Feelings

Deep Thoughts 💭

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Jacquees remixes(QUEmixes) lifestyle by Rich Gang

Lifestyle Quemix

Download Jacquees- Quemix 2 here: http://www.livemixtapes.com/mixtapes/31763/jacquees-quemix-2.html

Persian Rugs (Quemix)

Hold It Down

Try Me

Mind Right

Drake ~ Charged Up

looking for a star (CANT GET YOU OUT MY HEAD) Prod. DIPLO

Verqoh - Moody All Day (prod. Jrd)

prod @juniordbeats 

lyrics:
im bored of life
so i record at night
thats when my storys high
i hope for a glory time  

but i seem to get the opposite
life, i aint too fond of it
on my chest, i got a lotta shit
each day, keep topping it

well who knows these days
flowing through a potent haze
knowing all my showing pain  
rowing past these hoeing snakes
slowing down to control the pace 

currently its screw life
tryna find some new rhymes
last year i flew by the clouds
and didnt notice the blue sky
im a rude guy but how

mums telling stop being a sad boi
you got a roof over yo head, be glad boi 
when u was younger, i used to buy you mad toys
so you wouldnt go around crying making loud noise
oh god oh god
forgive me for my sins
gimme all the losses and rid me of my wins
kill me till i live, skin me till i live
gimme all the losses and rid me of my wins
i hate my life so i create one with a pen
my smile, ill always fake one till the end






i really hate my life

neglected blue skies. [prod. jrd]

Thanks for 300. :)

Producer: https://soundcloud.com/juniordbeats
Singer: https://soundcloud.com/ocoenia
Singer: https://soundcloud.com/collidingwithmars
Mini monologue: https://soundcloud.com/leorinda

Lyrics:
leorinda: 
You were always there and now you're gone and I just don't understand anymore.

il Westo, Ocoenia, CWM: 
(hold my hand)
I'm a broken record player on repeat
Broken I miss you's seen in my sleep
soft spoken spirit spilling soul (soul)
hell bound on hold, (hold) hold my hand (hand)
because this life I cannot stand
voice mails, seen texts
the stitching on the seams
on my neck indexed
to my chest, I can't forget
my time with you
what I been through
time at a still
and my will
shattered glass building up
sad trash, pick me up (pick me up)
fake and plastic
fake romantics
I'll rate your antics
tragic panic
manic love habits happen
I think it's time to let you go
I think it's time to let you go
one more hit before the road
one more hit, shoot your love into my veins
one more hit, and I'll be all okay
one more hit, back in time when you were mine
I wish I could rewind
one more hit, and I'll be all okay
I wish I could rewind
and I'll be all okay

One More Hit Ft. Ocoenia, Colliding With Mars, & leorinda 🚬 💔(Prod. jrd)

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stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4E70wTAgVlfgoxTUHFGbuB
out on all platforms

produced by the talented @juniordbeats, go check em out!
mixing and art by me

Lyrics:
[annotations at https://genius.com/Zamir-bunker-buddies-lyrics]
it's kinda hard to stay calm with all this talk of A-bombs
i can’t really ignore it what with Donald taunting K. Jong
and since nuclear war is now basically quite imminent 
i’m wondering if you’ll join me in this basement that i’m living in
it’s got accommodations, it’s amazing as a bunker
we can hunker down and face an Operation Rolling Thunder
i’m stacked on games in case we wanna play and never slumber
and got snacks for days so we don’t waste away from our hunger 
this is an exclusive invitation
only for the few I’d like to stay with if our days are ever numbered
as a human race, i mean our population was encumbering
this earth in any case, so in a way, this really may not be a bummer
a nuclear apocalypse,
when it’s over we can hunt for oxidants and fuel to take a rocket ship
to space, from the waste of a once beautiful metropolis
just stocking it with things that are useful like... umm... chocolates?

