A song I wrote in hopes of reminding myself that self-forgiveness and healing is a good thing. 
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Lyrics/Composition: Cien Miller (Crusher-P)
Produced by/mix/mastered: Yoav Landau (The Living Tombstone)
Vocal tuning: Freddy Hoof (Fruutella) 
Illustration: Ekkoberry
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LYRICS:
VERSE 1
I've been in between a rock and a hard place
I've been biting my tongue to save some face
I should be over this, but I'm not quite there yet
It'll take time and I'll be fine moving ahead

Not sure where I'm going, only time will tell us
The fear of never knowing finally bit the dust-/

I'd rather be my own best friend than my worst enemy
I'm one day closer to being who I wanna be

La de da de da de da deee
Mmmmmm
I know I know I know
who I'd rather be

VERSE 2

There are nights when I lay awake and restless
Wondering if letting go was for the best
It's scary then, it's scary now, as I move on
Rain ends the drought, the sun comes out, It won't be long

CHORUS
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Your own best friend?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
your own worst enemy?

Oh uwoh, oh uwoh oh
oh uwoh, uwoh oh

Oh uwoh, oh uwoh oh
oh uwoh, uwoh oh

Could we pause it for a sec
and put it into retrospect,
Everything that happened was for the best
I had my good intent,
but the dreams turned into dreamt
Where I was content
turned into resent

There was a point where I was convinced that suffering made it better
I've never been more wrong
When I hit rock bottom, it's difficult to remember
Why I had to write this song

CHORUS
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Your own best friend?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Or your own worst enemy?

Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Your own best friend?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be?
Or your own worst enemy?

Oh uwoh, oh uwoh oh,
oh uwoh, oh uwoh oh,

I'd rather be my own best friend than my worst enemy
I'm one day closer to being who I wanna be

Crusher - P - Would You Rather

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