this makes me want to somehow mash this with helltaker's thene

i'm drowning in my goodbyes, when i start to realize, i'm not quite sure who died... until a chill runs up my spine. six feet under, now i start to wonder... if, for all this time, perhaps the funeral was mine!

to think that i was dead, when i thought that i was living!

this reminds me of my vocaloid phase, I still listen to vocaloid but I tend to listen to more types of music nowadays lol

⚠️This song belongs to VocaCircus. It is not mine.⚠️
Original Song: https://youtu.be/Rp8dvaX35aA

Tsurumaki Maki Round And Round - VocaCircus

PV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DtKXThAkQnk

Hi everyone!!! Sorry I haven't posted in so long but you know the drill! 

I started this song in 2018, and it's gone through dozens of overhauls in both the lyrics and music. The song kind of grew with me until it turned into this, and I could finally say what I've been wanting to say with it. 

The point of this song is that you never really stop working on yourself. It's about getting better at navigating the depths of despair and finding a way out faster than you could before. This one specially goes out to those who aren't at their first rodeo.  I really hope you like it. 


CREDITS:
Music and lyrics by Crusher
Accordion by Dmitry Karev
Mix/Mastering by darkbluecat @darkbluecat
MV by Angela M Chong
MV text by Starry-P

special thanks to NEUTROGIC!

---

Lyrics:



La la la dee da dee da
La la la dee da dee da






The day of a funeral
The mourners dressed in black
They came to say their piece and go
No, they're not looking back

I was the first to arrive
and the last one to leave
time ticked on without me 
while I waded through the grief






I'm drowning in my goodbyes
when I start to realize
I'm not quite sure who died
Until a chill runs up my spine

Six feet under,
and now I start to wonder
if for all this time,
perhaps the funeral was mine...





I know I can't be mad,
but I'm absolutely livid!
To think that I was dead...!
When I thought that I was living...!!

Just take me as I am,
A memory so vivid...
and savor all the parts you can, 
Cuz no one mourns the wicked!

La da da da dee da da
Absolutely livid!

La da da da dee da da
A memory so vivid...

No one mourns the wicked!




Here lies our dearly beloved, 
who suffered a lack of common sense
And though we'll miss her,
The best thing to do here is let the dead rest






This is the part where the real work starts,
Where I reap what I've sown, and own up 
When the harvest begins,
Let it wash away my sins 

Never tilled a field with seeds to grow
Never watered, weeded, picked or eaten
Anything of my own, on my own,
But I know I've got to

Tend to the ends I loosened over time,
And put out the bridges I set on fire, 
That's right, it's gonna take a while
to clean up the mess I left behind, cuz

This is the part where the real work starts,
the real work starts, the real work starts,
Where I reap what I've sown and own up, 
and pay what I owe






If after all this time,
You find I'm all but timid
Bear in mind that turning tides
could leave an ocean winded

My heart will only grow with me,
Who owes to mend it
and as seasons come and go, 
Living on becomes the ending

I know I shouldn't laugh,
but it's hard not to do
The shallow grave my temple claimed...
...was just the hole I dug myself into

Just take me as I am,
A memory so vivid...
and then savor all the parts you can, cuz
No one mourns the wicked!

We all could use some mending!
Living on becomes the ending!
A memory so vivid...
No one mourns the wicked!

No one mourns the wicked...

Wicked (feat. Eleanor Forte)

Vocals by MikaMagica
https://twitter.com/mikamagica/
https://www.youtube.com/c/MikaoftheStarsch

Album Art by rice_deity
https://twitter.com/rice_deity/


《Lyrics》
Couldn't even hide it, yeah
Thought I was being so slick
I was being double sided, yeah
2D, 4D, 8 dimensions divided
Fight it no more
I couldn't fight it no more

So when you coming 'round again
'Cause you got me thinkin that
I should just trash all that
self improvement bullshit

When you coming 'round again
'Cause you're always leaving
Faster than the flash of my camera
When we're together

Marco, Polo
Hey, where'd you go
Marco, Polo
Want you to hold me close
Marco, Polo
Hey, where'd you go
Marco, Polo
Come and give me one more dose

And sometimes we'll go months without talking
Then you text me like it were nothing
I don't know where you've gone
I don't know what you're on
And I don't know how to stay mad for long

'Cause I can't hide it, yeah
Thought I'm the one who was playing
But you're the one in diamond, yeah
2D, 4D, 8 dimensions divided
Blinded no more
But I still want you more and more

So when you coming 'round again
'Cause you got me thinkin 'bout
Just what I'll drop the moment
You call me, Baby

