i dont feel bad, i'm okay
i tried to stretch my hand out
they try to restrain me but i won't obey

you opened up to me
i let you in
this life don't mean much to me
i'd rather sin

consequences of your actions
you dive in, to distractions

i can't help myself
i want to be seen

it's a nightmare
but i don't want to wake up from this

i'm standing right here
i want to be the one that you miss

Consequences

is this harder than you thought
time wasted, i'm spacing out
come  back to earth
come back to life

so just for the night
can you show me some mercy
reaching the end of the road
you seem how to know how to get me confused

just give me the time of day
got some things that i'd like to say

Mercy

maybe i've been waiting a long time to call you 

you fortified, your walls so high 
i'm not scared to die
i want to feel alive

but sure enough
like a soldier with no country
how do i trust, a face that can't look back 

now my patience is in the wind
i need space but i need a friend

if time slows where i go
i really want to get there faster
it's a disaster but it feels familiar

ripping all your walls down
take too much and hesitate to give

in God we trust
in the devil we sin

when is it enough
i'm crawling out of my skin

Catapult

you go crashing 
through waves
trying to get away
from it all

you runaway
you're never thinking about 
the fall

you make it look easy
when the words roll off your tongue

your concentration
on getting your point across
pure desperation

nail in my side
like im on the cross

Waves

i'm not a saint
i'm a sinner
i can't pretend

eat my heart out of my chest
take it all and dont come back for more

scars that bleed like flowing seas
you cut into me so i'll take the blame for everything

isn't that what you wanted anyway? 
you can move but you can't escape yourself

medication on the shelf
i hope you find some help
only time will tell you what you're afraid of
what are you made of
what makes you break

Soul Eater

don't wanna go outside
cause every road reminds me of

feeling so frustrated
like i'm waiting for a sign

i know it's not the last time
that my world will get flipped over on itself

i reached my hand out
you watched me fall off the edge

what about the pictures you left in your camera
can someone tell me what i did wrong

i couldn't brace myself for the impact
trying so hard to keep it intact 

life gets faster as you get older
push me off with your coldest shoulder

words inside your heart you can't speak about

as i wait around
i wish i could read your mind
taking it one step at a time

i guess it's fine if the fun is over

Impact

check my shirt
i'm bleeding out
ripping open my wounds

tripping over ledges
diving face first

come on
what are you so afraid of 

you push away
everything's out of context

you don't have to stay
i'm still finding a way
to your heart 

come again
with open arms
i'm not the person 
that's done you harm

carrying caskets in the rain
i miss my friends & family
it's tearing me apart

you come equipped with
body armor

i let you cut me
but why is your knife sharp

Carrying Caskets

telling fake stories
sort of wish you adored me

it's like i'm stuck
in the middle of combat

settle down
everything you wants coming 
back around
hold on just a little longer

flying like there's not a cloud in sight 
what you do must take a sick mind

i shouldn't have to
be covered in tattoos
for you to see me 

tired of going nowhere

as you fall into pieces
tired of being mistreated
wish someone saw you
for who you are

what if my heart stops beating
it's a fleeting feeling 
guess that i was just dreaming again

felt like i was flying
i hate the dreams that feel like i'm dying

they say change is hard
have you tried it

i'm feeling thankful i got myself 




Transgression

torn up from the
inside

you were supposed to always
tell me when your heartaches

i pass you in the hallways
you don't even look me in my eyes

it's always maybe tomorrow 
tomorrow left me hollow

i could lead but you don't follow
choke on truth 
it's hard to swallow

i didn't ask to be left in the cold

you say i'm always applying pressure
it's for the things that make you better 

i've been feeling 
kind of down with the weather
at least i got my favorite sweater

cashmere
you're afraid of looking in the mirror
last year
i wish i could've saw it clearer

Cashmere

coming down
will you reach out
to pick me up

time is no good 
wasted on false promises
 
i'm trying to forget 
like you do so easy

im trying to choose a direction
i have a question for you

can you lay it on the table
remaining faithful
can't be that hard to do

having bad dreams
waking up in my sleep

like i'm chained down
world falls down around me 

gave you the benefit of the doubt
would've done anything to see you smile

know you love to get the last laugh
how do i move past that 

must be a chemical imbalance
you had to catch me so off balance

do you ever try to sit in silence

push me against the wall
watch as i fall
i'm not standing down from a fight

the stories that you tell
you tell them so well

i could almost believe if i tried

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