new summer bop! first song off my new ep 'june' :)
produced by @prodmichael
cover art by me
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
and i can feel it on me when u got my hand
know that this could be forever
let my eyes close shut trace names in the sand
as the sunshine melts the weather
give me 5 more days
im just tryna find my way
in the dark i gotta make this place
our home
cuz there’s no place like

this town i dont think i can exit
i got a few loose ends and a screw i could mention
knocked down but i got ur attention
and i dont think i can handle the tension
just give me 5 more days
im just tryna find my way
in the dark i gotta make this place
our home
cuz there’s no place like home

where u been at?
i been callin
up ur phone since 5 o clock
yeah i know you got a job
but i don’t have the time at all
say my name like once and i swear that i’ll b there
i dont feel like one’s enough to make it a fear
all my friends get drunk im not one for the beer
i just take them home cuz they know i can steer yea
x2

see my name in lights,
least thats the dream, right
this city holds me back
from every finding bliss in life
almost every minute
i step back, 3rd person mirror image
and i find myself in the corner hidden
where im supposed to be, its written

and i can feel it on me when u got my hand
know that this could be forever
let my eyes close shut trace names in the sand
as the sunshine melts the weather
give me 5 more days
im just tryna find my way
in the dark i gotta make this place
our home
cuz there’s no place like

(dont let gooo) this town i dont think i can exit
i got a few loose ends and a screw i could mention
knocked down but i got ur attention
and i dont think i can handle the tension
just give me 5 more days
im just tryna find my way
in the dark i gotta make this place
our home
cuz there’s no place like home

spotify!

five more days! [xmichaelwarren]

burning like a star, doomed to die alone

lyrics: 

dont know how to make this right
always feelin' so dead inside
its all i can do not to end this life
yall just fuck me up and leave me here to die
god knows im so sick of cryin
fuck this shit i feel like dyin
dont believe anything they say now
ima light up to relieve this pain now...

dont know why 
i cant face this world
im always starin thru the blinds 
dont hmu im just a waste of time 

dont hmu im just setback
id rather be alone and hit this gas pac
pls dont get to close to me
everyone who does becomes the enemy...

dont talk to me...
if you do youll just want to leave
im backin down i dont want this 
nothing that i do could ever, ever stop this
burning like a star, im doomed to die alone
everybody leaves ive never had a home
just go away, i dont wanna talk now
im perfectly fine being a shadow in the background

oooo a shadow in the background
oooo the sun comes out
i dont make a sound...
i dont make a sound....

shadow in the background [+taurs & jolst]

constant heartbreak

@hoeplessboy <3 
@jolst <3
lyrics:
i tried to figure it out
while night falls
im bleeding out on the floor
close the door
what more could u want?
no, i don't wanna talk
anymore 
(excerpt from lovespelledbackwards - i've became everything i hate)

hoepless:
anymore
closer to you
i'll be fine
(anymore)
calm down
i need u here with me now
fall out
no, i don't need any1 else :)

i tried to figure it out
while night falls
im bleeding out on the floor
close
the
door
what more could u want?
no, i don't wanna talk
anymore

i guess we'll play like that
damn, all night ur sitting down
and 
i'm falling right back down
girl
you're crying out so loud
i guess
i'll stay with all my doubts

i tried to figure it out
while night falls
im bleeding out on the floor
close
the
door
what more could u want?
no, i don't wanna talk
anymore..! x2

SPOTIFY

while night falls w/ hoepless (prod. jolst)

Here where I said,
I'd meet you again,
chasing the feeling,
falling for friends,

and I love you now,
had to figure out,
if I love myself,
and who I am myself,

Never love again,
I made a promise, once then,
you don't even know,
who I wanna be, and who I ever was,
I can't say that I would be anybody else,

and call to the sun,
we all let it go,
and god cannot save us,
so might as well love one n another,

