this song helped me so much in my life at some point =_=

Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE YouTube: youtu.be/U64UhvhHN74

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Lyrics:
her tired eyes feeling like a dream
they've been staring at mirror fighting with the fiends
at night don't focus on the sounds
they'll come for you if they smell ur weak
if you look into my eyes 
then you'll see my pain 
nothing I can fix nor I can repair 
I just wanna fly away
far from problems of everyday
grey skies follow me at night
with her tired eyes she won't make it out
I just wanna help her out no doubt ill die today
alleyways are my best friend now don't want people to see me out
they go on about their day while I try to hide from the site of them

Tired Eyes (prod.rx808)[Lyrics AMV on IDLEGLANCE in description]

My album Melancholy is officially stream-able on all music platforms. Thank you to everyone who was involved in the creative process of this album.
Enjoy.

nobody

Thank You For Everything

How do I relive a life again
I dont know if I'll redeem my sins
We lasted like diamonds in the rough
Dark days, nearly lost my head
Hey you have begun to escape this
Pain thats seeping through
With no eyes at my witness
I could end it too

What if I begin to lose
And I'm slowly giving up
When I know its not enough

It's not enough to replace it
This hole inside my chest
When every thought is invasive
Breaking down in my regret
I've been surrounded by faces
Strangers I don't recognize
But nevermind, you were never mine
I think its for the best
I need to let it die

I'm losing it all for you
I've never felt so consumed
The life that we had secure
Was our chance
To be so much more
Hey baby I don't feel so good
Keep saying gave it all I could
If 10 years is before I die
I'd still give you all my time

It's not enough to replace it
This hole inside my chest
When every thought is invasive
Breaking down in my regret
I've been surrounded by faces
Strangers I don't recognize
But nevermind, you were never mine
I think its for the best
I need to let it die

Days Gone ft. Riverkinn

LYRICS:

I’m back on a roll
Back on the same thing
What would you do if my name changed
How would you feel if I died here
Baby I promise I’m okay
I’m back on a roll
Back on the same thing
What would you do if my name changed
How would you feel if I died here
Baby I promise I’m okay

I’m lying down with everything I hold inside
Who am I, if I told you I was good you know I lied
I fuckin hate it here, why’s it always like this
These drugs make me feel like a whole different person, I’m worthless
I’m fuckin locked down my heart hurts but I could never die
You were all that I had I pray to god I wonder why
If I could take back one instance I know what I would do
It’d be the last time you saw me you broke my heart in two

I’m back on a roll
Back on the same thing
What would you do if my name changed
How would you feel if I died here
Baby I promise I’m okay
I’m back on a roll
Back on the same thing
What would you do if my name changed
How would you feel if I died here
Baby I promise I’m okay

I’m fuckin locked down my heart hurts but I could never die
You were all that I had I pray to god I wonder why
If I could take back one instance I know what I would do
It’d be the last time you saw me you broke my heart in two

locked down

locked down (prod. sorrow bringer)

Day That I

I got places, i draw faces, i leave the canvas black 
for all cases, divine judgement is not racist 

I see ghosts right beside of me, 
Day by day they just take away the life from me, 

No vision, but cold vision, they try to take my wave with nose digging,
EMPTY KID WITH NO FIGURES, I GOT MY OWN CODE, WITH GOLD SCRIPTURES,
THEY DONT UNDERSTAND ME CAUSE I JOKE DIFFERENT,

(Chorus)
Ima die lonely, i see the light slowly, take your time on me, they got an eye on me x4



Dead choices, and dead voices, i hear none
Fake emotions, and fake love, just get lost
Light Yagami,with dead bodies, I let none 
I became a villain in short time, i hate lust 






I claimed a vision, and never thought, that I'd see the start
Now i'm the one that the devil wants to come tear apart, 
Live a life alone, a broken kid, with a broken heart,
Never thought, that the pain would play such a major part 

I'm sick and twisted, fuck it I'm conflicted
Aint a person round me that can fuckin tell me different. 
 

Ima die lonely x 4

Die Lønley (prod. Purple Hex)

One More Line (Prod. Holyvexy)

im god awful

prod. https://soundcloud.com/nextime

art. https://soundcloud.com/c3of

mixed by. https://soundcloud.com/endoindigo

god awful prod. nextime

Lyrics (artwork by https://www.instagram.com/g0re.krist/?hl=en)
------------------------
I'm an odd boy, I don't associate,

I let all my hate, exfoliate,

Let it rain MK48, 

surrounded by way too many phony fakes.


