a more personal song 

@remghost made this amazing guitar <3
query came up wit the name

sitting on my bed str8 dying (shoutout @rouri404)
feeling everything go numb, im crying
system all fucked up n i cant lie
its all my fault since i fucked it up tonight
shoulda done it right

sitting on my bed str8 dying
everything is fallin apart, all flied away
i think that its my last day today
heart fucked up n filled wit hate
n its getting late

locking up my feelings in a cell
and im the type of person that depends on someone else
im dependent on shit, and im depended to live off of
taking everybody problems down up in my mental

i cant try and keep floating high
cuz its ups and downs, and im staying lying
righ down to the ground to the asphalt, i cant even act tall
when the ground is gonna crumble and i feel im gonna fall

sittin on my bed str8 dying
she said shes sick and tired of lying
and im sick n tired, of trying, trying
everybody fake, tryna act like they be right
i cant even put a fight up

and im done from the shit tonight
and im guessing u think ur right
i dont wanna spend the night

hysteria (remghost + tsuyunoshi)

prod @starboyrob

@rouri404 @vaeo-music @polar333 
@crayolax @k0a @wheeeaty @mssnger

midnight (starboyrob)

out on all platforms

the moment felt familiar when we walked to that lake
had my hand grasped to yours tight, in spite of your dismay
the leaves started falling, you averted your gaze
why the face?

why the face

and i'm losing my hair over someone who don't care about me
hiding frustration the emotions fall out of me and i can barely take it
signs clear can't mistake it
it comes to a barrier that i couldn't even break if i tried

just lay down and hide
you never gave a fuck about my health in the first place, the first place
so fuck off with your standards, get outta my face and just
take your
hands off my neck and you'll
learn a bit of some fucking respect, i'm so
nervous, an emotional wreck
not again
not again, not again

if you
say so
i'd just
lay low
take time
die slow
take time
die slow

running round in circles, such a fucking hypocrite, a little liquor, never hurts me as long as i forget about, youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

as long as i forget about you

1st Place

1st Place (prod. Pekarot)

Spotify

let me down + k0a, polar, bleach

Once again... all alone without a friend..




engineer - cool mike

cold feet (siem spark)

prod yves

oh here they come again
pushing me down in the dirt
dont need another friend 
i just need someone to know when it hurts

i wanna tear their body parts and watch the pieces burn
piss on their casket while they’re decomposing riddled with worms 

im gonna spiral again
oh god i wanna rip my guts out
i think u talk to much
i rip ya jaw off now there’s no sound (x2)

there’s no point put the weapon down
ur tied limb by limb, u cant make a sound 
…i can hear ur thoughts out loud
take off the ducktape rip ur tonsils out🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️(:;

like bitch im the boss do u know who i am?
i can fuck on yo hoe  and skirt off wit a bag
yea i do what i want lil bitch know im the man
i pull up on his block and that bitch nigga ran 

yea i just put 10 bands on that nigga head 
got my dick all in yo mouth boy u is a fan 
pew pew pew one shot to the fuckin head 
reload that whole clip blow that bitch again

and that boy better lay low got his head onna payroll knock his head of for pesos 

yo bitch do what i say so choppa bite like a mako talkin down and its case closed

like 9/11 bitch we finna blow
got too much green im covered in dough
like what was the price tag, who knows? 
u talkin alot bitch i might slit ya throat 
les go les gooo

im gonna spiral again
oh god i wanna rip my guts out
i think u talk to much
i rip ya jaw off now there’s no sound(x2)

fuck, fuck. fuck do u hear that
those are his footsteps he’s coming he’s-
you. 
you’re fucking evil do you know that 
fuck y-
Shut The Fuck Up

i rip ya jaw off now there’s no sound

rip my guts out

oh my god no i did it again
now u dont fuck wit me and i hate all ur friends 
guess i fell in the cycle again
i knew it was the end
but it felt so perfect in your bed
now ur just a past acquaintance in my head 
bitch dont talk to me im not ur friend 
but for u id do it all agaiiiinnnn

we’re just some fucked up kids fuckin up 
like what the fuck is love 
i wanna smoke till i cant feel my lungs
i roll another blunt 
i wanna drink till i cant fuckin talk 
i pour another cup
i wanna bleed till i cant fuckin walk
i add another cut x2

it was just a matter of time before u fell back into his arms

do u feel any sort of sorrow for the man u left with scars? 

but i dont care anymore 
atleast ur not in my hair anymore 
atleast ur not in my bed anymore 
cuz the thought of u makes me drop to the floor 
i feel it down to my core

no i dont care anymore 
atleast that dumb bitch not in my head
anymore 
at least ur not in my bed anymore 
with every thought of u i fall down to the floooor

and imma get the bag imma do what i do
imma do it on my own bitch i dont need u
fuck me over again and again till my thoughts are all blue
if i ignore ur dumbass bitch ill never lose

we’re just some fucked up kids fuckin up 
like what the fuck is love 
i wanna smoke till i cant feel my lungs
i roll another blunt 
i wanna drink till i cant fuckin talk 
i pour another cup
i wanna bleed till i cant fuckin walk
i add another cut x2

bleed

prod utaqqa
lyrics:

nothing ever seems to change
is it me or is it you ? (ohhh)
maybe im the one to blame
whys it hard to say ur name
i like you better when it rains
lets drown our egos in the lake

