Artist: Egregore, Jolly 
Title: Exit The Brain Fog

>>https://terenor-records.bandcamp.com/track/exit-the-brain-fog

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Mastered by JOLLY
Artwork by Laura Lunatic

CRUDE Exclusive: Egregore X Jolly - Exit The Brain Fog

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"IYKYK" ruined my life so they gave me more of the "IYKYK"
I've been given apathetic love from the internet and i dont know what to do with it 
not to be ungrateful for my "self"ruined life
Gender Dysphoric Marketable Unmarketable DJ that only makes mixes not music or whatever someday i'll get a virtual DJ gig once i have VR and a job.  #starbucksruinedmylife #iruinedmylife

i think the cruelty of capitalism is pretty fucking apparent, if not in gaza, then in the "tragic story" of my real life in my real life

Is there supposed to be a line between spectacle and reality? because my life feels treated like a spectacle, and im left to suffer in reality. 

its useless if i cant fidn myself, old feelings, sense of reality, right? and it seems like i shouldnt, maybe that others dont want me to. inferiority complex a la mode of pretending instead of being, too afraid to be able to remember

time for me to grow up of having a heart.  always comes out wrong anyway. and affecting others when i mean to affect myself. chasing what i run from because abused.
 
overconnected and not myself. shared too much of my real self and got hurt again. cant be helped by thode that care if its not safe to be me, and its not. not afraid, just tired of being hurt. fallen angel seemed orchestrated by others, or i just followed a hesrtless script of life.   let me be. let everyone be.  making them hurt me or be jealous to best me better me hurt me. why. special treatment? for what, computer anayøzers to learn from? no thank you. everyone has their own life to deal with, they dont care about me. 

everything is fine but everything is not fine, i feel ok but i dont feel ok at all. pushes everyone away, doesn't want to

just a profile for "better people" to pilfered in give-it-all away vain hope of gain

it's a joke dont take it seriously oh were you confused too bad dont care

everyone thinks im ok but its ok that i want to die 
they take my ideas but they dont take me
i guess i make them look bad and i go so far as to lament that but i feel like dying while theyre just ashamed
i shared my real self and they stole that too and tried to convince me to like being a guy 

are we even looking at the same picture through different frames_ what if we are experiencing different conjoined realities while some darker force is in worse control. well thats just what i think

THE MALENESS PERSISTS I WANT TO DIE PLEASE HELP I DONT KNOW WHAT TO FUCKING DO MY FACE IS SO MALE I WANT TO KILL MY SELF
approaching 30yrsOLD, the beginning of my end
TOO MALE
電気天気元気だめだめだめだめ前兆
even a blind squirrel (me) sometimes finds a nut (good ideas)
i am a dumb monkey but you keep me this way

negative nelly shpeal: 

digital kinda takes all the stimulation out and guessing correctly about stuff is crazy

the fun happy me i dont get to be because you took my insurance (and through that, my self worth) away from me!
dead inside, too tall and masc "ok with it"
easily confused Glitchi Glatchi disaster of a person abused by the computer, cast out by life, sunk by privatized corp. job insurance revokation. 

this is way too negative and i dont wanna preach at people but i am extremely hurt by all of this: a lot of you that have the loudest most carrying voices dont seem to know (despite how i try to lie-ably unable to be truthfully show you) or care how much pushing me into this masculine dysphoria hurts me, convincing me its actually euphoria, making it more difficult for me to let go of it, and in this almost always dissociated forgetting how to not be dissociated state of mind, usually reacting with fear at helpful treatments that force me to feel like CBD, --lost my train of thought and have to backgtrack, easier with writing--its even more difficult to do the easy thing and just be myself (wears a dress, feels dysphoria, sees male and female characters on screens forced to identify with the male characters out of physical similarities and lived experience, pressured to identify with them too. you really kill me inside. and im just trying to not let my femininity get pressured onto men and my "working for the greater good of women by being a boy toy" get to me neither) 

OK GREAT THANKS BYE <3
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low brow bone adams apple too tall low voice skeleton masculinized they think its vanity i dont deserve my emotions they traumatized me for fun now they abude me for fun. crooked jaw couldnt follow ortho directions trying to help everyone even the conniving and dark and hurtful.  too old unøived youth always feeling overexpised my entire life all the soectscles fault no one cares they just leech and exploit and rape till i learn to like what i never got to have. so full of it cant see past self want others to be same but dumber

dad abused me out of womanhood again.  seeing others happy almodt makes me transphobic with deething left out jealousy and feeling incapable and dum

no music, no life.

djing since 2011

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rave on!

ミ 𝘛𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘳 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘤𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘴-𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥. 彡

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𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘭𝘢𝘣𝘦𝘭 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘤𝘭𝘶𝘣 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘳𝘶𝘯 𝘣𝘺 𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘢, 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸𝘤𝘢𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘩, 𝘦𝘤𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘤 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥. 
𝘈 𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘳 - 𝘊𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘳𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘧𝘰𝘤𝘶𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘧𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳, 𝘧𝘪𝘦𝘳𝘤𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘴 - 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘧𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘺𝘣𝘦𝘳-𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘤, 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘭 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘨𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘺 ~ 𝘱𝘴𝘺𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘤, 𝘵𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘪𝘦𝘴.
      
꩜ ꧁꧂ 𝘊𝘙𝘜𝘋𝘌´𝘴 𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘧𝘭𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘴 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘭 𝘦𝘹𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘴𝘮 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘻𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘳𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘥𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 ~ 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘦𝘵 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘴 ༓ 𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘭 𝘥𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴.
𝘈𝘵 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘦, 𝘊𝘙𝘜𝘋𝘌'𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘱𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘰𝘭𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘶𝘭𝘴𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘶𝘳𝘪𝘰𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘺 - 𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘢𝘳𝘦. 

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