You living all your life, make believe,

I bet none of you would ever show your face to me.




I sniff out a rat like a hound, 
Talking that shit get my blade then get down 

You a private, so you staying silent, but I'm a vet now. 
Buncha props, sitting still on my set now,

Don't ever step on my premises,
sick in the head you need medicine. 


Put you to bed with some sedatives,
Everything was what I said it is. 
Dont even think of comparing us.


GOT MORE MONEY THAN YOU I STILL DON'T FLASH IT,
THE MORE YOU TALK ABOUT IT AND YOU STILL WONT PASS US

ODD KID I ROLL ALONE IN THE CITY, 
WINDOWS ARE DOWN AND MY DRIVING IS RISKY,
ALL LIMO TINTs WHILE IM HITTING 160
i see the lights now they coming to get me


Pull me over and they give me a warning,
Smile and wave cause I'm looking so charming.



Yea, young boy, I feel silly.
Yea nobody ever come get me,
Don't hit my phone I'm busy
Yea every one offended,
I don't ever show no pity,
My shots are full feel tipsy
Now I pop out feel jiggy,

I'm a bad guy but you cant kill me.

Bad Guy (prod. Nativ)

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LYRICS

RIVILIN:

Shaking in your hand, not it won’t stop
Panic attacks seem to reside in your blood
What’s it like when you lose touch
Waking in your bed, im the failure that you couldn’t just love

Flicking your ash on my cheek, 
I don’t want this I don’t want
Cutting me down so deep
I feel like im just not enough

lip tremble eyes struggle just to focus now
weighing on my conscious I just feel like im about to drown
covering my ears, the water rises
your voice still blocks the horizon

I see your ghost in my dreams
explaining why you just leave
depression got too much
and you just had to block out the noise


$LOTHBOI:

Drown in pain
Drown in hate

I feel the pain
All in me

Shallow breaths
Steal my life lately
Tight my chest the
Panic hates me

Panicked thoughts all in my head yeah
Memories replaying dread man
How can I be expected
To live this life, shit this aint it

2nd verse

Manic depression
My body be trembling

Tight in my chest
I ain’t think I’mma make it

Gasping for breath
Cuz these demons gun take it

Fighting for life
But I’m breaking to pieces

Cry through my days
Why do I hate me

I’m not okay
My mind is crazy

What can I say
I’m feeling hazy

Why do I hate me
I’m tryna save me

Burning my skin just to forget the pain
Seeded in memories inside my brain
Tryna forget my collection of bad days
Inside my head the trauma did some damage

Sloth ain’t the same he’s been changed from the pain
and bet Rivilin’s trauma still haunting his days
We fight past our memories living in pain
but we’re Void of the happiness we lost that day

Not Enough (Ft. $LOTHBOI)

• Produced by APT. 102 - @apt-102
• Mixed by me
• Mastered by Sebastian Metzner
• Cover art design by me, photo by William Tran

• lyrics:

with the microphone as my medicine, 
all this sad shit as my epithet 
in a big room with the elephant, 
is my flow still fuckin’ relevant?

..

i’ll still do it for the hell of it, 
yeah, 
newsflash I’m still gettin it,
it’s a tuesday, I’m still gettin lit,
grip that paper like a paperclip...

i might come by for a while before i dip, yeah
but If it ain’t bout a check i’ll call it quits, yeah
got too much on my mind, i’m hittin' licks,
got too much goin on to give a fuck about a bitch, yeah...

real quick, that’s a lesson, 
you take that L,
it’s a blessing, 
you won’t learn shit with that flexing,
you won’t earn shit till you messin’ up, 
bounce back, 
smoke that ounce up, 
every time you pick that pen up, 
get dark thoughts
then i get buck,
don’t give a fuck

(bounce back, 
smoke that ounce up, 
every time you pick that pen up, 
get dark thoughts,
then i...)

i can’t buy more time,
i bite my tongue and wait...
i can’t make make you mine 
until you think you hate me...

imma shine but not before you break me...
that’s what I said back then, 
won’t you call me back?

i might come by for a while before i dip, yeah
but If it ain’t bout a check i’ll call it quits, yeah
girl i got you on my mind, so i get lit, yeah
you’ll be the last thing i see before i slip...

x

epithet (prod. APT. 102)

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send beats to: crydermanunderground@gmail.com

god awful prod. nextime

cryderman

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