hands shaking 
cant let go
kill my ego
arms might leak tho
keep ur cool
they might ask questions
watch ur back
might end up missing
x2

maybe im the villian after all
ill stay quiet ill stay hidden ill stay still in ur walls
yea im crying in a bathroom stall
dont act like you care now
i know that you never did
wait
hold up
i think that im
never enough
runnin out of luck 
need a re up

hey ! wait up, i think i still need ur touch

ego (utaqqa)

lyrics:
you can never see the difference
all in my head there's no respect
or did you lose your interest
you can't admit can't face the facts
everybody has opinions
sorry i had to change
i already replaced
if you ever wanna listen
im so sorry that you feel indifferent

i don't wanna be an issue
wipe the blood off my nose with a tissue
sorry love i don't think this should continue
whole world starts to slow when i miss you
and this worlds no fair i dont wanna be alone
smoke filled air feel the pressure leave my lungs
in my head its so clear leaves as quickly as it comes
really not sure if i even wanna end it

you can never see the difference
all in my head there's no respect
or did you lose your interest
you can't admit can't face the facts
everybody has opinions
sorry i had to change
i already replaced
if you ever wanna listen
im so sorry that you feel indifferent

you think i'm just like you, you think i'm bullet proof
what was i supposed to do, i've seen your every move
wonder how we got here in the first place
you're still stuck in my head in the worst way
cut me down carve your name in the asphalt
you're to blame but i'll say that its my fault

you can never see the difference
all in my head there's no respect
or did you lose your interest
you can't admit can't face the facts
everybody has opinions
sorry i had to change
i already replaced
if you ever wanna listen
im so sorry that you feel indifferent

but did you want it all, tell me did you want it all
why do you never call, tell me is it all my fault
live with the things that i did, feels like i never win
oh i feel like shit, i don't like who i am

you can never see the difference
all in my head there's no respect
or did you lose your interest
you can't admit can't face the facts
everybody has opinions
sorry i had to change
i already replaced
if you ever wanna listen
im so sorry that you feel indifferent

opinions

@01kon @prod_pk

lyrics:

I saw your face come up in my mind
Ain't been at home it's been a long time
In San Francisco, all I'm seeing is Connecticut plates
I had to call you just to tell you I want you at my place
I saw your face come up in my mind
Ain't been at home it's been a long time
In San Francisco, all I'm seeing is Connecticut plates
I had to call you just to tell you I want you at my place, Yeah

I really want to punch my ticket
I've been low girl, I admit it
I don't think I'd pass emissions
Heart's been going a mile a minute
I saw your face come up in my mind
I hope we in it for the long ride
Said 'this is done' girl I won't let it
Not gonna live and I can't find a medic
And I know if you leave then you're gonna regret it
But if you're gone know I'll never forget it
Oh
Bet you never thought about it 'till this song
Think about you often girl don't get me wrong
Fucked up!
You need a clover girl, go get your luck up
Said put it on me girl, so why you acting stuck up
You need to quit that talking girl so shut the fuck up
Ain't seen a girl like you that's why I'm feeling lovestruck

I saw your face come up in my mind
Ain't been at home it's been a long time
In San Francisco, all I'm seeing is Connecticut plates
I had to call you just to tell you I want you at my place

I had to call you just to tell you I want you to pull up on me
I want you to tell me now, have you been faking or you want me?
Know I said it from the start, I know that I'm life of the party
I've been wasted every day replacing water with Bacardi
I know I said it from the start if I hurt you then girl I'm sorry
I'll give you anything you want, if it's just love or you want Marni
And you know I don't play these games, this ain't no PS4 Atari
I had to call you just to tell you I want you to pull up on me

(@1sloan)
Y'all still saying Connecticut you confusing me
This is @1sloan shoutout Connecticut
(Shoutout Connecticut!)
Shoutout Connecticut

I saw your face come up in my mind
Ain't been at home it's been a long time
In San Francisco, all I'm seeing is Connecticut plates
I had to call you just to tell you I want you at my place
(Call you just to tell you 'bout Connecticut plates)
(Yeah)
(Bout Connecticut plates)
(Call you just to tell you 'bout Connecticut plates)
(Yeah)
(Bout Connecticut plates)
(Yeah)

connecticut plates (01kon + pk)

w/ @t1gerstar
cover art by @aithuia
prod: me & @aithuia

lyrics:
(polar)
you think im perfect, im not perfect
you think it hurts, but on the surface
its not bad

try and lie and say its worth it
close your doors do i deserve this
its not bad

you love to play
you love to play
and i can tell that
you hate the way
you hate the way
you recognize my
every mistake that i make
its amplified by every word that you say
and im feeling the weight

its not bad

(tigerstar)
tell me all the things you want and i'll try to be that
get rid of and scrap the shit that has no meaning
promise im alright
i'll be good for awhile
until i become someone who you would wanna
save a seat and space for and more cus u want me here
everybody wants that one person they know they can't have
but its really not bad
its just that i made it up in my head and you dont see it

even if the surface says a different thing
if i was really suffering i'd suck it up and say
it's not bad

Im trying not to freak out even though its the worst pain
I can hold your hand and bleed out and i would still say its not bad

cold feet (siem spark)

dantei

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