sewerperson - love from you (sewer only + extended)

prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick
mixed/mastered by me
quote from spice and wolf <3

Lyrics:

oh, i been feelin lately, the hole you left in my cardiac
i guess you could say it, but i really want the privilege
every conversation we're having always feels frivolous
oh yea you think her tongues sharp, just wait until the knife comes
i really hope he loves you, in the same way that i did
cause i gave half my life in pursuit of what you said
blood been pumpin faster, she a heart attacker
these chains around my ventricles shackle me to the chapel

don't wanna break it down but i got words for you baby
this sonnet i'm singing, oh it don't do it justice
oh, im so full of rage uhh, all i feel is hate now
every syllable from your mouth feels fuckin disgustin
i can't shed now, my tears have burned away
oh my passionate admiration for ya, has only turned to disdain

[bridge]

my heart's been disfigured by the shadow of a sinner
every time you text me oh my sanity runnin thinner
we were meant to be but baby we can never be
cause i see right through you and every lie ya said to me
you thought of yourself as knowledgeable and worldly
but honestly you're as immature as it gets
and with every nerve ending in my body
i wanna be loved in the same way i love another

clearly you dont see me
heart's green with bleeding envy
i see right through you chest untempered glass
even the holy blessed temple won't offer sanctuary to your ass
everything you wrought, was of your own accord
and honestly i think you left cause you were bored
and that might just be fine if i could get you out my mind
striving for that point where i don't love you anymore

cardiac_arrest (secre x heyrick)

LYRICS:

You've been on my mind
And I been losing time
Last thing you told me was goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

All my friends are junkies and I'm scared of growing older
It's like every time we talk you end up crying on my shoulder
Could you tell me why we do this? I don't know what the use is
I guess I'll stay in my room, because I'm tired of feeling useless
So braindead, can't eat, can't sleep
I been out my mind, locked in all week
Just hear me out, I'm on my knees
But you don't like to listen to me

You've been on my mind
And I been losing time
Last thing you told me was goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

You've been a waste of my time and I don't want this fight
What good is love when you can't see things from someone's side?
Let me just show you tonight, before we say goodbye
Let's go give into our pride, we can't go back inside
What's it gonna take for you to go get the message?
Save me all the evidence, and heartbreak along with it

You've been on my mind
And I been losing time
Last thing you told me was goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

GOODBYE w/ Sinxi

Someone remind her she’s doing so well…..


Lyrics:

Her mom passed when she was eight 
And she’s never felt the same
 but that’s okay 
And Her dad turned to the alcohol 
Poor girl living in a broken home
With too much on her plate
Someone remind her she’s doing so well
You’ve come so far should be proud of yourself 
Self harm scars from what you endured 
It’s a sign of your strength love 


I could never resonate with what you had been through 
Rehab didn’t work for him but it could you
I know you feel like the spare missing part
To your favourite jigsaw you used to love 


Yea I know it’s hard for you
 I can’t even fathom what your going through 
Your beautiful inside and out
God I wish I was you 
I wish you could see yourself in my eyes
Your so beautiful to me

Broken Home (twilight blue)

lyrics

look a the rot
take in the breeze
i taken a lot
uve taken from me
time i had bought
blood staining the teeth
i cannot stop
look at the trees
one more bodies not enough
look at all the pain i had wrought
final image found of blood n snot
the weight upon my soul is building up

one night
in my eyes
is 2 days
without u
i try
and tears dry
and finally
ive found u

i just start to rust
i just start to rot
tell me what u love
gimme what u got
i promise we’ll be fine
u promise me were not
i cant check the time
cuz w u the time stops

look a the rot
take in the breeze
i taken a lot
uve taken from me
time i had bought
blood staining the teeth
i cannot stop
look at the trees
one more bodies not enough
look at all the pain i had wrought
final image found of blood n snot
the weight upon my soul is building up

Trees + Rot

lyrics//

well my luck dried up on the
3rd of march 
and your grandpa clark always made remarks
about my tired looking eyes, and my tatted up arms
he would probably chew you out if he saw you with me now

but that’s how life goes
i heard it moves in cycles
it’s hard to see it through 
when i’m walking with my eyes closed
always wearing blue
deeper meaning to my street clothes
do it for urself never do it for the people

sport a smile dosent mean im fine 
quarter mile to the quarry 
missing my old life
spent the night at the steple 
hoping you’re alright
i could never move the needle
feeling low on time
[x2]

iv been sick of the games that u play
walking in these circles but im keepikg my
pace
one lool at her snd im better
if you keep my shirt ill keep your sweater
still the same
and no ill never change
too numb to feel the pain
its sometnimg in my brain
quit waiting up to find patiance
know im not strong enough 
i went vacant

