what washes with the rain

cover photo taken from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VfwQE3uzCrk ;) thanks to Recovered Memories for making me a mix<3

bandcamp: https://retha02.bandcamp.com/album/selfexplain-14-03-2022

selfexplain.14-03-2022

SYSTEM

I’m not ready but I’m empty 
far as pain well I’ve had plenty 
but my pen is moving heavy 
yeah I know them were not friendly 
that’s okay you didn’t tell me 
far as lies while I’ve heard plenty 
far as lovers I’ve had many 
don’t look at me please don’t tempt me
you know I’m an opportunist
do you love the way you lose me 
do you love it when you do it
  is it you or is it us
you know it’s never what it was 
isn’t always what it seems 
it’s not like a movie scene

rolling controlling your either winning or hoping
your either dying or floating 
you smile drunk while your loathing 
you lost yourself in emotions 
you let them hurt you know it 
you let them hurt you you show it 
already dead at beginnings
you go from building to building 
you go to person from person
you make it up how your learning 
think that’s okay how you hurt them
I learned a lot about people 
you think your bad but I’m evil
I’ll leave ‘em hungry and feeble
can’t treat these fuckers like equals 

if your so dead grab a needle
I’m talking one that is lethal 
I cause some trouble illegal 
there never there when you need them
there only there for the moment 
I always see it they show it
you got no hope cause your hopeless

opportunity/preparation

staybroke. 「bump」

2 clipping think pieces (friggin SUE ME)

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Available on Bandcamp: https://aesk.bandcamp.com/album/abstract-minds

Mykeeh X ÆSK - Abstract.Minds

yeah

CALM.B4

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ｔｈｉｇｈｄｅａｓ．　＆ｕｎｒｌｓｄ．

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