thank you @4cfear

https://youtu.be/iBp4W4LROMY

heart unfazed! w/ 4cf (whyheytor) [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

Prod. Z3nny
sry for the wait, every beat on yt sound the same😭

Shed Tears

hogwarts stair case w/ 1:21 (johnnyfriend)

i dont have the confidence to do what i want

rics:
she asked me why im acting strange idk,
i couldnt tell ya even if i wanted to
the more u dont know the better
the more u dont know the better
the more u dont know the better
fr, the more u dont know the

i let these emotions get in my way
and now i realize, its not okay
its not okay
and sometimes i think about if id be happier if we didnt meet(no)
im too far deep 
so we gotta 
and im sorry that i made u think everything was ok
and im sorry for putting u on a pedestal so high u touched the stars
and whatever i had it was urs it was ours
cuz id give anything
id give anything

feel like i shoulda never met you
but why do i feel like fate got in the way
cuz i dont give a fuck anymore
i dont even care bout me

and u said we dont really understand each other
then how come u know me better than me
and i will never abandon u, promise
and that's a promise I swear that I'll keep.

im sorry im sorry that i just act this way
this way this way this way
i mean truly u know im da one that cares bout u most either way
but i know i make mistakes
so find a new friend to cry on ur shoulder
find a new friend to grow with, get older
because honestly, you deserve better than me. sry.

promises

mind numbing drugs
mind numbing drugs
u never call
the mind numbing drugs

hated it all 
you never cared at all
u talk sm behind my back
ik ill fall
i hated it all
the drugs i can call
hated it all 
hated it all
hated it all
hated it all
the mind numbing drugs

Mind Numbing Drugs (prod Guda)

@ih8cubn @staggyucrazy

produced by speedlmt

ion wanna talk abt it (remix)

produced by the one the only the beautiful: @p-guda
with the boy: @faygoprince

Lyrics:
indi:
Stuck in the dark and i can’t leave
i’ve been alone for way to long
so i hope i reach you with my plea
but these thoughts i feel can’t be put in a song
but I don’t care
because i’m finally
on my own feet
where i know i can be
someone who has, the power to breath
reality is falling at the seams
wake up and feel it in my bones
and i text you i just wanna come home
but i leave all these things that i thought i have known
because i can see now all the ways i’m alone
cause i have no life without drugs and it takes me
can’t stand up when my thoughts are so hazy
I don’t want this
so you can’t save me
I’m stuck on the floor it feels like the grounds shaking

faygoprince :
I've been fucked over
But that's just alright
I guess my lucks over
Cus I'm just not fine
I've been trying way to hard (Mario Coin)
You're making me just fall apart
The demons can control my heart
But it's damaging
Every single person I know is hurting me
I can never ever seem to just fall asleep
Without you...

ion wanna talk abt it (remix)

Cubn x Staggy