heffy-"blackhearse"-[killvein remix]

still depressed.. 

here's a free open any1 can use -


lyrics:

give me a sec
 while i wrestle with death
im wide awake
 with no heart in my chest 
and what's left of myself
 is a ghost. im obsessed
im obsessed with death
 i am cursed, not blessed
i hold you close
  like the words in my head
i read you like a book
 you see me like I'm dead
i need you like a song
 and it's stuck in my head
you hate me like the blood
 when it drips and its red 
im hearing symphonies of angels
and when my heart is broke
 its the epitome of mangled
and when i am alone
 I'm feeling misery, betrayel
if you'd look at me 
 you'd know 
I'm just a little unstable

I'm a little unstable
break my heart 
i hate this fable 
i hate love 
 they never stay close, no

wrestle with death [prod. YOUFORIA]

DEPENDZ 👻🩸🩸 [PROD. DIORE]

prod. me

lyrics:
i got blood on my wrist
blood on my wrist
blood on my wrist
bih i got blood on my wrist

run it back
im not afraid of shit inside my veins
poison in my cup
they boutta freeze off
fingers on the trunk

im jus doin wha i do
never heard the fuccin truth
no kiddin // no abuse
im tha bomb // u cannot defuse

red alert
get away
on a road
shake ur brain
hp // low
im insane
u should kno
we not the same

in manibus ferrum
omnes post tergum

haemorrhage #damn #imdone #killme

ISSA BLOOD BATHHHHH

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/rQT6g68dvJ0

BLOOD BATH [PROD. MALWARE] 🩸🕺 *video in description*

on my own shit yea im flyin in the distance
all these fuckin ppl they dont understand the vision
like bitch dont talk just listen
i hate myself not kiddin
yes i rlly rlly wanna go
i been w my angels every night n we just float
i been on my own
w my ghosts 
ask me how im doing you dont rlly wanna know
its alright
ima smoke another blunt gimmie 
peace of mind
i dont want your fucking love i
hate my life
every day im feelin sunk in
waste my time waste waste my time
on my own shit yea im flyin in the distance
all these fuckin ppl they dont understand the vision
like bitch dont talk just listen
i hate myself not kiddin
yes i rlly rlly wanna go
im w my angels every night n we just float
i been on my own
w my ghosts 
ask me how im doing you dont rlly wanna know
walk in with a gun up to my head cuz i dont care
i dont rlly trip about my life it isnt fair
i just wanna make my fuckin music keep it rare
i just put a blade up to my wrist and watch it tear
hanging w the crow and we flyin through the air
hanging off a rope i just jumped up off the chair
they dont wanna know that i been dying they dont care
when i walk in im shooting bullets in the air

WITH MY GHOSTS 👻👻 [abysshund]

Haunt Your Dreams

THANK YOU TO @AZATHVTH FOR DECIPHERING THE LYRICS!!

ever since i lost you
shit ain’t been the same
there’s something wrong with my brain
you will make me go insane
i’m so sick of all these bitches
they not loving me the same
i put my heart inside a box
and it’s scattered with your name
cuz my soul belongs to you
so don’t you sign away your own
i thought that we grow old but if
i love you then i have to let you go
i told you that i would stop the drugs and i kept my promise
i love you a little bit too much if i’m being too honest
i’m sorry i wasn’t good enough
i was just so nervous
you deserve a god not someone modest
baby you’re my goddess
girl let me fall and let me die on my own and send me straight to hell
my sins write stories that tame my soul
and they’re way too hard to tell
and i just can’t choose suicide cuz i need to remember how you felt and
so i’ll just live with that
until the end
until i melt
yeah

Hellboy With a Brimstone Heart [Deleting at some point]

