why don't you talk to me?

Merchant Ships - Sleep Patterns

i hope you're okay

i exist i exist i exist

lyrics:
don't know what i wanted 
i have a memory 
back at that party 
i was all over her 
we didn't make out 
or do anything 
i just remember 
i was lonely 

i guess i am always 
it's not a problem 
it's just something 
i got used to it 
every stranger 
makes me feel safer 
and every person 
seems more beautiful

salvia palth - i was all over her

@stolemyfirstname

s4jid-
you cry at night
and dont know whats my name 
my life must be a stain
why wont you stay away, away from me

#36#-
as i see the dark dawn
ooooooo
ill beg, just for you to leave

you cry at night feat. #36#

see myself in a screen
wasting days, counting weeks
getting more familiar with how you speak
while you're away from me
but i don't want to say goodbye
because it's safer when i'm by your side
i want to be near you
like i'm meant to

but hey
i think it's going to be alright
when we're sleeping and i'm by your side
i want to learn to fly
but it's safer when i stay inside

i want you
but the monster
won't let me
escape here

by your side

smoked so much till i could feel something
the cold resided i'm erupting
cleared the dew as a drip to the ground 

take my heart and twist my tongue
rip my teeth out one by one 
squeeze my arms so i don't feel so numb

did you know i'm not great at communication, i sit alone but my mind's abrasion wears me down

did you know, i'm too scared if scaring you off so i'll just leave

being dead is still better than being me (demo)

Is this the life 
That you asked for
Are you happy now
You walk around 
With your broken smile
When you go back in town
Is this life that you ask for 
Are you happy now
You take it all in broken smiles
Are you happy now

This life that you asked for
Are you happy now
You want to be
Alone
You want to be 
Alone

Is this life that you asked for
Are you happy now
You walk around with a broken smile
Will you be happy now
Be happy now

crying blood

where did you go, and what did you do
with all the time you were too scared to move
and what is it like to be by yourself
for three and a half years
for roughly three and a half years
if we could just pretend that i went to college
and that is why you, you haven’t seen me
i wanted to go, but not for this long
i over did it
why did you say that i was one in a million
because i believed it i thought i had something
that you were too scared to lose
so if we could just pretend that i went to college
or traveled abroad and did something different
anything but just sitting at home
for three and a half years
writing song after song after song
so what is it like to be by yourself
and not feel like you’ll die
around everyone else
i thought i was one in a million
well thanks for nothing
yeah thank you
thank you 

if we could just pretend

i record songs and write poems and i really hope you're having a good day.

i exist i exist i exist

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