12am Cereal

SMILING. LAUGHING GORGEOUS BULLY

stream - https://open.spotify.com/album/00uS4WW1W6DymZNuuq5ITl?si=3xYEDLdLT_2zpWF2CdiVnQ

https://gorgeousbully.bandcamp.com/album/smiling-laughing

Misery Loves Company

These Times Will Never Change

Seascape near Les Saintes-Maries-de-la-Mer - Bonus Track

you're on the phone 
with someone who doesn't know 
about your soul and how it 
can't be held by flesh and bone 
and i guess that's fine 
i would never want you to 
stop your life 
but when i saw you both 
with your shoulders touching 
sitting so close 

i knew i'd hold on to this feeling 
i'd hold on to anything at all 
was it my fault 
because i easily confused you 
for someone who would hold my hand 
when things got hard 
when things got dark 
because oh my god 
when they get dark 
they get so dark 

you were always a shitty friend 
and you would leave when i got sick 
you never called me on my birthday 
i want to call you on your birthday 
so i'll hold on to this feeling 
i'll hold on to this hate 
for as long as i need 
for it to help me

learning to hate you as a self defense mechanism

Necromancer

My Nights Are More Beautiful Than Your Days

In A Year Of 13 Moons

Alabama

give me back my sweater

where did you go, and what did you do
with all the time you were too scared to move
and what is it like to be by yourself
for three and a half years
for roughly three and a half years
if we could just pretend that i went to college
and that is why you, you haven’t seen me
i wanted to go, but not for this long
i over did it
why did you say that i was one in a million
because i believed it i thought i had something
that you were too scared to lose
so if we could just pretend that i went to college
or traveled abroad and did something different
anything but just sitting at home
for three and a half years
writing song after song after song
so what is it like to be by yourself
and not feel like you’ll die
around everyone else
i thought i was one in a million
well thanks for nothing
yeah thank you
thank you 

My Nights Are More Beautiful Than Your Days

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