Yellow

dropping on all platforms soon!!!
produced by mxvstrains

fellinlove demo (on all platforms)

SMILING. LAUGHING GORGEOUS BULLY

stream - https://open.spotify.com/album/00uS4WW1W6DymZNuuq5ITl?si=3xYEDLdLT_2zpWF2CdiVnQ

https://gorgeousbully.bandcamp.com/album/smiling-laughing

Misery Loves Company

Desire

Here's To The Afterlife

✨ New Song Release! ✨
Many people have great ideas, dreams and stories of the past or big plans for the future. But the question remains: what really matters today?
🎶 “What Good Is It Now?” is about living in the here and now, taking action instead of only dreaming. A reminder that the best time to start is always right here, right now.
The video was created with the support of canva.com – check it out and let the song speak to you.
👉 [Link to video/song: https://youtu.be/k5pyAy_NOpo?si=fEsDSWVeqDUc-mtc 

✨ Neuer Song! ✨
Viele Menschen haben großartige Ideen, erzählen von alten Erfolgen oder großen Plänen für morgen. Doch entscheidend ist: was zählt eigentlich heute?
🎶 „What Good Is It Now?” handelt davon, im Hier und Jetzt zu leben, den Traum endlich umzusetzen und nicht nur davon zu reden. Die beste Zeit zu beginnen ist immer jetzt.
Das Video entstand mit Unterstützung von canva.com – hör rein, schau es dir an und lass dich inspirieren.

Nicht reden, sondern machen!!!


What Good Is It Now?

Vers 1
What’s your dream, do you remember still?
All those stories of the past, all that fire, all that will.
You were the big shot, ideas in your hand,
always marching forward, always making plans.
But tell me, friend—what good is it now?

Vers 2
You talk about adventures, far across the sea,
all the places you have been, all the things you used to be.
Your voice paints pictures, shining loud and proud,
but the echoes fade away, just another story in the crowd.
And I wonder—what good is it now?

Refrain
🎵 Right here, right now, that’s where it begins,
No more waiting for what might have been.
The past is gone, tomorrow’s unsure,
Today’s the moment, what you’re living for—
Right here, right now, that’s where it begins. 🎵

Vers 3
You talk about the future, how bright it’s gonna shine,
plans so grand they could rewrite time.
Motivation burning, dreams without a chain,
but talk without the doing is just a runaway train.
And I ask you—what good is it now?

Vers 4
Look around you, man, who still believes?
You’re the only one left weaving these dreams.
Yesterday’s gone, tomorrow’s just a guess,
it’s the here and now that puts you to the test.
So I’m telling you—what good is it now?

Refrain
🎵 Right here, right now, that’s where it begins,
No more waiting for what might have been.
The past is gone, tomorrow’s unsure,
Today’s the moment, what you’re living for—
Right here, right now, that’s where it begins. 🎵

Bridge 
Don’t get stuck in what was, don’t get lost in what could be.
It’s the doers, not the dreamers, that change history.
Every dream has its season, and brother, this is yours—
better try and fail than lock the dream behind closed doors.

Refrain (2x, )
🎵 Right here, right now, that’s where it begins,
No more waiting for what might have been.
The past is gone, tomorrow’s unsure,
Today’s the moment, what you’re living for—
Right here, right now, that’s where it begins. 🎵

(Lyrics & Music by Gert Holle - 24.08.2025

What Good Is It Now - Gert Holle - 240825

In A Year Of 13 Moons

Alabama

see myself in a screen
wasting days, counting weeks
getting more familiar with how you speak
while you're away from me
but i don't want to say goodbye
because it's safer when i'm by your side
i want to be near you
like i'm meant to

but hey
i think it's going to be alright
when we're sleeping and i'm by your side
i want to learn to fly
but it's safer when i stay inside

i want you
but the monster
won't let me
escape here

by your side

lyrics:

i'm so tired
I don't wanna go to school
im lonely 
hey what else is new
i'm so stressed out
I don't know what to do
im ugly
I wanna puke

i'm so tired
I feel so ashamed
I am nothing
I wanna know your name 
im so stressed out, I hate you
I am honest
I feel so used

i'm so tired
I don't wanna go to school
im lonely 
hey what else is new
i'm so stressed out
I don't know what to do
im ugly
I wanna puke

im so tired

Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you learn to love then you'll never learn to dance 
Till you learn to love then you'll never learn to dance 
Till you learn to love then you'll never learn to dance 
Till you learn to love then you'll never learn to dance 
Till you think too much then you'll never grow up 
Till you think too much then you'll never grow up 
Till you think too much then you'll never grow up 
Till you think too much then you'll never grow up 
Till you learn to talk then you'll never shut up 
Till you learn to talk then you'll never shut up 
Till you learn to talk then you'll never shut up 
Till you learn to talk then you'll never shut up 
Till you learn to talk then you'll never shut the fuck up 

Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you cry all night then you'll never understand me

In A Year Of 13 Moons

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