@lowtow

lyrics:
4 shots later
im in so much danger
mental feelin stranger
i dont wanna hate her
heart is like a crater
i been so sedated
i been stayin faded
everyday im jaded yuh
im so dead right nowwww
dont need no meds right nowwww
my life to fast slow downnnn
this fight wont last not nowww
baby im in bed now
looking at the wall ive never felt so out of place now
every single day i feel like i just been a waste now
i been tryna die i been tryna meet my fate now
every single night i been tryna find a way out

lowtow:
need a way out
head on the ground
acid in my spine 
got me feelin wavin out
if i show u my dreams
would you laugh at me
i can feel something
in my soul so vague
head full of doubts and a sky full of clouds
whats my life become am i worth something now
sittin on the couch and i serve another crowd
i came this far already im just waiting for my crown
all the time stop when i drop
out my window like a rock
why you talkin all that shit
are you gonna send a shot
i know you not
boy you soft
thats ok theres nothing wrong
be yourself you got your worth 
and your whole life u lived on "god"
its a disaster my heart beating faster
my ears sting of laughter
when i tried to ask her
everyone in danger
heart wants to erase her
im shaking with anger
call my self a failure
shawty ima failure

crow:
4 shots later
im in so much danger
mental feelin stranger
i dont wanna hate her
heart is like a crater
i been so down to the earth
nothing changes find my worth
i been tryna find my fuckin way out

lowtow:
i been tryna find my fuckin way out
lsd been zoomin through my veins yuh
hopin for a vision that'll take away the pain yahhhh
all this time i based my worth
on what other people thought
but that doesnt work
it dont push me to be better it just makes me worse
never put on that phasad to try and hide the hurt yahhh

SPOTIFY

4 SHOTS LATER W/ LOWTOW [PROD. SPRATTA]

fight my life i dont wanna break down
i been feelin numb i cant talk rn
will you
save me
will you 
break me
fight my life i dont wanna break down
i been feelin numb i cant talk rn
will you
save me
will you 
break me
find my life you can never take away
i been tryna die i been tryna dig a grave
will you?
bring flowers?
will you?
devour?
MY SOUL IS SO TORN APART NOW
MY HEART IS FADING LIKE A GHOST NOW
i dont ever wanna go
[guess im gone tho]
i been tryna find a home
[never will tho]
crow been flying through the sky
i been tryna make it by
i cant deal with all your lies
i might never say good bye
i might never see your eyes ooooo
i might fuckin take my life ooo
i can see thru all the lies ooo
met a black witch in the snow
crow been sippin potions on the loww
i been seeing visions at my mother fuckin door
i been fuckin trippin i dont know where i can goo
i been in a prison i dont know where i should gooo

WILL YOU? [prod. yago]

lyrics:
not a sad boy ima loner
fiendin for these racks if i didnt ima goner
never sad boy cant afford it
if i waste my time then should i point it at my forehead
i cant waste my time when im at home now
dyin everyday i feel like i been out my zone now
i been gettin paid but 9 to 5 been draining out my soul how
yea i dont know whats wrong w me
lately i been tryna see
burning bridges tied to me
no one ever understanding me
life was never meant to be
crying in a limousine
people acting differently
crow been in the trees
i think ima leave...

lowtow:
i can't say i ever had faith 
but if i even could it was shattered in my face
oh i know i shouldn't even waste
a moment of time trying to stand in proper place
cuz everything moves and it changes
that's just how it goes life is alchemy in basics
remember hopping fences tearing holes in my asics 
runnin from my feelings and the damage in its wake its
divine comedy
standing against the current as it swallows me
always been alone that's the way it be
i can't change the way the i am 
its wired in my being
watch the tides
crash into my life
wash away everything 
in the sands of time

crow:
not a sad boy ima loner
fiendin for these racks if i didnt ima goner
never sad boy cant afford it
if i waste my time then should i point it at my forehead
i cant waste my time when im at home now
dyin everyday i feel like i been out my zone now
i been gettin paid but 9 to 5 been draining out my soul how
yea this might be the end of me
you are not my friend you are just another enemy
im in irl and you been stuck you always rendering
got a soul to fill and i think i been on my path right
need another potion im not sleeping after midnight

lowtow:
i see the river the styx
beckoning me to enter its midst
building the armor its over my skin
my Achilles heel is i dont give a shit
about the hole in my heart
or bags under my eyes
and if you wanna be real
i contemplate suicide 
it's not even that deep 
but it stays close in my mind
im to pussy to do it
when i'm alone i just cry
for the shattered boy

LONER W/ LOWTOW [prod. 5head]

#amg
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WILL YOU? [prod. yago]

crowlyyy

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