[Chorus]
Getting so bored, it's the same every day
I just cant watch while it falls into place
trapped in my mind while my body decays
Said, "I switched up", why the fuck would I change?
Getting so bored, it's the same every day
I just cant watch while it falls into place
trapped in my mind while my body decays
Said, "I switched up", why the fuck would I change?

[Verse]
I know I'm not perfect
I didn't deserve this
the purpose you gave me has all been forgot

You act in reaction
surprised when it happened
The passion that was. it was all just a front

You're not the same person
who took all my burdens
turning and twisting them all into dust

Your holding the matches that led to these ashes
the gas in your actions, a knife to the gut

[Chorus]
Getting so bored, it's the same every day
I just cant watch while it falls into place
trapped in my mind while my body decays
Said, "I switched up", why the fuck would I change?
Getting so bored, it's the same every day
i just can't watch while it falls into place
trapped in my mind while my body decays
Said, "I switched up", why the fuck would I change?

Decay (prod. Cobalt)

lyrics

i scratch
at the cellar walls
i attack
at the end it all-
i mask
what i thought was wrong
i promise u im trying im just fucking up
dont u try to leave me i will kill us both
meet me in the middle i will see u dont
everytime i die i wake up in a world
that i dont recognize but its fair enough 

take my heart and teach me how to love
take my sight and lead me to the doves
beat me in im desperate for a hug 
leave me dead i swear i try to trust

talk me down
i know im acting dumb
break me in
and drain me of my blood
take me out
i do this how i must
bring me up
before i start to rust

i scratch
at the cellar walls
i attack
at the end it all-
i mask
what i thought was wrong
i promise u im trying im just fucking up
dont u try to leave me i will kill us both
meet me in the middle i will see u dont
everytime i die i wake up in a world
that i dont recognize but its fair enough 

broken bones and disembodied voices guide me to safety

lyrics:

i know who u are
can u see my scars?
is it a maybe?
ur driving me crazy
i wear sweaters and hoodies
to cover my scars
oh my gosh i’m lazy
i don’t give a fuck
oh and i’m trapped in ur backseat trying to get out
why would u trap me
i won’t leave
oh u messed up
u won’t get apology
trapped in my own thoughts
i’m anxious and it’s tiring
u rlly fucked up
now you’ll see a part of me
i keep him locked up
and now he’s unleashed
i wear sweaters and hoodies to cover my scars x2
 
u don’t care about me
i’m left in the dark
all my thoughts surrounding 
i’m left here to rot
all my friends are playing, toying with my heart
don’t care if it’s a joke, u took it too far

do i ever lie and say ur not the one
no i don’t, i always say that ur the one for me
i’m in my own head, i’m crying
yea i swear it’s blasphemy 
don’t try to pat me on my shoulder
yea ur the enemy
u cannot tell me that it’s over
yea ur a fucking beast 
u don’t care about my feelings, u don’t care about me
i’m a new man, i’m not the same from 23
u think it’s funny when u lie to my face and then u cheat like

sweaters & hoodies (p. nevrfall)

lyrics


i just sealed my own death
time to turn back
i cant live inside your head
im just left out but im blessed
i cannot die
but i get close when on these meds

im on my own now
oh i know
its ok love, ill see it thru
i cant be left inside the snow
i must push thru now all alone

take it back
take in what u said now
want it bad
but i dont want it near enough 
on attack
i cant change
my soul is firm
what u lack
vs what i know u need from me

this my final departure 
ill see u gain soon
i take back my words
but leave what i knew
i live inbetween heaven and hell
but when i return
ill come back for myself

i will see it through

Shout out AutumnIsEnding for letting me cover their amazing song Farmers Market. I hope yall like my adaptation!

Farmers Market (AutumnIsEnding Cover prod. King Theta)

Hokkaido @Kenzee

theres too many silhouettes to tell apart
faceless figures lurk inside the voided dark
left a mother sore left a father lost
just a stillborn without a beating heart

pure bred hatred nothin but agony
tell us that we need peace look at the irony
bloods been shed as far as the eye can see
we cant breathe when they take all and leave us to

our own amends
i wont play pretend
anymore make it end
what if youre not a friend
you can take what you want
cuz im already dead
and i dont wanna front
so

im a mess without a purpose
im so fucking worthless
dont you ever fall for me i never could deserve it
you might get deserted
hope i made you nervous
please just stay away from everything that i reverted

pure bred hatred nothin but agony
tell us that we need peace look at the irony
bloods been shed as far as the eye can see
we cant breathe when they take all and leave us to

rot inside this mess of a world
take a look and find what youve never been told about
somewhere deep inside you theres a part of you thats holding out
please embrace the fact or itll haunt you til ur coming down

silhouettes

silhouettes (tothegood)

#undergroundrap #undergroundartist #summrs #kankan #autumn #leak #unreleased #grail #rap #newmusic #destroylonely #dsavage #yeat #muslim

Lady Gaga (prod cyrsdvrs)

SEE ME NOW ?

Lyrics:
an honestly, 
hope the drugs really take me, imma mess dont need strength 
to another degree, wearing thin on my personality, kno the real ones hate me, no ones fckin wit me
days pass i cant breathe, feelings fade im misplaced outcast still unseen
imma mess she dont love me, an i still feel nothing
 
imma mess hope they kno whats evident
kno in the end keep an act like i was somethin 
im so tired of these games 
feel strung out, all the mess, cant find a place 
demons talkin, still cant find my space in my head 
maybe one day i can end this pain 
take my own life jus to gain some faith 
still hopeful that ill 
end all my suffering
shut my mouth knowing im a nuncense 
no one bother with consecquential nonsense 
im jus tired need to rest my eyelids

an honestly, 
hope the drugs really take me, dont need strength

Crushed Up Remedies

featuring: @jmtly & @bmurphxo
produced by: @prodbysilo

lyrics;

[SENDFLOWRS]

left me in the dark yeah, why? i gotta know,
i don’t really think that i wanna be alone,
yeah, back to black, back pain on the road,
had a heart attack, black rain in my soul
x2

[JMTLY]

ooh baby,
yeah you talkin to me,
yeah you sending all the pictures but they ain’t to me,
now i don’t know where to go,
cus it’s three weeks in a row i been on the road,
so i hit that,
yeah i hit that,
now you’re sending naked pictures tryna snap back,
but i know,
when i go,
lil crazy ass hoe you gotta go back home,
to the one, that you left,
to the one, that said,
i wasn’t the one for you,
but you didn’t have to leave me like you did

[FLOWRS]

left me in the dark yeah, why? i gotta know,
i don’t really think that i wanna be alone,
yeah, back to black, back pain on the road,
had a heart attack, black rain in my soul
x2

[BMURPH]

I think it’s time that i leave you alone,
yea,
i think it’s time that i find my way home,
so do not call my phone in the middle of the night,
i know that i will be alright,
we were so tight,
then we split apart,
now it’s all over without you i’m not sober,

ooooooohhhhhh,
yea u tore my apart, left me in the dark
yea u tore my apart left me in the dark

[SENDFLOWRS]

left me in the dark yeah, why? i gotta know,
i don’t really think that i wanna be alone,
yeah, back to black, back pain on the road,
had a heart attack, black rain in my soul
x2

Decay (prod. Cobalt)

Crona