woah i wasn’t expecting u to be this underground of an artist wtf 😭 this is so awesome bub keep it up

You was at a party with a few friends…

Go checkout nineto5 he did amazing <3

Love you all summer camp next (:

now you wanna hear me out? W/nineto5 (prod.gaxillic)

(prod. malloy x jkei)
feat @notaheroo

early morning
hear the birds sing
in bed stalling 
its so cold outside x2

staring at my ceiling
6am dawn is coming
i was awake all night
fighting my demons on sight
codeine got me tripping
i remember this feeling
addictive to the sedatives
in pain so i need this 

early morning
hear the birds sing
in bed stalling 
its so cold outside x2

im not used to being sober
was fed my pills
i was drinking till the sun up
i didnt know whats real
but now its over
i didnt know my love
its all my fault coz
its my own grave i dig

early morning
hear the birds sing
in bed stalling 
its so cold outside x2

(notahero)
just warm me up cuz ur my heater
n i don’t got nothing except the music from my speakers
this fireball burning i need something little sweeter
would u keep me alive or will u turn me to a tweaker
diamonds in her eyes just like the ones i put on my belt
i pray that you’ll still love my heart after all the ice melts
i fucked up way to much to put the blame on someone else
but this shit made me tho
she said i’m acting like a child said u crazy hoe
there’s nothing child-like bout me pushing up daisies hoe
i swear to God that when i’m dead 
that’s the only time i’ll be able to get fuckin rest
maybe i should go to bed
i think imma work instead
pressure breaking down
feel like needles in my fucking head
i just wanna have a good time n u know this
i feel the energy just disturbing my solace

sedatives (w/ notahero) (malloy x jkei)

Oregon Rain (Remixed)

On my way to Austin… 

Sorry for the long wait guys more consistency now had some stuff getting in the way love y’all🤎

Lyrics:

On my way to Austin tryna reminisce for a little 
Austin Texas picking up Alexas she don’t drive a Lexus though


And now I’m on my way to Austin
in this little red car of mine
It’s saying that I’m 17 hours away till I’m outside 
So baby just hang on tight
Go to sleep and dream I’m by your side 
You’ll only have to do it one last night 
I’ll be there when the sun arrives


On my way to Austin tryna reminisce for a little 
Austin Texas picking up Alexas she don’t drive a Lexus though

Pedal to the floor till I get there
I can’t get your pretty face out my head
Not complaining tho it can stay there 
God I really hope it does 
I promise you girl I won’t mess it up 
If I do you can cast me aside like I never existed to you

Bryker woods , Austin(splashgvng & recyclebin)

shoutout to @kennyorlando for helping me finish this <3


[safeatlast:]
so cold
waiting for sum1 to hold
me as i try to get warm
get me away from the snow
at least thats how i used to feel

take me back to winters in toronto
take me back to drowning every minute in the bottle
take me to when i could be proud of myself oh
take me back to feeling sumthin other than the sorrow

AND I MIGHT FALL APART BENEATH THE TREES
THAT OVERLOOK THE SPOT WE USED TO MEET
I PROMISE THAT UR EVERYTHING I NEED
SHOULDA NEVER WORE MY HEART UPON MY SLEEVE

[Kenny Orlando:]
i wish it was easier than following my heart
cause its given me nothing but nightmares and problems
one minute im drowning 
the next second im all in
im sinking 
im falling 
right down to
the bottom
take me back to the time 
where we were doing fine 
both of us 
where the love was 
can you take me back to the city
where everything felt so pretty 
AND I HATE THAT EVERYTHING’S BROKEN
WISH I COULD TAKE BACK 
AND MAKE IT ALL PERFECT 
THE DAYS PASS
ITS KILLING ME 
FILLING ME 
WITH THIS COLD AND DARK HOLLOWNESS

[safeatlast:]
AND I MIGHT FALL APART BENEATH THE TREES
THAT OVERLOOK THE SPOT WE USED TO MEET
I PROMISE THAT UR EVERYTHING I NEED
SHOULDA NEVER WORE MY HEART UPON MY SLEEVE

fall apart

fall apart w/ Kenny Orlando (king theta)

its been a year since I last posted on here. if you're still here I love u thank u for listening. sorrow world forever...

lyrics:

its 3pm and I just woke up
my stomach kills think I might throw up
yea I threw up
wish we never grew up
Cuz we’re getting older
Its already over
The future is scary
The past dont bring closure
Whenever you’re over
I feel my heart getting colder

Cuz I wanna face this
Dont wanna evade it
Whenever you’re with me
I feel like the greatest
I hate when we fight but
I cant just erase this
Your love is like water
And I wanna taste it