When you coming 'round again
'Cause you're always leaving
Starker than the crop of my camera
When we're together

Marco, Polo
Hey, where'd you go
Marco, Polo
Want you to hold me close
Marco, Polo
Hey, where'd you go
Marco, Polo
Come and give me one more dose

Marco, Polo
Marco, Polo
Marco, Polo
Marco

marco polo

marco polo (ft. MikaMagica)

Watch the MV here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e3EumJm6iw8

credits:
Composed and Written by Tsusutauseries
Arranged and Mastered by Steampianist
Video by Shius

Special thanks to morbid-morsel for the animated walk cycle and Alphonse for giving helpful advices to shius

Kaleidoscope Haze

【Vocaloid Original】Last Of Me【Megurine Luka】

*Will take down if CircusP uploads it*

*Music,Lyrics, & Illustration by CircusP*
Additional lyrical input and assistance by nostraightanswer
CircusP's YouTube: www.youtube.com/user/VocaCircus
Circus' SoundCloud: @circusp
nostraightanswer's SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/nostraightanswer
YouTube Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=byWC_wXsyGI
Support Circus by purchasing the song here: https://circus-p.bandcamp.com/album/breathe

Lyrics:
Oh man, it's been a while hasn't it? 
Are you just as excited as I am? 
'Cause I've been dying to see you 
Dying to see you 
D y i n g t o s e e y o u 

Y'know you weren't the one who got infected 
You built immunity to your own poison 
I guess you thought that I would be different 
Kept this a secret 
P e o p l e b e l i e v e d i t 

I'm your dark edgy past mistake 
Said I kept you awake 
but that all was fake, right? 
Pray no one digs up the grave 
"Here lies the man" lies the girl 
If only in your world 

Filling up my lungs 
I'm six feet under, cast asunder 
Yet here we are 
Now I've just begun 
Your pity party can't start without me 
So here we are 

I've got a few tricks up my sleeve 
I've been practicing like you wouldn't even believe 
Isn't it nice to feel your own vice 
Fill your chest just like how you filled mine? 

Thought you'd lock yourself away 
'Cause there is no other way 
Pray that I would stay away 
No way, No way 

Take it easy and breathe 
Just make sure that you breathe 
Fill your lungs and just breathe 
F i l l y o u r l u n g s u p w i t h m e 

I'm your dark edgy past disgrace 
Said you're crushed by the pain 
but that's not the case, right? 
Pray no one digs up the dirt 
"He'll rest in peace" said the priest 
"But man, that had to hurt" 

Filling up my lungs 
I'm six feet under, cast asunder 
Yet here we are 
Now I've just begun 
Your pity party can't start without me 
So here we are 

I've got a few tricks up my sleeve 
I've been practicing like you wouldn't even believe 
Isn't it nice to feel your own vice 
Fill your chest just like how you filled mine? 

Filling up your lungs 
You're six feet under, cast asunder 
And here we are 
Now I've just begun 
Your pity party and sad sob story 
Won't get you far 

I've got a few tricks up my sleeve 
I've been practicing like you can't even believe 
Isn't it nice to feel your own vice 
Steal your life just like how you stole mine----/? 

Just like how you stole mine 
Just like how you filled mine

【DEX】 Breathe【Vocaloid Original by CircusP】

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【♥ CREDITS ⇣ 】

➥ Original Japanese Lyrics: Tory Hitsuji 
➥ Producer: Utata-P
➥ Illustration + Video: wogura

➥ English Lyrics: Shiroko ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x8pY4-uLXJs )

➥ Vocals: Jayn

Watch Here

(English) This Is The Happiness And Peace Of Mind Committee - Jayn

THIS TRACK IS NOT MINE
Song:Crusher-P & MystSaphyr

【UTAU Original】Breaking Point 【Kikyuune Aiko】

Sincerity Nature Drastic Measures of Ignorance (ENGLISH) Kuraiinu & Rachie.mp3

Original Cover: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8daZtdrFmBY
Original Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h1pSSrmdEtw

All credit goes to the original artist and cover singer. Please support the official release by watching their content and supporting them on social media.

Apple dot com (English Cover)【Will Stetson】「アップルドットコム」

couldn't find an upload of this cover on soundcloud, so i uploaded it myself. if any of the singers wants me to take it down then just DM me and it's done.

【Mothy】 Red Shoe Parade (English Cover) 【Oktavia, BaD, Coru, Umber

Music producer, illustrator and air breather
mgmt@ccrusherr.com (business only)

Wicked (feat. Eleanor Forte)

Crusher-P

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