Re-Extase 18

After much additional toil, almost all remaining timing issues were fixed.
Then I added a pad voice as sort of a victory-lap.

Long run, this attempt is going to be more interesting just to people that -do- mastering who understand yeah lessons learned I shouldn't use a complex-fill as the whole song's pattern, and strain that hard to fix lol, but that it was valiant to fight with it and good practice.  Cheers.
multi-platform link to this song:
https://ffm.to/ballad-listless-late-nite

other places for my music:

Douglas P Stoothoff main site:
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Feature.fm overall Artist Bio link:
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Master Track List on SC:
https://soundcloud.com/doug-stoothoff/tracks

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Hexa

Ballad Of The Listless (Late Nite Remaster)

Buy on Beatport

Tells the story of fluctuations where melodies are combined with techno elements. When I first heard 'Varpulis' by Charlotte De Witte, I felt that techno could bring me to my essence. Fluctus means 'wave' in Latin. Music is waves with peaks and troughs, and that's how I experience life too. Enjoy the peaks, but also embrace the troughs. After every low comes a high, and vice versa. Dare to embrace every emotion. Stability tries to lessen the intensity of the waves, but fluctuations are necessary for growth and evolution. Don't remain stagnant; dare to fail and learn, because this enables you to get closer to your true self, your core. Close your eyes and sway through life. Music shouldn't just make you forget, but also make you pause, literally with yourself, the people around you, your dreams, and passions. Follow your dreams and manifest what your gut feeling tells you, because anything is possible!

Fluctus

She's out of this world
At first I was bout It til I was doubting this girl
Would stoop for me,
Stupidly
I friend zoned myself so I'd have my respect before her rejection would screw with me
I knew It'd be something I have to accept
She was the last of the best 
At first she gave Me a chance
Until she learned how worthless I am
It hurts, she would not get it at all 
her head was too large
She should not be more pretentious 
She said it: she valued her small modeling career Over my dead body
Which I bottled my fear
Of  not being good enough
I
 should have loved my self more
And valued her less
How Dare I bothered to get my hopes high off of my chest 
Because she  swore she's so wise and a nerd like me sure she doesn't hurt like me  acting like she's too good for  me would that be better than if she continued to leave me put on seen
She hurt my dreams cause she's young and hot
Look at me, what the fuck I got?
Wasn't much but my hopes high
I know  I'ma hypocrite
So I turned down others that were
Worse than myself otherwise I know why they probably feel the pain I had felt with this little bitch
Do I have the right to be like any part of this after artemis? hurts my pride, her future's bright, 
She used me like 
She's too good for me
I heard she's right
I used to like 
Angels like her
I'm sure I still do
Not like her rejection
Her pretention will leave me for dead 
I saw her rubbing up with a sugar daddy, hurts badly she could have had me
Together, not hurt
For whatever it's worth 
I can't do better but, forget her it hurts. 
I'll forget her memory except to work on a better me 
To get my own trophy wife  I know be like her but, not because we'll never be. 
I need one after this b like the  letter c me
I don't do freebies 
I work for my worth and for any to need me
I gotta lot to do so they won't tease me
For Wanting more, so what she's not a whore  she got more self respect makes me want it more but I can not afford 
Much more than the dollar store oh poor me
I need Medicaid for my heart of course she got it sore. 
I know myself it helps I am not a 4
If ima 7 she's a 9
Worth more than my time
She's after the money 
It's not funny or fine
Whatever, I'll grind and get her off of my mind 
As I talk to a 7.5
Recognizing my league 
Accepting that she's too pretentious for me
The best I can do is write my hurt and help others rejected like me. 




She's Too Good For Me demo

Bass Drops Bodies Move is a 2 Part Meth original track with collaboration with SYNCHROLIFT - https://soundcloud.com/synchrolift.

Bass Drops Bodies Move

A hypnotic journey into the depths of consciousness, this dark techno track blends dark, immersive atmospheres with a mysterious and ethereal female voice. Her calm yet enigmatic tone guides you through a space of introspection, where body and mind detach, and the unknown unfolds. Deep bass and tight rhythms create an intense contrast, pulling you further into the void. A space to let go. A space to go deeper.

Beatport

Deeper

Lyrics 

How can I decide what's right
when you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win your losing fight all the time
Nor can I ever own what's mine
when you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride

Not this time
Not this time

How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well
Well, how did we get here?
Well, I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue
just boiling in my blood
But you think that I can't see 
what kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
I will figure this one out on my own
on my own
Yeah

How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well, yeah
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools of ourselves

How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well, yeah
Well, how did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well, yeah 
How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well, yeah

I think I know
I think I know
there is something I see in you
It might kill me, but I want it to be true

I think I know
I think I know
there is something I see in you
It might kill me, but I want it to be true

Decode

Xena East - Decode

Everything understood is the past, all taught is the future
Life is our inspiration, the explanation is mystical, afterlife is rumination

She's Too Good For Me demo

⚔K-Oth