Why am I like this. Why can’t I be normal ever?

my eyes hurting ive been crying for a long time i don't want to live anymore

Don’t feel overwhelmed. Are you forgetting the whole point of life is to experience? It’s time to let go of old experiences to make room for new ones.

Bro what the hell. A whole year like this no improvement

New Vibes

Inca Ore / Grouper

Poison Tree

Tub Surfing

when you're on my mind (prod. Kult) (IG @Austinn.Noblee)

cigarettes out the window x dangerously yours - tv girl (rather melodramatic aren’t you)

i know you faye webster

loser monologue

lyrics:
I will do like anything

I wish that you felt my skin
Hair rising, breathing so thin
Terrorizing ones, I call kin
Can’t believe I once was him

Show one, teach one empathy
I’ve found comfort in your seams
The things I’d do for your peace
Have you seen me in your dreams?

I will do like anything for you, you
Ain’t a thing that I won’t do for you, you
I will do like anything for you, you
Ain’t a thing that I won’t do for you, you

Ain’t a thing that I won’t do x3 


Shaking past the Richter scale 
Together we are infinite
Conversation snoozing
It’s important, I ain’t listening
Wake up in confusion,
Imma blame U cus I’m innocent  
I used up all excuses,
I can’t blame you, you r innocent
 
I wish that you felt my skin
Hair rising, breathing so thin
Terrorizing ones, I call kin
Can’t believe I once was him

Show one, teach one empathy
I’ve found comfort in your seams
The things I’d do for your peace
Have you seen me in your dreams?

I will do like anything for you, you
Ain’t a thing that I won’t do for you, you
I will do like anything for you, you
Ain’t a thing that I won’t do for you, you

Ain’t a thing that I won’t do x3 

Show one, teach one empathy
I’ve found comfort in your seams
The things I’d do for your peace
Have you seen me? X2

a4u (anything 4 u)

I think of you sometimes
Before I sleep
Before I dream
I think it’s done this time
I can’t believe
I can’t believe

You weren’t supposed to leave 
And now you’re gone 
Now you’re gone
What have you done to me
And now you’re gone 
Now you’re gone

i still think about you

this house is not the same

i exist i exist i exist

Oh no she likes another boy
I'm feeling sad and at the end of the day at least I'll know there was something that we had

I see her kiss him with my eyes
And it makes me mad but at the end of the day I know she don't love him that bad

And if that's so, I'll wait around
It will take a little time to let you go

I watch her from across the room
She dances so nice , and if I see her again I'm not sure we'll be friends 

I just want to get a little close
So let me in, and if you push me away, baby that's where I'll stay

And if that's so, I'll wait around
It will take a little time to let you go
And if that's so, I'll wait around
It will take a little time to let you go

she likes another boy

Become The Warm Jets

music and lyrics written by Alex Stephens 
produced by Alex Stephens 
mastered by Joel Anthony Pratchett 
artwork by Joanne Liu

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what would I do?

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

Become The Warm Jets

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