Pretty To Me [p. IOF]

ded nintendogs (p. crona)

prod @leoxxe

coming out of my cave
and “i been doing just fine”
baby i been so be down 
want to forget it all
it started out with a text
and now it’s all just a mess
it was only a text 
it was only a text...
n now i’m falling asleep 
with someone i don’t know
and now yur taking a hit
of a blunt that he rolled
do yu lay with him in bed?
the way yu laid up with me?
can’t get these thoughts out my head
i think i need some rest now

he takes off yur dress now
let me go
i just can’t keep my sanity
i’m losing control

jealousy, 
yu just want the death of me
all my problems multiplied
butterfly for suicide
but it’s just the price i pay
hurting yu was hurting me
treat me bad don’t treat me right
yu were my brightside

my brightside [prod. leoxxe]

prod/mix/master by: @cody_benjamin
 
SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/6hIj8JXnnA8fAP9mQLp6wv?si=fa402d32f0a8437d 

*Lyrics*

And I just don't get how you
Are able to walk away 
Like you don't feel anything
I just don't get it 
Probably never get it
So ill sit alone in my room and let it vanish
And I got no time to fuck around with all this
Drank to much and now im fucking (nauseous)

Said so what 
I just a fuck up 
Im done 
Trying to show up
Rip out my heart you could keep it
Do you really need another reason

To let go 
Of my skin and bones
You been keeping me up while im trying to sleep 
Got your voice in my head and it plays on repeat
And I tried so hard
Just to hold my tongue
And the things that you say yeah they shred me to pieces
You know how to get too me using my weakness

HEY
Guess its time to figure it out
Life is different now
Haven't see you around
Glad now that I know
That i'm taken for granted and im taken for jokes
And its just as bad when you're climbing the rope
But when you call my phone I won't pick it up 
So how does it feel right now
Don't listen, why do you talk so loud?

Said so what 
I just a fuck up 
Im done 
Trying to show up
Rip out my heart you could keep it
Do you really need another reason

To let go 
Of my skin and bones
You been keeping me up while im trying to sleep 
Got your voice in my head and it plays on repeat
And I tried so hard
Just to hold my tongue
And the things that you say yeah they shred me to pieces
You know how to get too me using my weakness

Fuck up (codybenjamin)

self prod (loop by jolst)

(lyrics)
Fuck all that, id kill myself
before i asked you for your help
its hard to admit but the world seems bleak 
i struggle to find colors even in my sleep
i hardly dream smoke too much weed
hopefully im fine by this time next week
i been strugglin could really use a hand
but its my fault i lost my friends 
x2

but i wont admit it
just give me another dose
and while im at it
i knew that it was close
to nothin, what you expected of me
but somehow i still fucked up everything
but now i must go and my only hope 
is that you'll be fine living life on your own

i'll write you a song in my suicide note
walk out the house with just my clothes
its not my fault i swear i didnt know
id break my legs and have to move on

its not what it seems
baby i been losing sleep

losing sleep

prod. sor

lyrics:
brace yourself
there's a lot of bumps
in the road
pebbles getting in my shoes
wonder why it hurts to walk
it's the only fight to lose
i hope that that's good enough
strange
just about everything
only make sense when I'm made
if you were in my shoes
it would make sense to you
i just don't know when to go
send out my persona first
i just feel so fraudulent 
wonder if I'll ever learn

how to be normal for once
I'm so fried I keep putting shit in my lungs
and I know it's probably not the best for me but
it's a symphony that I created from nothing
and I'm so proud 
even if it'd take all of my energy
won't slow down
wonder if anybody wanna sign me
yea I'm just tryna get some fucking money
they all want something from me anyway
I don't even know anything
back to it all
please don't give up on me
I'm trying my best

stupid (sor)

prod. @pekarot_161

suddenly the light inside your eyes started to dim
terrified of knowing all too well what happens next

hear the buzzing of fluorescence
the thoughts avalanche and cover all the silence
the place where cuts and bruises are mended
let me use these final moments here with you as leverage
to sway away the reaper
begging and pleading to please let us keep them
but like a statue and stone face
carried those parts of me into a new fate

I miss you waiting for you but you're one with the clouds
see you soon we'll be reunited when i'm in the ground

hear the buzzing of fluorescence
the thoughts avalanche and cover all the silence
the place where cuts and bruises are mended
let me use these final moments here with you as leverage
to sway away the reaper
begging and pleading to please let us keep them
but like a statue and stone face
carried those parts of me into a new fate

leverage

Hypnotized

mixed & mastered by: josh morin 
happy valentines day 💔

GLUE FT. BRAY COSTELLO, JOSH MORiN + DRA FONCÉ

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