I've literally have done that same thing XD

ive never heard this until now ahhh it sounds so good

Intro kinda sound like underscores- favorite sidekick virtual riot remix

this is my fav ever ghhhgh so sad that its so short

READYMADE (English Cover)【Trickle】「 レディメイド / Ado 」

PV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DtKXThAkQnk

Hi everyone!!! Sorry I haven't posted in so long but you know the drill! 

I started this song in 2018, and it's gone through dozens of overhauls in both the lyrics and music. The song kind of grew with me until it turned into this, and I could finally say what I've been wanting to say with it. 

The point of this song is that you never really stop working on yourself. It's about getting better at navigating the depths of despair and finding a way out faster than you could before. This one specially goes out to those who aren't at their first rodeo.  I really hope you like it. 


CREDITS:
Music and lyrics by Crusher
Accordion by Dmitry Karev
Mix/Mastering by darkbluecat @darkbluecat
MV by Angela M Chong
MV text by Starry-P

special thanks to NEUTROGIC!

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Lyrics:



La la la dee da dee da
La la la dee da dee da






The day of a funeral
The mourners dressed in black
They came to say their piece and go
No, they're not looking back

I was the first to arrive
and the last one to leave
time ticked on without me 
while I waded through the grief






I'm drowning in my goodbyes
when I start to realize
I'm not quite sure who died
Until a chill runs up my spine

Six feet under,
and now I start to wonder
if for all this time,
perhaps the funeral was mine...





I know I can't be mad,
but I'm absolutely livid!
To think that I was dead...!
When I thought that I was living...!!

Just take me as I am,
A memory so vivid...
and savor all the parts you can, 
Cuz no one mourns the wicked!

La da da da dee da da
Absolutely livid!

La da da da dee da da
A memory so vivid...

No one mourns the wicked!




Here lies our dearly beloved, 
who suffered a lack of common sense
And though we'll miss her,
The best thing to do here is let the dead rest






This is the part where the real work starts,
Where I reap what I've sown, and own up 
When the harvest begins,
Let it wash away my sins 

Never tilled a field with seeds to grow
Never watered, weeded, picked or eaten
Anything of my own, on my own,
But I know I've got to

Tend to the ends I loosened over time,
And put out the bridges I set on fire, 
That's right, it's gonna take a while
to clean up the mess I left behind, cuz

This is the part where the real work starts,
the real work starts, the real work starts,
Where I reap what I've sown and own up, 
and pay what I owe






If after all this time,
You find I'm all but timid
Bear in mind that turning tides
could leave an ocean winded

My heart will only grow with me,
Who owes to mend it
and as seasons come and go, 
Living on becomes the ending

I know I shouldn't laugh,
but it's hard not to do
The shallow grave my temple claimed...
...was just the hole I dug myself into

Just take me as I am,
A memory so vivid...
and then savor all the parts you can, cuz
No one mourns the wicked!

We all could use some mending!
Living on becomes the ending!
A memory so vivid...
No one mourns the wicked!

No one mourns the wicked...

Wicked (feat. Eleanor Forte)

art by box/angela m chong
the paradox song, about 90% done but I didn't follow through. Hmmmm

I'm stuck in a paradox,
it's one of a kind
and it happened when I messed 
with the fabric of time

I won't make it home tonight,
but I think I'm getting closer
unless you get this message,
then it means I'm starting over

=======================================

I'm stuck in a paradox,
it's one of a kind
and it happened when I played
on the cello of time

I dont know when I'll be home,
if I'm further, or closer
so when you get this message
it should mean I started over

=======================================

I'm stuck in a paradox,
it's one of a kind
and it happened when I dropped
the bombshell of time


I don't know if I'll be home or not
to tell you that I love you
but if you get this message,
then it means I made a breakthrough

I don't know if I'll come home,
or keep my composure
but if you get this message 
 

=======================================

I'm stuck in a paradox,
it's one of a kind
and it happened when I drank
from the fountain of time

I dont know when I'll be home,
but I think I'm getting closer
so when you get this message
then it means I'm starting over

I dont know when I'll be home,
but I think I'm getting closer
so when you get this message
then it means I'm starting over

Paradox Song (Rikka)

Please use other streaming services if you are able to, soundcloud doesn't pay its artists :')

Dizzy Paranoia Girl ft. Kasane Teto

ROSE Yuma| Unlock the Truth (Rain Code fan song)

