happy pictures, sad generation

wrong drugs

North$ide

Mucho Guapo Pronto (prod. PhutiAxis)

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About Hurts To Feel 
Your mind really does control your reality, and sometimes when you can’t seem to find the good in anything, or appreciate what you have, it becomes hard to want to feel anything at all. If all you feel is negative, then why feel at all... Dealing with emotional issues is something most people struggle with the most because it feels like your mind is working against you; the longing for stability but not knowing how to get there or where to start. It makes being truly happy seem like an impossible task, and the disappointment of not having it only increases how bad you feel. I find that coming to terms with this feeling and accepting it helps overcome it, as opposed to running and hoping you can outrun those negative feelings - face them, ask yourself where they came from. Dig deep into the source; I feel like it’s only then that can you start figuring out how to help yourself, and only you can find those answers.

Written by: PatricKxxLee 
Produced by: PatricKxxLee 
Mixed & Mastered by: J.Smallz/TinismDotc0m 

LYRICS 
 [Verse 1] See  now I’ve come to realise / That it hurts to feel inside / It fucking hurts to be alive / Can’t trust my thoughts, my self, / My mind is hell / Tryna come to terms with my / lack of love, don’t wanna die / I don’t wanna live this lie / Can’t trust my thoughts, my self / My mind is hell / You see the the picture that I paint / Can’t tell  this happiness is fake / I feel so dead when I’m awake / I crumble underneath this weight / Don’t know what’s wrong with me today / Tell everyone that I’m okay / I think I’m sick, they don’t believe / Your advice doesn’t work for me

[Verse 2] I won’t allow myself to smile / Haven’t been happy in a while / I’m always walking down the aisle / Can’t trust my thoughts, my self / My mind is hell / Now whose number should I dial / Feel like my life’s a fucking trial / I’m overwhelmed by my denial / Can’t trust my thoughts, my self, / My mind is hell / You think it’s just so black and white / I’m so afraid to close my eyes / Nightmares won’t let me sleep at night / Laughter became my new disguise / Can’t look nobody in the eyes / Wondering if I’m my own demise / I still feel low when I get high / Something is wrong and I don’t know why ––[Bridge] Now it feels like I / ‘Ve lost control / Here we go / Down that road / Lost my soul / I’m so cold / I don’t know / Where to go...

[Verse 3] See now I’ve come to realise / I was comfortable with lies / And all the pain I tried to hide / Can’t trust my thoughts, my self / My mind is hell / All the days I wonder why / I’m unable to be fine / Drown my pain in all the wine / Can’t trust my thoughts, my self / My mind is hell / My mind is hell / My mind is hell / My mind is hell / My mind is hell / My mind is hell / Hell

Hurts To Feel

If you say pass that loud
Boy you better pass that round 
Then you don’t make a sound 
Got you high off the ground 

You hating but won’t see me fall 
Just know that I’m risking it all 
Stability looking so far fetched 
But I could be the one you call 
Said I could be the one you call 

Stability looking so far fetched 
But I cannot stop till I ball 
It’s better than nothing at all 
Yeah you got ambition but mines a lil bigger 
My lyrics a pistol, she pulling the trigger 
And you gotta bag up to boss 

Imma fight till I see money trees 
In my backyard 
Gucci on my feet
On G 
 finna see 
A better seat 
Next to me 
& my team 
C-P-T  
Fucking up the scene 
This the dream
Fuck with me 
Shawty never wanna leave

Bag Up To Boss (Prod. BRIZZY DA SAVAGE)

need to sip**

05 Hyenas Ft Jayhood, Lucasraps, Mass The Difference, Touchline, Dibi & Indigo Stella

GLOCK 26 Feat. BLXCKIE (Prod. Yuang x Blxckie)

JUST LIKE ME!

Art by  LA. Mpumz

verse 1 & hook

okay lets go lets go lets go.
i been in my bag like some bands.
i like how she dance i might smash.
move like i dont run out of gas, really fast.
lookin at my drip thats that drip thats that splash.

i dont wanna hear no stories.
if you bout that action we can make it gory. 
your girl gave me head and it was kinda boring.
then she called me, told her lay up off me.

and i keep a tool,
she came with a friend i said i like shit in twos.
i was tryna sing but now its fuck the autotune.
LOL to niggas that would laugh at me at school.
oou. oou.

im the freshest. niggas look depressing.
i was taking notes and now i finally learned my lesson.
i got all the sauce i might go get me some dressing.
hit me in the dms and i curved her like a crescent. 

busy flexing.
niggas jealous.
kinda petty. i dont got no bestie.
just a couple niggas that would ride for the kid.
niggas said i wouldnt do a lot but i did.

No Stories W/ Blxckie x Shouldbeyuang

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