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I wish you wouldn't ignore me
I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early
You said you’d call me early

I thought you didn't like parties
Apparently now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me
I hope you don't exchange me

You're so cute maybe
We could still start dating
You said you'd think about it
I doubt you think about it

I don't wanna die alone
Can you just pick up the phone
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you

I wish you wouldn't ignore me
I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early
You said you’d call me early

I thought you didn't like parties
Apparently now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me
I hope you don't exchange me

You're so cute maybe
We could still start dating
You said you'd think about it
I doubt you think about it

I don't wanna die alone
Can you just pick up the phone
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you

beta orbiter

Entomology; the study of insects // i regret it alot the way i was and how i handled it

p-town i wanna watch succession with u
and your mom can point me to the restroom 
so i can puke all over the walls
cus i dont have the balls
to answer the call

and nolan is a hack i believe it cus u said he is
and i dont have a letterbox account but i'll trust emmas opinions
i heard one devo song and it was pretty tight
but i'll act like i like them so you'll think im alright
and we could be roomates and i'll laugh abt how chobits fucking sucks
EH OO EH OO LET ME BE WITH YOU

what other obsecure reference could i make
AMONGUS SUSSY BAKA 3AM

emma demma wemma (p-town)

my heart is made of flowers

suicide, i'll find my way
i'm just praying for no more days
leave me here
and maybe leave me to waste
you could leave me rotting in my dying days
leave me rotting, starving in my room
no one could be here, i fear i'm doomed
my feelings are strong
my feelings of apathy are great
it feels so visceral
think ima need to share the pain

oooo
oooo

murdermind, i'm filled with pain
i'm just kneeling there pistol to my brain
leave me there
please leave me to waste
leave me rotting in my dying days
leave me rotting, starving in my room
no one could save me, i fear i'm doomed
i fear i'm dooooomed

ROTTING (STARVING IN MY ROOM)

reupload

Singles (2017)
1. Grinding my teeth
2. Four Letter Word
3. Depression

grinding my teeth

deadbyspring

killingmesoftly

hollow vessel 
making me feel
touching my face
i don't feel real
hate myself now
hate the mirrors
if i see her ima keep her
bleeding from this rusty razor 
cutting my skin like scissors on paper 
i don't wanna see you later
look at the walls i feel like im in danger 

drinking booze and im smoking tobacco 
always on my computer 
i am such an asshole 
i am a online faggot 
and i wish i could forget 
all the shit you told me
now i wanna gash out my wrist 
i wish that i looked different 
I just want you to keep me
i want your full attention 
i just want you to see me
i feel so unlovable 
but you make me feel different 
i wish i wasn't stupid 
im never winning 

i know that you're mad at me and i am really sorry
im addicted to cigarettes 
nicotine causing my death 
i don't like myself 
i feel like im losing my god damn head
when i kill myself 
im gonna be comfortable in my death bed
i was shut out just like the rest

mental warfare 
social outcast 
i know life moves fast
im not making it last


killingmesoftly

Crysis Actor