Sparkle Original Song MV「 Fool's Lullaby 」Traceco - Artist

Vane Lily- The H.A.G. / Apollo Kepler

Monitoring / English Cover【Trickle】モニタリング

BPM: 160

Verse 1:
I can't shake this feeling there's some hidden meaning
in everybody's glances and stares

I know you're discussing how I have been suffering (suffring) 
The thought of that makes me scared

You and I go hand in hand with being terrified
and if this is all that it is, then I want off this ride


Chorus:
I will never be okay with this kind of unstable life
I will never win the war despite how hard I think I fight

No matter any move I make I just can't get it right
But you know just what they say, out of sight, out of mind

Verse 2:
I can't say that I have the greatest connection
with anything here on earth

And when they all see me they smile in pity
and ask me if my heart still hurts

No matter my answer, they freeze and they clamor
and say that everything is alright

And high on their saddle, the satisfied cattle
pretend that everything is fine

You and I go hand in hand with being terrified
and if this is all that it is, then I want off this ride

You and I go hand in hand with being petrified
and if this is all that it is, then I'm wasting my time


Chorus:
I will never be okay with this kind of unstable life
I will never win the war despite how hard I think I fight

No matter any move I make I just can't get it right
But you know just what they say, out of sight, out of mind


Bridge:
And so I've waited all these years for your eternity
That's when I saw everything started and ended with me
And I apologize to you for all my ugly greed
I never had what you gave me, you gave me, you gave what I need

Chorus:
I will never be okay with this kind of unstable life
I will never win the war despite how hard I think I fight

No matter any move I make I just can't get it right
But you know just what they say, out of sight, out of mind

Crusher-P - Out Of Sight Out Of Mind

This is part 2 of the Propaganda! series. An mv for it should be up next week. 

Available on bandcamp:  https://ccrusherr.bandcamp.com/track/repentance

Mixing/Mastering: GHPZ
Vocal tuning: chsm 

Lyrics:
CHORUS:

I had a dream 
Where I was you and you were me
And I was running, 
Til the ground unwound, 
and then I couldn't see

I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I,
I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I,

I had a dream
Where I was you and you were me
But I'd forgotten exactly who I used to be

I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I,
I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I-

VERSE 1: 

Ever since I was young, back when I still believed in destiny,
I was a cog in the machine the regime needed me to be,

To be [REDACTED] To be [REDACTED]

The way it feels to get the same reused excuse, and then
a million new excuses to excuse their last excuses

Oh it's getting real bad,
It's too dangerous to react,
How we live just isn't fair,
But if you're smart, then you'd be scared

When I was introduced to the genuine truth,
I knew what I was born to do
I'd lay down my life, if it means doing right by
the ones who lost the good fight!

PRECHORUS:

And when you ran,
And when you ran, God, it hurt,
but I'll focus on my work
It's still such a shame  
you'll miss out on all the change

And before you write your foreword
Yes, you may have moved me forward,
But I won't run away, I won't be afraid,
so why...did I....  

CHORUS:

I had a dream 
Where I was you and you were me
And I was running, 
Til the ground unwound and then I couldn't see

I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I,
I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I,

I had a dream
Where I was you and you were me
But I'd forgotten exactly who I used to be

I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I,
I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I-

VERSE 2:
 
If you can keep a secret, I guess I'll let you in, 
I'm planning something so big it's gonna change everything
And now we're getting closer, and I can almost reach
a world I thought only existed in my wildest dreams

We can rebuild our nation, right from the very start
and make it better after we're done tearing it apart
And if you close your eyes, and try to picture it,
we could be living lives completely different

BRIDGE:

When you went missing, I did nothing
I can't forgive myself, I'm so ashamed
I will engage in my repentance as a form of penance
and I will never, EVER make the same mistake

I cried your name so loud
and caught the eyes of the crowd, 
And just like that,
the town must have snapped,
and everyone lost their heads, 
And that was the end! 
 
CHORUS:

I had a dream 
Where I was you and you were me
And I was running, 
Til the ground unwound and then I couldn't see

I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I,
I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I,

I had a dream
Where I was you and you were me
And I've forgotten exactly who I used to be

and now I'm falling deeper
and now I'm falling deeper
and now I'm falling deeper
and now I'm falling deeper

Repentance! (ft. Megurine Luka)

I DID NOT MAKE THIS. Credit for this cover goes to DEMONDICE on YouTube.
I wanted this on SoundCloud so I put it on here-

Villain(ヴィラン) English Cover- DEMONDICEてにをは flower

Music producer, illustrator and air breather
mgmt@ccrusherr.com (business only)

Paradox Song (Rikka)

Crusher-P

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