You Dont Know Me Remix (feat. bknrupt)

something I made when I was tired idk
prod. reesoo

nascar (reesoo)

Prod. Z3nny
sry for the wait, every beat on yt sound the same😭

Shed Tears

hogwarts stair case w/ 1:21 (johnnyfriend)

i dont have the confidence to do what i want

rics:
she asked me why im acting strange idk,
i couldnt tell ya even if i wanted to
the more u dont know the better
the more u dont know the better
the more u dont know the better
fr, the more u dont know the

i let these emotions get in my way
and now i realize, its not okay
its not okay
and sometimes i think about if id be happier if we didnt meet(no)
im too far deep 
so we gotta 
and im sorry that i made u think everything was ok
and im sorry for putting u on a pedestal so high u touched the stars
and whatever i had it was urs it was ours
cuz id give anything
id give anything

feel like i shoulda never met you
but why do i feel like fate got in the way
cuz i dont give a fuck anymore
i dont even care bout me

and u said we dont really understand each other
then how come u know me better than me
and i will never abandon u, promise
and that's a promise I swear that I'll keep.

im sorry im sorry that i just act this way
this way this way this way
i mean truly u know im da one that cares bout u most either way
but i know i make mistakes
so find a new friend to cry on ur shoulder
find a new friend to grow with, get older
because honestly, you deserve better than me. sry.

promises

AMV MADE BY : @alrunaxo
https://youtu.be/qyCZHNIAZyQ

prod: boyfifty

lyrics: 
another look in the mirror and I can’t stand what I see
i fuckin hate the world it’s so obvi to me
I wish I could wake up and be somebody else
she told me pick myself up self love is the key

another stupid argument pertaining to nothin
I never kiss and tell but we make up and start fucking
honestly i can never say the right thing in my words
I don’t deserve you but don’t kick me to the curb

I see how you look at him when I’m not around 
I’m not multifaceted and blend into the crowd
I get so anxious that I tense up to the sound
I’m not the type to brag about or to tell me your proud of me

And I know I’m not enough but everytime you seem to fuck me up the moment I’m feeling fine
And it’s know it’s not my fault but I can’t fall asleep it’s always those other guys but it’s never ever me


another look in the mirror and I can’t stand what I see
i fuckin hate the world it’s so obvi to me
I wish I could wake up and be somebody else
she told me pick myself up self love is the key

journal entry (boyfifty)

creds//
mix n master by me
prod @0arid

words//
Left that boy on opened, cuz he sent me some his garbage
You ask for a feature for free, i think you're retarded 
I pull up with arid, we tote 40s, we start carnage
We aint fucking playing hollow tips gon hit yo cartilage 

He don't want no part of this
I've been making hits after hits, I think it's hard to miss
Lately i've been bitch to bitch, i'm the one that started this
Lately i've been fix to fix, i'm the one who started this

Choppa gon play u, just like a fiddle
That boy is easy i solved him like riddle
Fat bitch asked me for McGriddle
Feel like dashie in the middle

Fourteen and i am addicted to the money
Shawty pulled up to my crib and she looked stunning

Left that boy on opened, cuz he sent me some his garbage
You ask for a feature for free, i think you're retarded 
I pull up with arid, we tote 40s, we start carnage
We aint fucking playing hollow tips gon hit yo cartilage

Carnage (Prod. Arid)

CARNAGE (PROD. ARID)

mind numbing drugs
mind numbing drugs
u never call
the mind numbing drugs

hated it all 
you never cared at all
u talk sm behind my back
ik ill fall
i hated it all
the drugs i can call
hated it all 
hated it all
hated it all
hated it all
the mind numbing drugs

Mind Numbing Drugs (prod Guda)

[imsorry]
very emotional song :/

all plats
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oktober4/my-fault

EDM DROP BY @brokitz

you never cared
wont ask why you gave a shit about him
im just a kid
and im so done with your bullshit
i might motherfucking lose it
all the rumors were true about you
i was right
i didnt have a clue
didnt wanna lose you too
but its over now
you dont gotta pout
its all done
thought that you were the one
you think its fun
but im holding the gun
to my head
you want me dead
fuck what you said
about me or all my friends
i should have never picked up the phone
im alone
watch your tone
is what i was told to be quiet again
i should have kept my mouth shut
i should have locked the door up
its my fault
everything is my fault when it comes to this
im a piece of shit
i know
i should have kept my mouth closed
i should have told anybody who knows
dont tell anyone
im so fucking done
im done
but i still miss you
i miss everything that we've been through
and im sorry
for everything that ive done to u
its all my fault
but its over now

my fault

all plats

produced by the one the only the beautiful: @p-guda
with the boy: @faygoprince

Lyrics:
indi:
Stuck in the dark and i can’t leave
i’ve been alone for way to long
so i hope i reach you with my plea
but these thoughts i feel can’t be put in a song
but I don’t care
because i’m finally
on my own feet
where i know i can be
someone who has, the power to breath
reality is falling at the seams
wake up and feel it in my bones
and i text you i just wanna come home
but i leave all these things that i thought i have known
because i can see now all the ways i’m alone
cause i have no life without drugs and it takes me
can’t stand up when my thoughts are so hazy
I don’t want this
so you can’t save me
I’m stuck on the floor it feels like the grounds shaking

faygoprince :
I've been fucked over
But that's just alright
I guess my lucks over
Cus I'm just not fine
I've been trying way to hard (Mario Coin)
You're making me just fall apart
The demons can control my heart
But it's damaging
Every single person I know is hurting me
I can never ever seem to just fall asleep
Without you...

You Dont Know Me Remix (feat. bknrupt)

Cubn x Staggy