I still think of you (Jazz Version)

Just a Lost Boy Suffering In Pain, Hurting Myself Instead Of Others

“Because it's my life, if I give up now, I'd feel sorry for myself." ~KM

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Death is a very hard concept. The dark is a very scary and lonely place, but I've found that no matter what i do, I will always end up in the dark alone. I've decided just to accept the fact that i belong here and that this is all there is for me. I will make friends with the dark and demons that i have to deal with and get past my fear of being dark and alone. Being alone is the safest way to live. If everyone were be by themselves and stop bothering each other, we could prevent almost every problem with the world. No more wars or murder, just peace and darkness. I hurt myself instead of others. The world is a better place that way. Love doesn't exist for me. I've tried but just can't understand the concept of "love". I don't really know if it's that I'm Asexual or just have had bad experiences with love. Anyone that I've ever tried to love has left me and never came back. I don't know if it's a problem with me or that i just can't love anymore. 

If i could sum up life in one sentence i would say, “The pain of having it might be better than the pain of losing it.”

Things To Know About Me:
Name: Bennett
Age: 15
Birthday: October 5
Favorite Color: Blue
Favorite Food: Ramen
Favorite Anime: One Piece and Violet Evergarden
Favortie Artist: Rxseboy
Favorite Video Game: Anything Pokemon
Love Is Hard To Understand
Depression Is A Prison That I'm Stuck In
I'm Just A Lost Boy
I Hurt Myself Instead Of Others
I Like Anime
I Love Pokemon
I am a black belt in Tang Su Do

I still think of you (Jazz Version)

Crowded