Call To Sun w/ birdbody (prod. Idly Blare)

walking out ur door (prod. irby x jolst)

produced by wisssery and noahmadethiss

can we slow down?
can't get to the phone now
make it stop
what'd you say? 
my bad i zoned out
i hate crowds and noises
that's why i don't go out
maybe one day i'll get better
just not right now

everytime I leave my bed its an endless cycle of fear and resentment
Even if everythings alright, can’t help but wonder why I live in the past tense
One step forward is five back
Missed a shot in the dark and it’s too bad
Six feet deep in the ground my remains still say you really didn’t have to do that
Forever the worst, never the best
You’re really toxic and that’s not a flex
got something to say, I invite you to test
Calling your bluff you just cap like the rest
Stay hella bored but I don’t leave the house
i gotta go get it, just push through the doubt
Deep in my thoughts
Stomach in knots
Im begging to stop
Just leave me to rot

Constantly fighting a war with my head 
sometimes I think I’d be better off dead 
everyone says it can only get better 
then why do I constantly wake up in dread? 
running in circles again and again 
i just wish I could be there for my friends 
forever the worst, never the best 
always talking that shit but it’s not with your chest 
everyone here’s just talking 
can’t pay no mind, gotta clock in 
yeah I took some l’s for a while
my mind is a prison, im locked in 
stay hella bored but I don’t leave the house
i gotta go get it just push through the doubt 
deep in my thoughts 
stomach in knots 
I’m begging to stop
just leave me to rot

leave me to rot (prod. wisssery x noahmadethiss)

produced by: @everythingmackk


and my heart rate 
it slows down
used to talk alot
guess i’m on my own now
and i beg you 
to come round
she don’t talk to me
she’d much rather go out
and you’re a liar
cold, no fire
all the rubies in the world couldn’t buy her
i can’t find her
so i retire 
and im bound by these ropes
but couldn’t tie her 

and i broke loose
for you <3 
all the shit i did, 
i swear i had to do
split me in two
and i’ll play the fool
as long as u pick up 
when im calling you 

and i swear i would do about anything u asked 
what u want
we can hit the town and try to make it back
i’m so drunk ! 
she pulls me closer says there’s something i gotta ask
i said go, 
you can tell me girl i promise i wont laugh
she said 
“boy i think i’m falling for you,
don’t think i can mask
things i feel any longer
so please ask what u gotta ask”
i was shocked,
now my heart was pulsing, felt it in my hands
was this real?
or am i dreaming 
either way, i’m gonna stay right here 

and my heart rate 
it slows down
used to talk alot
guess i’m on my own now
and i beg you 
to come round
she don’t talk to me
she’d much rather go out
and you’re a liar
cold, no fire
all the rubies in the world couldn’t buy her
i can’t find her
so i retire 
and im bound by these ropes
but couldn’t tie her

to those before, and to those after (mackk)

trapped in a world where we
dont know what we're doing
we're REALLY fucking clueless
vices on my desk, contraband in my head :/
its fine to us,,
i got party in my dna ^-^
i cant even brace , or hurt
cause i cant feel my face, uh.
rum and everythings fine 
i do what i want

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh...'

i still hurt sometimes

nothing makes sense :(
another bro got jaded >:(
i think they laced him >;(
TELL ME WHAT THE PAY IS
i got real bones ache and they sure ache
i cant even stand to see my own face.

-

ghastly imagez..

lil nightshift

ghastly imagez.. p. lil nightshift

prod. @nate2timezz

lyrics:

sometimes things dont amount to much
even when the things that led you there
gave you such a rush..
and baby im sorry that it didnt work out
and theres really no point n screamin n shoutin
but damn you look good  only wearin a towel
oh god give me the strength not to look back now.,.

i cant move on with you
breathin down my neck...
i guess its time that i 
leave you in the past
i need to go on
to whatever happens next
you said you loved me once but
i think this is for the best

i think its for the best...
even after all those long nights with you
layin on my chest
its  all runnin' through my head
nothins ever felt as lonely as this bed
oh...as lonely as this bed...

chorus repeats

this is for the best [+nate2timez]

[+ sogimura]
@noxious-nights ♤
@safeatlast
@northshoremusic 🂡
@strivemusicau ♤
@navyxower 🂡

while night falls w/ hoepless (prod. jolst)

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