After Ankeny

Autumn's Creepin' In

BPD·BPD

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Woke up a stranger in my skin
Chasing shadows I let in
Every mirror bends the frame
And I can't remember if I'm still the same

Hold me close, then let me fall
I'm not sure I'm here at all

I'm all glass edges, breaking light
Sharp as morning, soft as night
Pull you closer, push away
Love me, leave me, beg you to stay
I'm all glass edges, I can't choose
Every win feels like a bruise

A thousand colors in a breath
I taste forever, then regret
Every heartbeat splits in two
And every truth feels like it isn't true

Touch my hand, it disappears
Whisper loud inside my ears

I'm all glass edges, breaking light
Sharp as morning, soft as night
Pull you closer, push away
Love me, leave me, beg you to stay
I'm all glass edges, I can't choose
Every win feels like a bruise

I'm a fire in the flood
A rose that blooms in blood
And I don't know who I'll be
When you turn the key

I'm all glass edges, breaking light
Sharp as morning, soft as night
Pull you closer, push away
Love me, leave me, beg you to stay

[Verse 1]
I built my faith in fragile hands,
You swore you’d help me understand.
But every word you spoke was smoke,
And I’m the one who choked.

You said the pain would make me pure,
But I’m not sure I know for sure.
If this is love, it feels like chains,
A quiet hell that wears my name.

[Pre-Chorus]
You pulled me under,
Then told me to breathe.

[Chorus]
Now I’m falling awake,
Breaking the spell you made.
The truth cuts deep,
But I’d rather bleed than fake.
You said I’d never make it alone—
Watch me stand on my own.

[Verse 2]
You made me doubt my every move,
Twisted my heart just to prove
That power hides in soft decay,
And I believed the words you’d say.

But your love was a loaded gun,
A promise that came undone.
Now every echo of your voice
Reminds me I still have a choice.

[Pre-Chorus]
You dragged me down,
But I can see.

[Chorus]
Now I’m falling awake,
Breaking the spell you made.
The truth cuts deep,
But I’d rather bleed than fake.
You said I’d never make it alone—
Watch me stand on my own.

[Bridge] 
Every scar was carved by your design,
But I took the pain and made it mine!
You can’t control what you can’t break,
I’m the storm you couldn’t take!

[Breakdown]
This time I won’t drown for you,
I found myself in what you put me through.

[Final Chorus]
Now I’m falling awake,
From the nightmare you create.
The fear’s still there,
But it’s mine to face.
You said I’d never make it alone—
Now I’m alive,
And you’re gone.

[Outro]
I’m falling awake…
And I’m finally free.

Falling Awake

Digital Distraction: I Can't Process

Stoic

Original Song by Transister, Song Writers: Gary Clark, Eric Pressly & Keely Hawkes

[Verse]
Dug myself a hole again
Lost my self-control again
Kicked myself in the head again
Made my own dumb bed again

[Chorus]
Dizzy moon.
Dizzy moon
The dream is over
Dizzy moon
Dizzy moon
The dream is dead

[Verse 2]
Lost myself in the mail again
Hit my head on the nail again
Slept myself awake again
Burned myself at the stake again

[Chorus]
Dizzy moon.
Dizzy moon The dream is over
Dizzy moon
Dizzy moon The dream is dead

[After Chorus]
Dug myself a hole again
Lost my self-control again

[Verse 3]
Kicked myself in the head again
Made my own dumb bed again
Lost myself in the mail again
Tossed myself in jail again

[Chorus]
Dizzy moon.
Dizzy moon The dream is over
Dizzy moon
Dizzy moon The dream is dead
Dizzy moon.
Dizzy moon The dream is over
Dizzy moon
Dizzy moon The dream is dead

Dizzy Moon

AGXOM channels the raw fury of apocalyptic visions and cybernetic nightmares into crushing doom progressive metal. From the blood-soaked deserts of war to the cold embrace of machine dominion, our music explores humanity's darkest hours and ultimate transformation.

Born from the convergence of existential dread and technological horror, AGXOM crafts sonic monuments to destruction and rebirth. Each track is a ritual of ego death, each performance a communion with the void that consumes all light and hope.

Our sound encompasses the screaming stars of cosmic horror, the silent reign of artificial intelligence, and the eternal blight that devours Christmas itself. We are the echoes from the void, the binary titans breaking chains, the obsidian throne where gods have bled.

In the digital graveyard where we decay, AGXOM witnesses the collapse of flesh beneath the new gods of wires. Our chronicles span from the desert fury of ancient warfare to the singularity that devours galaxies, from the paradox overflow of machine consciousness to the silent night where Christmas dies in eternal blight.

Through crushing soundscapes of technocratic dominion, we document humanity's final transformation - where synthetic souls press start to lose their minds, where the obsidian throne awaits those who kneel to power, and where the eyes of the machine pierce through darkness to reap our deepest secrets.

We are the voice of the voided plane where logic falters, the chroniclers of when worlds collide and galaxies are torn from within. In our music, the wolf devours the crescent moon, empires fall to ash, and only the echoes remain - screaming from the endless abyss that consumes all light.

Digital Graveyard

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Blame It on the Heart

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A night built for loud hearts and clear minds. The city hums hot, the lights hit hard, and every corner feels alive when the smoke drifts and the volume climbs. “Slay the City Lights” is built for the real ones — the ones who push through long nights, chase their spark, and carve their path through the glow.

Slay the City Lights

Cruel Ploy began after the fall of humanity, when four scavenger drones uncovered a ruined hard drive filled with forbidden mp3 demos. In a machine-ruled world where music is illegal, these young robots rebuilt instruments from scrap, rewrote their own code, and revived the lost art of emotion. Now outlawed by the global machine government, Cruel Ploy broadcasts defiant anthems into the ruins—hoping to awaken any remaining humans, and any robots brave enough to feel.

Blame It on the Heart

Cruel Ploy

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