Money comes and money goes
I just hit the road cuz they booked me for a show
Im making plays now
They know my name now
When I get my first M
I know they’ll hate wow
I guess thats just the life I live
U hear my pain give me a kiss
Im burning up like an angel falling
From the sky
U in my head and every time I reach
You multiply
I did this shit all on my own
Aint need no one
But im thankful for the people who show love
Im still tryna make it out im stuck in Florida
Ill be in la next month im tour
I always dream of this
I know my parents doubted me but
Thats the price I get
Im off the edge might jump cause
I cant sleep, every night I battled 
Demons they cant take me

love like water

on all platforms
shoutout vails n sound clowny
@alex-thomas-fox & @whos-that-clown

LYRICS :D
Headstart bloods tainted with that mercury
Shine bright, die slow, words still be hurtin me
I try my best even in the worst situations
When i'm in my grave shake my hand congratulations

I just took a ticket, one way trip to hell
Sparks flying, train speeding, n were off the rails
Mercury, set me free
One way ticket n its on for sale
I just bought a ticket, one way trip to hell
How we’ll get there idk i guess time will tell
Took a sip of the tonic red mercury
I could face a fire breathing demon come n murder me

Stab wounds,might die soon, im still down to fight
Ima make a stand til my last breath, see my dying light
Rip out the tape, the cassette turns to scrap
I got no vision my screen fades to black

[vails]

I’m down bad, Like, holy crap I’ve never felt this way before
 It only feels like yesterday my other half said babe, amore
 If you really was there for me Whyd you go and shut the door
 I could sit here and complain But I’ve had broken bones before
 Mercury’ inside my cup My demons took away my luck
 Possesed me but I still live freely 
The only thing is drugs that treat me Coping mechanisms,
all of them, I said good riddence ,
 finding hope has got some distance, 
cus I’ve never had the visions of it alll 

[back to chorus]

[vails again]
Fake love should be a piracy
 And although you’re the treasure youre still denying me
 From sailing out like We had a debacle,  a heated discussion 
And you banged on my walls and door, like playing percusssion 
And I see the scars that made you see the stars 
And it’s harder to breathe knowing you’re almost gone
Sorry i haven’t been available for speaking 
So lost & choked up, to have consider or feeling
I love when she’s angry, and I care when she’s sad
Feel best when she’s happy
yet afraid when she’s glad
I can’t ever understand, her bipolarism
Especially when drunk cus it’s easier sober living

mercury w/ vails [prod. the sound clown x splashgvng]

for j<3

it’s been hard for me to be who i am
i got roots as my feet
telling me where to stand 

and part of me wants thinks it’s all just a plan
with the man up above got me in his hands

it’s been hard for me to build myself back up
play the part for me until all the lucks up
you saw the side of me that nobody could and
now ur calling me 
i wish that you wouodnt


now i’m on gaurd i feel so departed
and i just lost all my soul
just give me your parts, i know it’s hard
but baby im losing control
break and i bend
how did it end?
thought we would make it farther
i never sent all of the texts and it only makes it harder
won’t let you see that part of me it’s all in my brain
and it’s been hard for me to feel cuz i just been so deranged
oh oh oh we gotta get better

 you saw the side of me that nobody else did and
now you’re calling me i wish that you wouldn’t
and now i’m on gaurd i feel so departed and i just lost all my soul
just give me your parts, i know it’s hard but baby im losing control

departed

bones that snap like a branch
i can’t deal with this anguish
freezing cold, no plans
crawling home, i’m stranded
i cannot give it up
i try to give a fuck
i’m abandoned
don’t tell me what it was
i dealt with my own luck
i can’t stand it

i’ll freeze my soul
don’t breathe when im walking alone
hear your voice thru the phone
won’t talk back to you if you call

just leave me on the highway
i decide to run away
i know you hope i’ll change my mind and come to you another day
but imma do it my way
don’t come by my place
if i don’t return by saturday

coming down, i feel fine now
i can’t let anybody find out
on the walk back to my house
time moves slower, it’s frightened

bones that snap like a branch
i can’t deal with this anguish
freezing cold, no plans
crawling home, i’m stranded
i cannot give it up
i try to give a fuck
i’m abandoned
don’t tell me what it was
i dealt with my own luck
i can’t stand it

stranded (santana)

prod. me
guitar by sharp

I'm tired of being the one that has to reap
what you sow the voice reminds me what I couldn't be
I'm sick of living without the lungs to breathe
in I can't exhale the toxins in me

this was never meant to last forever
I'm ultimately terrified you'll find somebody better for your needs

when did every string between us sever
i couldn't see it coming I was blinded by the weather in the trees

take me somewhere safe and sound
when you decide to come around 
and tell me how you really fuckin feel

I think my times run finally out
the clock has stopped the ticking now
Is anything you told me fuckin real
(hello?)
I don't know what to think anymore
(goodbye..)
you left me here to rot on the floor

chapter I: safe and sound

For You

Bark, tree sap and everything in between 
FIND YOUR NOSTALGIA HERE 

Heavily inspired by Midwest emo indie with our own twist 

Enjoy <3

Bryker woods , Austin(splashgvng & recyclebin)

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