caps.ctrl (insta)
artwork by: @megantiax (insta)

lyrics:
i got heart eyes, 
she got cold lies,
she gonna bury me,
drunk at the cherry tree, already told guys
that she wanna die yeah, only in the night time,
told me she'll kill me only when the times right 
x2

but i dont wanna die yet, 
no, i dont wanna die yet,
ive been smokin all morning, i aint feelin high yet
spend 60 pound, pour a 4 in my sprite, but i dont wanna fly yet
too many people in this club, cant see where the line ends

cant see where the line ends,
dont agree with my mindset, 
i might chase this whiskey with a side of bleach, but i dont wanna die yet
just tryna feel some fuckin pain, and i dont wanna cry yet
stab me in the heart for the 15th time then run off hiding

thats you, my boo, why did you do this to me?
i've been screaming in my room, "why'd you do this to me?"
and then you told me that you loved me, that was news to me
but you were lying anyway, straight through your teeth

now im done, heart eyes, and you left me cold
no fun, your eyes, the stories they have told
about me crying in the freezing cold, 
the weekend passes, man im getting old
x2

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