LYRICS:

Never again
I'll slit my throat
with the knife I pulled out of my spine

Maybe when you find out that I'm dead
You'll realize what you did to me

And if my lungs still let me breathe
Would you be there for me?
If I can make myself believe
I'll give you back what you took away

No, I won't let it go
Douse myself in gasoline
So don't 

save me when you come into the fire
I'd rather die than have to see your smile

And if my lungs still let me breathe
Would you be there for me?
If I can make myself believe
I'll give you back what you took away

You made me swear

You made me swear

I, I can't sleep
Realize all these things that you took from me

Smash my heart (You made me swear)
Into dust (You made me swear)
Suffocate my mind (You made me swear)
Tear at me from inside (You made me swear)
Smash apart what you created
How can I ever stop you from crushing my soul?
It was, it was yours, yours to begin with

And if my lungs still let me breathe
Would you be there for me?
If I can make myself believe
I'll give you back what you took away

smashedin2pieces (silverstein cover)

my side (Nebita + baredex)

my 1st house song

1/3
this one remind me of the floor right before the mom fight in binding of isaac idk why shoutout all the binding of isaac players out there

depths II

Play Our Song Nc

prod @4evrgone & @taylor
art @bloodworth99
<3<3<3<3

its just so cold
its just so lonesome
i just dont know
like woah how we get so close
when ur so far away
i dont let no1 close
thats just a part of me
a part of me
yea pardon me
it just gets hard to breathe
so i gotta leave
my apologies
i just cant be
what u wanna be
i am far too weak
what u see in me
is it really
the real thing
my skin is peeling
and revealing
what ive been concealing
sinking feeling
i dont wanna feel it
disappearing
leave me with a blank slate
tried to heal it
but i cant get my act straight

f4r 4w4y @4evrgone @taylor

Entré Dé Era

★..it all has to end..★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/avalon-prod-benji-the-machine-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
it all has to end
it all has to end
it all has to end

it all ha- for no one

time waits for no one
time waits for no one
time waits for no one

hook:
you say that you want me but never i found
you looking out for no one but yourself
i tried everytime but without a doubt
no one can change the hand that your dealt

i guess ill stay up stay up
imma fuck up fuck up
i guess ill stay up stay up
imma fuck up fuck up

verse:
every word i ever said, led to something i regret
toss and turn inside my bed, now im all alone again
holding on just by a thread, you dont know whats inside my head
sinking deep im tied to led, i cry and cry it had to end

just breathe
it all has to end..
time waits for no one, we'll all meet our end

just breathe
and catch your breath..
enjoy yourself till you take your last breath

bridge:
merlina..
every world has its end.. i know that’s kinda sad 
but that’s why we gotta live life to the fullest in the time we have 

at least, that’s what i figure

repeat hook:
you say that you want me but never i found
you looking out for no one but yourself
i tried everytime but without a doubt
no one can change the hand that your dealt

i guess ill stay up stay up
imma fuck up fuck up
i guess ill stay up stay up
imma fuck up fuck up

★streaming★

★avalon★ (prod. benji the machine)

d0llywood1 'cant wait to see u' (prod sxprano) * jane remover 'fling'

my side (Nebita + baredex)

rrrrrrocco