(or maybe oxygen would be smarter... ehh... actually i'll stick to chocolates)

and honestly, i’m not exactly sure what has me more scared
it’s kinda strange but i fear climate change as much as warfare
with oceans rising all the coasts will find themselves submerged 
and i don’t think the current government has shown enough concern
we’ve got researchers waving publications in dismay
as our leaders keep taking our nation to its grave
so when it comes time to find a place in which to stay
like I mentioned earlier, my bunker basement’s pretty safe
in a worst case scenario, an earthquake might bury you
but otherwise i’ve kept track of every single variable
if temperatures get crazy my AC will keep us very cool
if oceans rise we’re waterproofed, and i’ve got a tube 
that runs up out the room a couple hundred feet into the air
my neighbors think that i’m a kook, but there’s no being too prepared
so whether it gets hot out or we face nuclear fallout
if you hear this, for you i’ve got a few feet of room to spare

spotify

bunker buddies (prod. by jrd.)

BlocBoy JB "LOOK ALIVE" ft. Drake

Spotify/Apple

Float Away [ft. SadBoyProlific] (prod. zeeky)

prod. @juniordbeats

lyrics:

hol up, wait
lonely, hold me state
everybody moves on but the old me waits
and the cold me stays
none of my homies fake
imma fight for my rights 
thats the only way

i be workin, hustlin, grindin 
till i get the bag
you gon get stabbed, if u interfere and
mess wit that
when i leave, ill be one of the best
who stepped in rap,
and u know that is a fact

i be goin thru some moodswings
tied over some shoestrings
ion know why 
but i tend not to do things

i be fading slow
there are diff ways to cope
diff ways to go
wanna go to space and roam
& discover some planets
all my friends be vanishing
all my happiness banished
no choice but to be panicking

i be looking at the sky
wondering why
why does everyone i know
jus 
wanna 
die
i been searching for a purpose 
but my sound isn't worth it 
they don't take me serious
like a clown in a circus
are you proud of my verses 
i've been hurting 
cuz of the astounding amount of curses 
that left me in dark just lurking
around around...
not lookin up to the sky
i be looking at the 
ground groud...
jus take a look into my eyes
u can say that im 
down down 

everything in this life is just a lie
a lie...

nostalgic cries. [prod. jrd]

A Message to You..

lyrics:
//Intro
You know..
 
//Verse 1
There was a time when I loved you and you loved me
And honestly it feels so bad to me
How you're gone
in one night it feels so wrong
I'm sorry that I hurt you with my all my love too long
I let these feelings build up way too strong
That's just me
I just tried to be the best me that I could be
Told you you were beautiful
I guess that was the usual
I thought that we could work but you proved I was delusional
I..
I'm sorry that I failed you
I'm sorry that all of my love mentally derailed you
Tried to swim after as your friend but that ship sailed too
And honestly without you my skin is turning pale blue
but I'm thankful and blessed that I met you
Without you I wouldn't be the man that I'm meant to
So all I can say is I'm sorry and thank you
Even though the goodbye was really painful
I'm thankful for the time that we spent
It's like a good and bad thing that I dreamt
Emotionally through hell and heaven I went
But here I am now and I have no regrets
Cause you do not love me and that I accept
And in the future I hope for you the best
So when it comes to me as your stress
I Hope you can forgive me and lay it to rest
Cause I'm not perfect either, and that I get
We both definitely had our arguments
Because we both grew up as stubborn kids
And I gave out too many compliments
But we always made up and laughed about it
You could tell my emotions from the way I sounded
When you said those three words oh my chest pounded
I'll never forget how my chest pounded..
 
//Outro

Broken but Thankful

Broken but Thankful ft. Shiloh Dynasty (Prod. DatBoiDJ)

Broken but Thankful ft. Shiloh (Prod. DatBoiDJ) [Unmixed]

Check out @SadBoyProlific on SoundCloud, like and repost if you fw it and shoutout to strikers_reefing on Instagram go check them out if you're into corals

Inner Demons ft. SadBoyProlific (Prod. Origami)

Sorry for the wait, hope you enjoy the story!

Troublesome

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