CMB (p. noturmood)

snippets about midwxst, dc the don, and some other people

Ah man-the nightmares are back. Sleep is infernal.
More intense a mindfuck than it should be. 

Late PM
Why am I like this. I wake up in agony if I dream.
Putting my mind together every time is a hassle.

I dread more than I should honestly.

Death is a part of life but dreaming is scarier iMO.
Worst part is I have to trick myself into believing I should sleep but that just sews bad faith in myself.
I know nobody wants to read a wall of text. I'm just doing this for my own sake as every writing application gets destroyed or stolen. At least it's very easy to presume somebody's reading this as it's being typed and "etch a sketched". Peace goes a long way for me when I can manage to get ahold.




early AM

aw.sweet dude I caught a wave of apathy 

why does complaining work was a question. was.

back to double barreling cigarettes unfiltered 


whatever's wrong with me is there for a reason
I should be dead but these are just letters I guess.

what do I do? honestly I'd appreciate forthright suggestions and guesses.

Garfield dog... gonna be gone soon either way 


HOT
SWEAT IN THE WINTER
COLD
SHIVER IN THE SUMMER

No prophet is accepted in his hometown
Luke 4:24

Still getting paid from all the shit you cant teach

CMB (p. noturmood)

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