sport a smile dosent mean im fine 
quarter mile to the quarry 
missing my old life
spent the night at the steple 
hoping you’re alright
i could never move the needle
feeling low on time
[x2]

sport a smile but im borderline
but id never take my own life
know that theyd be mortified
if they found my body out by the pines

quartermile to the quarry [cxrter x cloud]

lyrics 


get to the point
or get out my way
im so excited im starting to shake
im way too anxious i picked up the shakes 
but how would u feel when i end up erased
upping my take
im upping the stakes
someone u luv is just someone to blame
i run away
u aint have to say
cuz i see it myself
and i carry the shame

ill do whatever but
what do u want
sit in my room and im starting to rot
im so accustomed to blowing my shots
why r u near me i dont wanna talk

not surprised u cannot handle the shock
not surprised i couldn’t be what u want
im the one u thought wuld help u along
but i got some problems to deal on my own

think im growing up
and it better now
but im going off
and i let u down
think im growing up
im too sheltered now
but im trying way too hard
just to help you out

poems ii

lyrics

 don’t think i can change the way i see the things to be
i just poured me up don julio to go to sleep
every fucking morning, i see some bullshit on my twitter feed
spend the rest of the day trying to find a little bit of peace
yeah, i’m in my bag right now
i’m in my bag right now, i’m getting a bag right now, yeah, yeah
i’m in my bag right now, i’m getting a bag right now
i’m winning this battle right now
i don’t want to lie, i just want to kiss you in the rain
pass this world, forget this pain
remember my name, and keep close what i told you
you stole my heart and left a little hole too
i won’t complain if i lie in your arms
you are my saint
my soul has been tamed
yeah, i’m getting a bag right now, but it’s not the same
if you’re not right next to me, i don’t want to play
i close my eyes for a second
and i’ve seen the future, i’ve seen the future
i know that you love when you’re mentioned
but i can’t compute, yeah, i can’t compute
but it’s dark, uh, blood all on the floor
creatures surrounding my body, yeah, i’ve seen this shit before
it’s craving a scent that i carry at the core
i’m just praying that i taught you the ways, now you cannot ignore
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my
hold my heart
hold my
hold my
hold my

heretic pain

heretic pain (flesh) [bonus tracks from album on spotify]

room23
prod me:)

a small ep i made a while ago that i've always enjoyed and i wanted to share with you. thank you for listening and i hope you enjoy!!<3

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/61UDJucnEc2sYoFtazVc0v?si=tWTbMcjTQje-8e54gdML1A


hatemylife

lyrics:

Spend another late late night in the back of the ride
Imma take my time on you
Tell you that I hate my life but it's no surprise
If you lived like this you would too
I guess it's no use, I'm just too obtuse
I'm just too caught up in the moment, feelings flowing
Lay me down so soft and slowly
Oh

It's real late night real talk where you goin where you been at?
Said I couldn't spare the energy to tell you where I been at
She a devil when she hit that grin
I'm an angel in disguise, you are not my twin
I don't got like no enemies, Thorfinn
So I don't know why you did what you did
Think that you know what you do to me
I see the premeditation lead to erasure
Of all that was you and me
Now we've grown so abrasive cannot be bothered
To mend those wounds, maybe ease that pain
Make it all alright, make it all okay
I just missed my bus, you just caught your train back home
Imma kick it right here on my own

Spend another late late night in the back of the ride
Imma take my time on you
Tell you that I hate my life but it's no surprise
If you lived like this you would too
I guess it's no use, I'm just too obtuse
I'm just too caught up in the moment, feelings flowing
Lay me down so soft and slowly
Oh

hatemylife

distant // bad habits (prod. killedmyself & scottysplash)

this door's got a big lock
I don't know where the keys at
there's just a white clock
spinning fast, but it won't go passed
9:32 
it just stops and then rewinds right back
it just stops and then rewinds right back

don't go
please stay
I'll trade my days for what you have left
I'll give you every breath

this door's got a big lock
I don't know where the keys at
there's just a white clock
spinning fast, but it won't go passed
9:32 
it just stops and then rewinds right back
it just stops and then rewinds right back

everybody's calling me but I don't want to talk today
sun is out, rays are shining but I still expect some rain
I lost you to all of the problems inside of your head
I wish I saw the signs before you had left

this door's got a big lock
I don't know where the keys at
there's just a white clock
spinning fast, but it won't go passed
9:32 
it just stops and then rewinds right back
it just stops and then rewinds right back

9:32

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Lovell & Madison <3

We’re 21 but adulthood isn’t our thing

Busy making songs about the littlest of things

Broken Home (twilight blue)

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