crying so much, need to hide my face 
from this feeling, try to run away 
dont let them in, tryna close the gates 
shouldve lied when u asked me how i feel 
didnt want u to be sad to what i deal 
but ig it doesnt work
cuz we’re both hurt 
standing in the rain ya by myself 
smoking out my pain, fucking up my health 
messing up my head cuz idk what to do
u cant relate cuz u never been inside my shoes 
when ur hurt, sing my songs
what i say, read along 
everything u do, ya it feels too wrong
but together ya we can be strong

it doesnt work (liliya&yandere)

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honest %%% Prod meta

bleed out forever (diegointhedark)

https://soundcloud.com/matthew-micallef-7/yuyoyuppe-reon

@diegointhedark

diegointhedark - By Ur Side <3

@lilac @y4ndere

where’dd urr feelings go
cut them out
think they’r tryn 2 hurt me
in my dreams we were inseparable
why is it that u cnt say tht u love me ?

now more than ever
see your face through the rain
in december i was dumb to think tht we’d last forever
never been better
our hearts are tethered

write me a letter
sign it w uur first name
knew id b the goat
evr since i was in first grade
rick owens leather
crying on the first date
anxious, in my head everyday
i cnt concentrate

gillette make my wrist cry
bleeding on the g shock
this is vetements
not a shoulder to lean on
ivv been up
since them boys copied theme song
die if uu blink wrong
slipped down a steep fall

diegointhedark - dumb ‧₊˚.Ꮺ @lilac @y4ndere (2023)

@45avast

@diegointhedark
fingernails with no lunula
   iron deficient 
   i got drugs around my room 
   with her dnt think i miss it 
   getting money on the regular
   this shit is pointless
   got ur bones inside this wood
   this pack is double jointed


   urr voice replays inside my head 
   i cnt forget the words uu said to me
   hate me so bad 
   resent me please 
   tough luck im out of energy 

   im pour up 6 n fade away 
   dnt understand 
   y im afraid 
   im off the radar not okay 
   thoughts changing my face 
   kno there’s no changing my fate

   i got your tears on my skin 
   they wont wash away
   wake up 
   wonder who i am today
   the story of yesterday

@hvrting
i wish i cld just explain
<3 ur voice i <3 ur face
im 22 scared to speak up
so thru a song i will escape
i love spending time with you
even if its thru a phone
when im down i feel so trapped
i hate being so alone

ur voice, stuck in my head
nn its on replay
i might just end up dead
i kno they wanna see the day
nn nobody hit me up
when it was my fuckin bday
im not just talking bro
this rly is a deep pain

@diegointhedark
 urr voice replays inside my head 
   i cnt forget the words uu said to me
   hate me so bad 
   resent me please 
   tough luck im out of energy 

   im pour up 6 n fade away 
   dnt understand 
   y im afraid 
   im off the radar not okay 
   thoughts changing my face 
   kno there’s no changing my fate

   i got your tears on my skin 
   they wont wash away
   wake up 
   wonder who i am today
   the story of yesterday

diegointhedark & hvrts - yesterday (prod. avast)

sample: relient k - who i am hates who ive been

i cant change for u bby no
u cant face to me bby no
how did it end up like this
im so tired of trying
wish i could just timeskip
cuz who i am hates who ive been T_T
i dont wanna talk to u bby
cuz im already knowin u fkn hate me
said i havent been myself lately
what do you know about me?
not your ecstasy yuh

keep goin when they doubtin
im so commited what about it?
i do this shit so damn lousy
pack jus touched down n im smoking the loudest
i dont want nun but the benjis im counting
speaking of benjis im mf drowning
bby my heart damn u done found it
i need u back ion care how im sounding

when they all was talking down shit all i do is look up
thought i had u in my world guess its just my fucking luck LOL
its been days without u girl
i atone for all my sins
jus cuz who i am today
hates who ive been

i cant change for u bby no
u cant face to me bby no
how did it end up like this
im so tired of trying
wish i could just timeskip
cuz who i am hates who ive been
i dont wanna talk to u bby
cuz im already knowin u fkn hate me
said i havent been myself lately
what do you know about me?
not your ecstasy yuh

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