lyrics: 
Am just in love
With a little bit of self-sabotage


I hate myself
I can never hate nobody else

Am i really the problem
I think i really hit fucking rock bottom 

Am a loser
And i really got to use her
Am top drug abuser

And i really got to use it

Any time you mention my reflection
Makes me hate my self image
Off my meds, my head's spinning

I hope you see
The way my blood pores down my fucking sleeve

Cuz i curved your name on my skin
I just wanna hold you hip
or maybe bite your neck

I know your gonna love it (x2)

im a fucking loser (prod helios)

talk 2 me

i miss when it was you and me
i could never really see us with a future though
o-kay i guess it’s cool with me
i just didn’t expect for me to lose you though………..
you could say that i’m delusional 
maybe i don’t wanna prove your point
or maybe i just shouldn’t listen 
every time you tell me
because i know all you tell me
is tell me lies
i’m letting you know that i’ve had enough
i think about it one by one
i’ll wait till it becomes undone
i’ll wait until we’re one on one again
again, again, agaiiiiiinn 
(i’m fading, i’m fading, i’m fading, cause i’m fading away, i’m fading, i’m fading, i’m fading, i’m fading away.

fading away

sample of the zombie song by stephanie mabey
feat @holdmetillicry

im such a zombie w/ cry

originally made for dariicord songwars
[p. piepar & roko tensei]

am i in the wrong?

I Hate... w/Zyuith

i wrapped my arms around you but you didn’t care at all
let you in to stay
pushed you out to die
i’m never feeling safe with someone in my home

never again (prod. rutherford)

i’m on my deathbed counting the stars
it’s so green and a lil wet i guess it rains a lot in march
can’t tell what i’m feelin right now
but it’s nothin bad and don’t know how
if you take the time to look at constellations
you can see some animals or smiley faces
i’m on my deathbed counting the starts
it’s so green and a lil wet i guess it rains a lot in march

like a rock the way i took things for granite (prod. Bowsa)

prod. Lucas Scharff

shawty why u runnin make it easy
tryna see yo body on da tv
girl ik u lyin u dont want me
girl im tryna find u like the one piece
shawty kno she do dis shit on purpose
shawty usin tricks and its workin
bby can u tell me was it worth it
bby can u tell me was it worth it

tell me why u playin games
waitin for u in the rain
girl u never knew my name
and youll never be the same

kawaiiglokk - watchu wan do baby ;>

as i've stated before, my biggest fear is failing myself
i hate the fact that i pour my heart and soul into this art form
and i don't get the same thanks that other people get

people i used to be involved with
people who have next to no talent

why do they get a big crowd
when is it my turn
what do i have to do to receive that praise

forgotten

ArusikPetrosyan- Детство slowed + reverb, bass boosted

Edited and mixed by AZVRYA

am i in the wrong?

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