Not gonna lie I kind of hate myself although summer has been going great. I didn’t see like there’s so many things that I regret and it keeps on coming back to me the feelings that I upset my parents or disappointed them and was sort of a failure, just upsets me so much. I wanna make it my goal to not upset them and not disappoint them. I hate starting smoking and I don’t feel like I’m social enough. I don’t feel like I’m fat enough although I’m not fat or anything. I’m just kind of skinny. I just feel like I’m not taking care of myself and I feel like this summer is going to be a really personal journey with myself. I really wanna find out who I am and who I can be what my potential is and what I can stop doing

To be honest peer pressure in school is so bad like every time I walk into the restroom I’ll see kids smoking and stuff and I just feel so driven to it because I’d already had started smoking weed and nicotine and I just feel like that’s something that completely just destroys me physically emotionally mentally intellectually spiritually everything I just kind of takes me away separates me from so everything else and I’m around all these people all the time because I’m just so Kind of addicted to the drugs and to them. I just don’t know what to do anymore but thankfully, I have kind of separated this summer break from those people so I’ll be working on myself to get away from those drugs and there’s so many things that I will discover on my personal journey And I love my family. I love my life. They’re supporting me very well not emotionally or anything but financially in the great parents in general, I’m so thankful for them and I’m very grateful and everything and I’m happy.

Leaving school track for real I’m finally done 🎉

driving☺😇

TV Girl - Blue Hair

Jessica C

Treehouse

break - alex g

pretend - alex g

womp womp (yo who sent this everywhere??? why all of the sudden does this got so many plays 😭) ((this is the worse one i made, you can hear the cuts and people still likes this, crazy ngl))

Ciggarette's Out The Window (Dangerously Yours)

Kids

Who Really Cares: 

An album about Sex 
Or lack thereof 
And its consequences 
Or lack thereof

Music and Lyrics by Brad Petering 

Mixing and Mastering by Jason Wyman 

Additional Vocals from Amber Quintero and Maddie "Acid" Keaton 

"Cigarettes out the Window" and "For You" feature Frankie Cosmos samples, used with her permission. 

"Not Allowed" features samples from The Yeastie Girlz's "Ovary Action" 7 inch. Used with permission from the Girlz. 

The cover art is a slightly altered photograph taken by George M. Hester. Used with his permission. 

The liner note image with two people on a bed is a slightly altered photograph taken by the late M. Richard Kirstel. Used with permission from his family. 

As a friend once said: Thanks for yr ears
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Not Allowed

Joji - WORLDSTAR MONEY

brand new eyes (Deluxe) (Fueled By Ramen Webstore)

All I Wanted

This track doesn't belong to me and I don't know who made it or where they first posted it.
(05/22/19) - Seems like it belongs to an artist named sapientdreams. I'll link to his page.
https://soundcloud.com/sapientdream/sapientdream-pastlives
Thanks to the dude who gave me a heads-up about it.

BØRNS - Past Lives (Sapientdreams Remix)

Be the Cowboy

Me and My Husband

Mac's debut LP '2' will be out October 16th on Captured Tracks.

Mac DeMarco // My Kind of Woman

‎the drums - money

Where'd All The Time Go

I listened to the cure 
And then I cried 
I watched Videodrome 
And lost my mind 
I tried to write a song 
I think you'd like 
But no one gives a shit 
About my life 
Until I die 
Its DIY 

I have nightmares 
All the time 
So I stay awake 
All night 
I say I'm gonna leave 
But I think you're right 
I'm gonna stay right here 
Until I die 
Its DIY

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